Wayne Bush - Project Camelot TV 1st Interview 6-21-2017

Hello Wayne, welcome to the Project Camelot. Can you tell us a bit about yourself, your research, your website ?

Hi, Marc. Thanks for having me on the show.

I made my living for many years as a computer programmer. I retired from the rat race almost a year ago so now I have more time to devote to my research on this game of life which I have been researching for over twenty years.

I started the web site is trickedbythelight.com I think sometime around 2004. It was an effort to investigate the popular meme that one goes to the light at death. I mean, we hear it all the time in Hollywood movies and from psychic mediums. But what really happens when we go to the light?

I once heard Ufo researcher John Lear in an Art Bell interview say that the light is a trick and one should not go to the light. So I've been studying that phenomenon for the last 20 years or so as well as cross referencing it with out of body experiences, pre-birth experiences, psychedelic experiences, meditation experiences, alien abductions, ancient historic texts, religion, and science...basically anything that gets stored as memory and factors into our decision making.

I am going to be quoting a lot of different sources so it's just not me saying I believe this and I believe that. Although in the end it is still just a belief it is based on supporting evidence. I hope to show that experts in all the relevant major fields of research are saying similar things.

Can you give us an Overview of your Website ?

Sure, my web site posits that life ultimately is a cosmic game or play, a divine drama that we dream thus it is a simulation or illusory in nature. We have chosen to play a role or character in a movie or play like a reality TV show -- the true man show.

The plot of this story or drama is very similar to that of many popular Hollywood movies. A villain and its henchmen have imprisoned a planet and are feeding off its inhabitants who need saving. The prison planet in this case is Earth, its inhabitants humans, and the villain is an extraterrestrial or interdimensional entity who has most commonly been referred to as the devil, Satan, who we will see is the lord of this Earth and most worship as God. To avoid confusion with the true God I will refer to this false god as the Demiurge, a term Gnostics used. They called his minions archons which is a greek term which means ruler. This is because we have given away our Sovereign power through consent and have allowed them to rule over us. They have been able to do this by imprisoning our souls in the physical body and keeping our consciousness at a superfically low level by bonding it to Earth. Any screenwriter
in Hollywood knows that every good story must have drama -- most notably, conflict. Part of the climax of this story is getting mankind to wake up from this lower frequency of consciousness or dream state in which we have fallen, and remember and claim our true origin.

Can you describe the « Game of Life », what is it to you ?

I believe we are all eternal spirits and while in the spirit world are able to manifest anything we want instantly. I would imagine that might get a little boring after a while so we invent games to play where we limit our abilities and create challenges for us to overcome. Think of life here like a mystery novel, a puzzle that we have to solve, a form of entertainment like a reality TV show or game that we chose to play. Some reality TV shows are competitions or games.

Here are a few quotes from near death experiencers that came back with the distinct impression that life on earth is a game or some form of entertainment. That really shouldn't come as a surprise if you apply the Hermetic priciple of 'as above, so below' or the biblical notion that we were created in god's image since Entertainment and Sports are such huge industries here.

David J said, "I asked him what the meaning of life is. He told me "for the entertainment of the spirit realm."

And Nanci D said, "It is my understanding that what transpired during my NDE is the ―real‖ reality. Life as a human is more like a dream, role in a play, virtual reality game, character in a drama, etc. though these words fall far short of actual explanation."

Mira S: "I realized that the real goal of the mind created ‗life game‘ in life, was to remove the veil of delusion and ignorance and reach the Ultimate Truth of one's reality in life itself. "

I just watched a documentary recently on Salvia, a psychoactive plant. The person tried it a few times and came to this startling conclusion: "Have you ever seen that episode of Southpark where they found out that Earth was a reality TV show and that extraterrestrials were watching it across the universe? This is basically how my trip was. By the way, I never even saw that episode until recently."

I even received an email from Lars in Germany who told me about a pre-birth experience or memory he has. He said, "I know I was in some 'place' prior to birth...like I went to some sort of school,got educated,learned things about this earth people would only find out in time,ok... and some voice,a calm,gentle voice,but still authority like,told me just before I was born: what do you want to be?, I said: a Hero i want to help them...the voice said: fine then a hero you will be,however remember: they(humans) are very resistant they don't know better,and you WILL face a lot of resistance, I said I know...I then came to earth"

Is Consciousness a Dream, or are we dreaming a conscious reality ?

I think consciousness is a continuum of frequencies can be seen as we get sleepy or groggy and think less clearly. It is like a movie projector that projects images or imaginings. It is like a tuner as it has the ability to tune into different frequencies. When we sleep we have dreams that can seem real. Edgar Allan Poe wrote, "Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream?" Given the continuum of frequency and consciousness there could be dreams within dreams within dreams like in the the movie Inception. There is the phenomenon of lucid dreaming where one becomes aware during the dream that is a dream and can take control of the dream.

Of course, Shakespeare wrote, "All the world‘s a stage, And all the men and women merely players;

In his classic book "Autobiography of a Yogi", Yogananda wrote, "You have come to earth to entertain and to be entertained." He also wrote, "The entire universe is God's cosmic motion picture, and that individuals are merely actors in the divine play who change roles through reincarnation; mankind's deep suffering is rooted in identifying too closely with one's current role, rather than with the movie's director, or God."

Psychedelics researcher, Stanislov Grof, whose research is based on between 4000-6000 cases, wrote a book called The Cosmic Game. Even Timothy Leary wrote a book called The Game of Life. Grof wrote, "Since the divine play, the cosmic drama, is unimaginable without individual protagonists, without dictinct separate entities, the existence of evil is absolutely essential for the creation of the world as we know it. This understanding is in basic agreement with the notion found in some Christian mystical scriptures according to which the fallen angel Lucifer as a representative of polarities, is seen as a demiurgic figure. He takes humanity on a fantastic journey into the world of matter. Approaching this problem from another perspective we can say that, in the last analysis, evil and suffering are based on a false perception of reality, particularly the belief of sentient beings in their separate individual self."

Grof also wrote, "The insights into the nature and dynamics of the cosmic game do not have to emerge on the level of the supreme creative principle. Gail, a minister who participated in our training program for professionals had in her psychedelic session an interesting sequence that portrayed cosmogony as a competitive creative game of four demiurgic suprahuman entities. Although her experience is very unusual, since it involves several demiurgic beings rather than one creative principle..."

The ancient Maya believed that the world is an illusion and the aborigines believe that this is what they call "dreamtime" and that there exists a more real world where we truly reside. Aborigine dreamtime healer Steve Richards also continuously talks about life being a game
and "he who enters the game of another is subject to the laws of their game." He also talks about feeding thought forms which become life forms which become entities.

Albert Einstein noted, "Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one."

Life IS a game and we are but pawns for the royal kings, queens and global elite.

Are we living in a Simulation, tell us about the Simulation Matrix

Yes, I believe we are living in a simuloation, a virtual reality game. More and more people, including scientists, ARE coming to the realization that this world we live in is quite probably a computer simulation. Nick Bostrom put forward an idea called the simulation theory in which he postulated the universe we live in is a simulation.

Neil de Grausse Tyson gathered scientists at the 2016 Annual Isaac Asimov Memorial Debate where the topic was "Is the Universe A Simulation?" Tyson put the odds at 50-50 that our entire existence is a program on someone else‘s hard drive.

Elon Musk, [CEO of Tesla Motorcars] recently said: " given that we're clearly on a trajectory to have games that are indistinguishable from reality...it would seem to follow that the odds that we're in base reality is one in billions." end quote

Isn’t Elon Musk an agent promoting A.I. and a Matrix gatekeeper ?

I don't know if he is an agent but he seems to be a materialist, a transhumanist and his ideas would enmesh humanity another layer deper into the artificial matrix we are already living in. See, if one doesn't believe in a soul or an eternal spirit then one looks to technology to become immortal. But if we are eternal spirits imprisoned in a physical body then are goal should be to find out how to escape that prison and ascend to a higher dimensions or frequencies.

I have been reading posts on the Reddit Glitch in the Matrix subforum where normal people are seeing the matrix grid sometimes upon waking.

This DMT experience online mentioned a grid: "Staring up into the blank, white ceiling, I beheld a domed matrix of superimposed, intricate yellow lines. Overall, the matrix was fixed, but as I observed, I became aware of additional elemental lines, slowly perceiving additional detail as one might experience when viewing a master's painting."

A person on Reddit wrote, "Twice this week I've woken up and there's these goldeny bronze perfect geometrical grid lines in my vision for like 20 seconds and then they disappear once I'm more awake but are there long enough for me to know I'm not dreaming..". Someone replied, "On LSD I saw grid lines everywhere, I would look at an object and see the grid lines of the object's shape. "

From the DMT Nexus web site: "After several more Adventures, I have gotten rid of the
fearful aspect of it. Now it's just a repetition of an alien Encounter telling me the world I live in is a matrix type simulation.. I'm trying my best to get passed this conclusion and venture further into the available experience."

"While this was happening I was feeling so frightened of these entities controlling reality.This was a program being run to upgrade that is it and these alien entities were in control waving and letting me in on the secret.... I came back to live out this "natural life" but I know after this experience I must come to terms with my non existence and to return home for good not being sucked into this game again. "

Do you think we do live on a Prison Planet, please explain ?

Well, we are certainly imprisoned by our body CELLS and chemical COMPOUNDS. And we are chained to this giant rock by gravity. We are all enslaved by the economic system and need to work most our lives unless you want to live off the land.

I'm not sure I need to convince YOU that we are slaves living on a prison planet, but I'll let one of the greatest philosophers of our age, the late great comedian George Carlin, summarize it:

―Something is wrong here. War, disease, death, destruction, hunger, filth, poverty, torture, crime, corruption, and the Ice Capades. Something is definitely wrong. This is not good work. If this is the best God can do, I am not impressed. Results like these do not belong on the résumé of a Supreme Being. This is the kind of shit you'd expect from an office temp with a bad attitude. And just between you and me, in any decently-run universe, this guy would've been out on his all-powerful ass a long time ago." end-quote

There are many happy and wonderful things we experience during our time here but what if there were better planes of existence where there is no suffering or pain?

In regards to the universal / multiversal / omniversal food chain, are Humans merely Food of the Gods ?

Yes, at times life here on Earth can be downright brutal. It is survival of the fittest. Each creature in the food chain must each day secure its next meal in order to survive. This means killing one another in a constant game of survival.

As humans we like to think we are at the top of the food chain but there could be entities just outside our perception that are feeding off our life force. We are drained of our energy each day until we recharge at night and also over the course of our lives. Children have boundless energy while our elderly need walkers, canes or are bedridden.

Aborigine shaman and dreamtime healer Steve Richards teaches that we have both internal and external entities. External entities include draconians, reptilians, gargoyles, winged serpents, aliens and other forms of dimensional beings.

An internal entity is something we have created. So for example if I had a belief of not being good enough that starts as a 'thought'. Over time if this thought is continually fed it becomes a 'thought form', everything has the right to exist! The thought form over time eventually therefore becomes a life form in its own right and thus becoming an internal entity.
An external entity however is outside our field and needs to use entrapment to get you to agree to let them in.

In her book The Unquiet Dead, Dr. Edith Fiore, a hypnotherapist, wrote about many of her clients having spirit attachments and being possessed.

Please tell us about this emotional and spiritual energy called Loosh ?

Sure, loosh is a term Robert Monroe used. He was a pioneer in out of body experiences.

He wrote, "We were indeed producing Something of Value. Loosh... Loosh, an energy generated by all organic life in varying degrees of purity, the clearest and most potent coming from humans—engendered by human activity which triggers emotion, the highest of such emotions being—love? Is love loosh? ... Using the same stuff—interactive experience— one began to learn to express anger, pain, fear, and all the rest, and finally —hopefully, if you passed the course—a special energy waveform labeled love. Yet we don't really know what it is... To learn to be high-quality loosh/love producers...and those who possess Loosh find it vital for whatever it is used for. Faced with this question of supply and demand Someone decided to produce it artificially, so to speak, rather than search for it in its natural form. He decided to build a Garden and grow Loosh ...

Monroe also wrote, "If a smart transmitter propagates certain waves, they can resonate with other related vibrations of like kind to form a multiple pattern which if thought of as light—would be: white!
So in and of itself, you don't have to be the end-product antenna or transducer, just one of the oscillators. You may never display actual loosh radiation, but you have a vital part in its production..... "

He wrote, "It must be quite a place to handle that much loosh, this Somewhere. It would fall neatly into many concepts of heaven.... "

Monroe also mentioned an emitter which generates this hologram we live in. He wrote, "The Aperture is just ahead. It will open soon. Beside it you can perceive the Emitter for the energy beam that creates what you call the dream... The hologram . .." end quote

In Return from Tomorrow, George Ritchie recounts a near death experience where he saw spirits attaching themselves to peoples' auras, especially in bars,and living vicariously through them.

NDEr Joe G experienced entities feeding off him: "Then I heard someone calling my name and telling me to come along. I was ok and this where I was to call home. They were there to guide me home. I could feel something was not right and I wanted to go back the way I came but I was told that I could not go back my time on earth was done. I was to keep moving and I would see my mom soon...Then one of the said that it was feeding time...Then I felt them feeding on me.' "

Another near death experiencer, Jack, while on ketamine said: "There was a winged beast with a lion/dragon-like face, with an evil and hungry smile; it knew I was afraid and fed on it. "

Carlos Castaneda wrote about his training in shamanism. "They took over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, gallineros, the predators rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to them.‖ ...

"They (i.e., our psychopathic handlers) are attracted to emotions. Animal fear is what attracts them the most; it releases the kind of energy that suits them."

"The grand trick of those sorcerers of ancient times was to burden the flyers' mind with discipline. Sorcerers found out that if they taxed the flyers' mind with inner silence, the foreign installation would flee, and give any one of the practitioners involved in this maneuver the total certainty of the mind's foreign origin. The [alien mind control of these creatures] comes back, I assure you, but not as strong; and a process begins in which the fleeing of the flyers' mind becomes routine until one day it flees permanently." – Carlos Castaneda

Parasitic entities are reported everywhere, in lots of DMT, Shamanic, psychedelic, telepathic, hypnotic experiences, aren’t they ?

Yes, parasitic entities are commonly reported in ayauasca ceremonies. Ayauasca is DMT-based. Dr, Rick Strassman in his book "DMT: The Spirit Molecule" noted, "I continually feel surprise in seeing how many of our volunteers "made contact" with "them," or other beings. At least half did so in one form or another. Research subjects used expressions like "entities," "beings," "aliens," "guides," and "helpers" to describe them. The "life-forms" looked like clowns, reptiles, mantises, bees, spiders, cacti, and stick figures. It is still startling to see my written records of comments like "There were these beings," "I was being led," "They were on me fast." end-quote
"... The entity then initiated telepathic communication with me, It said that it lived by extracting human thought/emotion. --different types of thought/emotion were valued differently; those with a more intense energy charge, such as fear or love, were worth more. The entity explained that it existed in another dimension so that it could feed off of human thought unhindered."

Here is a mushroom experience from shroomery.org: "It really felt as if I was on a stretcher in a grass field with lights over me that now felt like flash lights with dark shadowy entities around me. The Archons knew my consciousness was coming into their frequency.
This entire time I felt as if someone or something was looking at me. From ALL directions but never directly. It was in my peripheral vision and awareness that I felt this presence of an eye looking at me as a dark eye lingers in the treeline. The eye represented by the Illuminati. The Archonic control-grid realm itself. I felt the eye presence in my peripheral vision. As I turned to look towards it it would shift into my peripheral vision and this happened any direction I wou
ld look. I told it to please don't hurt me I come in peace as my breathing was very shallow and heavy. The more shallow the breath the more intense the feelings and visuals. They feed on fear, depression, anger, sadness. Low frequency emotions. They have been feeding from my soul for a very long time..."

dmt-nexus: "I could see entities more distinctly this time. Two in particular watched me arriving and being settled into this landscape. It was like they were farmers...– I was being milked or something... I came to realise I was being distracted with information so that they could do what they wanted – feed? Harvest? ...
During these stages I would have recurring flashes or images of some jellyfish-like creature or something like an octopus with suckered tentacles. Whatever it was I felt like I was connecting to the tendrils or the tentacles during this feeding phase. "
dmt-nexus: "Last night I encountered a hunter, I may have been one also. I saw this spider/tick/crab creature... These parasites are ugly and nasty. They feed off humans, either our soul, or bodies from the parallel dimension... They seem to be attracted to negative emotions.... They prefer hiding, as they can feed on a host unseen. They can influence thoughts and behavior to suit their goal... "
What do these Archons / parasites look like, how do they describe them ?

I personally believe archons are shape shifters and can take any form they desire. The archons were mentioned by the Gnostics as rulers so I think they were the anunnaki deities and other religious figures. Perhaps they can take form as aliens. There may be a distinction between archons and the more parsitic forms such as shadow beings or shadow people which may be thought forms which have over time become entities in their own right and keep feeding. I guess it is a matter of terminology.

The astral parasites that attach to our energy fields are black moldy bile-like dark shadowy entities. They have been depicted as ticks, leeches, eels, and octopi with tentacles. There are a lot of movies that show this black goo susbstance. The Gnostic texts mention matter being made from the bile of the shadow created from the jealousy of the Demiurge.

dmt-nexus: "I have experienced these parasites... these Archons, as I've come to learn they are. (supposedly they prefer that term because it means "lord" or "ruler," which is just what they want you to see them as to us. So let's just stick with interdimensional parasites, because that's what they are. They feed off of lower vibrations and like others have said, that's all they do... is feed off of us. That's all they're really able to do. However we have more power over them than we think... because they are separated from the source, the light.... if we connect to the light and higher vibrations... these buggers can't mess with us. (sounds like gullible newagey bullcrap but read into what the Gnostics had to say of these guys) " end-quote
dmt-nexus: I remember starting to not feel like myself... like I was possessed by an interdimensional alien. As the trip progressed this thing really started messing with my energy and reality.
I got the impression it fed off of my energy and that it was demonic with bad intentions. "

Alex Grey is an artist wose paintings are inspired by his trips on DMT. His mostpopular works are Collective Vision wich shows a dome with a light at the center and a multitude of eyes surrounding it. He has another piece and a book called The Net of Being. He worked with the popular alternative rock band Tool in a video called Vicarious to put his visions into a video format.

That Tool and Alex Grey decided to use the song "Vicarious" to showcase the DMT imagery is very telling as these archonic entites do live vcariously off of us like vampires.

The lyrics of the song reveal as much. "Don't look at me like I'm a monster....Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies. ...We won't give pause until the blood is flowing.... Part vampire, part warrior, carnivore and voyeur....the universe is hostile, so impersonal. Devour to survive. So it is. So it's always been. We all feed on tragedy. It's like blood to a vampire. Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies. Much better you than I." end-quote

A reader of mine wrote me and related an experience while using DMT. He wrote, "a while back I had some psychedelic experiences that depicted alien farmers who shadowed me around their planet. The first one I met was standing in a field behind a fence. It was very tall and lanky. ... It took me in and brought me to some others that were equally tall and lanky, grey and emotionless. They put me in a bed that sort of felt like a bobsled. Pushed me down a track to where I met with some others who were identical to them but I was now in a lab. They shadowed me around, did the long term thing and then slid me down a track back to earth, and my consciousness, if you will. "I remember specifically that I "stood off to the side" and watched "stars" shoot across the landscape from left to right in my vision and was told that those were "space travelers" trying to make the transition from earth to the farms..... I'm not sure what they were farming."
..they send out a white jet like aircraft that resembles a rocket which is why I wanted to get away I thought I was attacked But I was in a white bullet like capsule I guess you could say it's a capsule and instead of attacking me the jet captured me and took me into the train And then it took me to those farms."

About six months later he emailed me again about an OBE or lucid dream he had. He wrote, "while trying to astral project I ended up lucid dreaming I wasnt quite lucid more like I knew I had to do something my main reason why I was trying to astral project was to discover more about this Matrix or whatever it turns out to be, so while in a dream I was trying really hard to get myself to fly up into space its like I knew something was up there and I had to get to it.
When I flew all the way into space I ended up landing onto an object and I felt like this is what I was looking for and I had finally gotten to it everything was extremly vivid and clear I could see the sun, planets and it all looked extremly real. The device I had landed on the part on which I was standing was made of iron beams which were constructed very simillarly to those I sent in the picture however it was in a shape of a square there were two parts that were rotating around it they had copper in them and I saw some smaller parts of simmilar shape rotating along with them. I will try to draw it sometime around and send you the drawing. Also when I touched one of the beams with my hands a thought came across my mind "

"This is used to charge something way more, something a whole lot bigger than I expected on a whole new scale"...without a doubt it was orbiting earth that I am certain... I remember shouting Moon is the Matrix once in my dream....Also every other time I had a vivid dream a device/machine was present like when I ended up going to the "FARMS" there was the white train like machine ... " end-quote

There was a magical Babylonian "Invocation to Nergal", the god of the Underworld which mentions the shades or shadow beings feeding off blood: "Nergal, who takes the form of the Lion-Dragon raise thy blade! To that terrifying splendor no other god stands before Hail to thee, Nergal Nergal, Dragon supreme, Great God! I call you by the fires of sharrapu Thou burning fires of conquest By the funeral rites to which you were called To the shades which drink blood in your name!"

The Aztecs, Inca and Maya indians all made sacrifices to the Sun. A steady supply of hearts and blood was essential not only for themselves but for all the people of the Earth, the earth itself and the gods beyond. War was necessary to guarantee a supply of nourishment for the Sun and the entire cosmos. The purpose of war was the feeding of the gods.

The Body Electric details how the heart of Man generates electricity. This electricity can be fed off of by entities. A New Scientist article "Meet the Electric Life Forms that Live on Pure Energy: Unlike any other life on Earth, these extraordinary bacteria use energy in its purest form – they eat and breathe electrons – and they are everywhere" hints toward there being some substance to that claim. The article appeared in print under the headline ―The electricity eaters‖. The article starts out: "Stick an electrode in the ground, pump electrons down it, and they will come: living cells that eat electricity.

When threatened, certain species shoot bright flashes of light to stun and confuse their enemies. There are numerous creatures that feed off of light itself. Many fish use light to lure food in. Anglerfish dangle a light in the darkness to lure its prey. Cuttlefish hypnotize their prey with a dazzling light show. Glow worms in Antartica hang from the ceilings of caves and look like the night time sky, attracting prey who are lured by the lights.

The Gospel of Philip in the Gnostic Nag Hammadi Library says, "God is a man-eater. For this reason, men are sacrificed to him." end-quote That should cause one to wonder the next time they hear the preacher tell the congregation, "Let us pray".

Is it Frequency that keeps us imprisoned in various low States of Consciousness ?

Yes, exactly. It is this low state of consciousness or frequency that keeps us imprisoned here. We are asleep and need to wake up to our origins. I'm organizing a 'prison break' and I'm taking as many spirits with me as I can.

Nikola Tesla said, ―"If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration." end-quote

We perceive but a small portion of the electromagnetic spectrum of energy. It's classified by wavelength into radio waves, microwaves, infrared, the visible light, ultraviolet, X-rays and gamma rays.

There are five categories of brain wave states which range from delta waves at 0 HZ to theta,alpha, beta all the way to gamma waves at 100 HZ associated with peak focus or concentration, insight and expanded consciousness.

NDEs reveal that a soul sheds its physical body and lower animal everyday normal waking consciousness or ego and experiences the afterlife with the true expanded consciousness or awareness of its soul which is described as pure consciousness.

Souls experience this state of superconsciousness whether they go to the light or not. I have talked to NDErs who felt the love and they never even went through the tunnel or entered the light. It is the natural state of our Soul and being free from the physical body which is yoked to an animal brain and Counterfeit Spirit.

Mathilde M: "I was this refined, sublime consciousness. "

Jeff C: "it is a self identity separate from consciousness...more like a super consciousness."

Nancy H: "Although my body looked unconscious, my mind/spirit was hyper-aware. "

Victor C who had a transformative spiritual experience: "what I experienced was the passing through of the space between my thoughts, which led me from the state of consciousness that comes with being in my body to the state of infinite awareness that lies behind consciousness, a state in which the body, consciousness, and all other attachments are surrendered and seemingly left behind. "

Max Planck said, "I regard consciousness as fundamental. I regard matter as derivative from consciousness...This mind is the matrix of all matter."

The true Supraconsciousness of our Soul is artificially held down and regulated by the brain. There is a governor or regulator in our brain which keeps the frequency from going higher and helps to keep us dumbed down and asleep.

Keep in mind the Sumerian texts say humans were scientifically engineered upgrades to the indiginous primitive man that already existed on Earth for the purpose of being worker slaves for the Anuna gods so they wanted us to be intelligent enough to take orders but not smart enough to overthrow them. The Gnostic text "On the Origin of the World" says, "Since that day, the seven rulers have fashioned man with his body resembling their body, but his likeness resembling the man that had appeared to them. His modelling took place by parts, one at a time. And their leader fashioned the brain and the nervous system."

Our origins : are they SUMER/MESOPOTAMIA ?

Well, the first "civilization" we know of is the Sumerian civilization. So in order to better understand where we came from and why we are here it would be helpful to go back as far as we reliably can and examine the creation stories of the Sumerians. After all, they describe the fashioning of man.

First of all, the Anunnaki did not technically CREATE anything. They modified what was here and made new species but they did not create the life on this planet.

Namma was the primordial mother goddess.
The texts say: "Namma told Enki: Please apply the skill deriving from your wisdom and create a substitute (?) for the gods so that they can be freed from their toil!" And after Enki,
the fashioner of designs by himself, had pondered the matter, he said to his mother Namma: "My mother, the creature you planned will really come into existence."

The BABYLONIAN CREATION MYTH, THE ENUMA ELISH, states: "May he shepherd the black-headed ones, his creatures. To the end of days, without forgetting, let them acclaim his ways. May he establish for his fathers the great food-offerings; (110)
May he cause incense to be smelled, . . . their spells, Make a likeness on earth of what he has wrought in heaven. May he order the black-headed to revere him, Let the black-headed wait on their gods." end-quote

The god [Ea] began to say: "Why are you [plural] destroying [mankind]? They will not give sacrifices to the gods. They will not burn cedar as incense to you. If you [plural] destroy mankind, they will no longer [worship] the gods."

The Mesopotamian god of the Underworld, Nergal -- a son of Enlil -- was the God of War and Plague. He was not very high in status early on.
At some point the chief god An helped him by giving him seven companions or weapons, otherwise known as the "Seven Evil Spirits".

"Lord of the underworld, who acts swiftly in everything, whose terrifying anger smites the wicked, Nergal, single-handed crusher, who tortures the disobedient "

J.C. Greenfiield wrote: "An epithet of the god Nergal in Hatra inscriptions is related to his role of punishing divinity, in the meaning of ―executioner, butcher, torturer‖. He was primarily keeper of the underworld and the god of pestilence. As the god of the underworld, he functioned as a judge. His lion-headed mace was able to punish and wreak vengeance. ". end-quote

"Being a deity of the desert, god of fire.....Nergal was sometimes called a demon and even identified with Satan." end-quote

The book "Seven Great Monarchies Of The Ancient Eastern World" chronicles Nergal's move to Israel "The city peculiarly dedicated to Nergal was Cutha... Hence " the men of Cuth," when transported to Samaria by the Assyrians, naturally enough " made Nergal their god," carrying his worship with them into their new country."

In the New Testament Jesus enters into the Temple teaching and talking to the Pharisees. Jesus states that his Father is not the same as their Father. "Ye are of your father the devil. He was a murderer from the beginning."

Remember that Nergal was the Lord of Pestilence, War and the Underworld, that is Death. Now look at how Yahweh operates in just a couple of many Old Testament quotes below about Jehovah-Yahweh.:

"sacrifice unto the Lord our God; lest he fall upon us with pestilence, or with the sword." "For now I will stretch out my hand, that I may smite thee and thy people with pestilence; "So the Lord sent pestilence upon Israel: and there fell of Israel seventy thousand men." Yahweh was a composite of many gods such as An, Enlil, Enki, Zoroaster, Mithra, El and others but his personality and attributes most closely mirror Nergal.

Nergal was worshiped by the Greeks as Ares, the god of war. From Ares probably came the word 'aristocracy' (aristos + -kratia/-cracy) which is the greek term used for the ruling class who are deemed to be 'best' or supreme to the lower classes. Ariel (pronounced Ari'el), literally means 'Lion of God' and is another name the Gnostics used for the Demiurge. Ariel in the Hebrew Bible is one of the names for Jerusalem and the Temple of Jerusalem.

In Hebrew "The Land of Israel" is 'Éres Yisra'el (Eretz Yisrael)...thus the word for land as in the promised land is pronounced the same as the war god, Ares".

Wikipedia also eqates Azrael with the angel of death even in Hebrew... Also spelled Izrail, Izrael, Azriel...

Nergal, the god of the Underworld or Hell -- the devil -- has the lion as his symbol. His temple and people were moved from his home, Cutha, to Samaria, the Kingdom of Israel. The tribe of Judah put the lion on their official emblem and flag. The Devil is described in the Bible as a lion seeking to devour. The Gnostics say the false god, the Demiurge, has the face of a lion. I noticed that only a handful of near death experiencers reported being able to see the face of "god", but a few of those who did saw the face of a lion.

Are RELIGIONs based upon ancient secret societies ?

All the major religions were created by the Illuminati brotherhood. All the major saviors were princes or in the line of the royal family. Buddha and Krishna were princes. There was a movie made about Moses called the Prince of Egypt as he was supposedly raised in the court of Pharaoh. Even Jesus and Muhammad had royal blood.

All of the major religions were created or influenced by a group known as the Shepherd Kings or Royal Shepherds. Some researchers also claim them to be Serpent Kings. They came from the city known as Cuth or Cutha. It seems the Gutians took over Cutha and set up the temple for Nergal and then the Gutians/Cuthim/Khazars were the Royal Sheperd Kings of the anunnaki and spread the religions over the rest of the globe.

The Emperor of France, Napolean, said, " Religion is what keeps the poor man from murdering the rich." Religion is nothing but a royal scam of the royal family. It's because they're a royal pain in the ass and we're getting royally screwed. All major religions were created by the royal family or nobility. All the saviors were princes. Krishna was a prince. Buddha was a prince. Moses was the Prince of Egypt. Jesus was in the line of King David.

The Bible says lucifer masquerades as an angel of light (2 Corinthians 11:14) 8s It also says "I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things."

What do GNOSTIC TEXTS tell us ?

The Gnostics believed in knowing the truth through direct expereince rather than through faith. They believed the soul is imprisoned in the body and that the god of this world is not the true ultimate god or is of a lesser creator god called the Demiurge. The concept of a demiurge seemed to originate with greek philosophers such as Plato. The Gnostics were influenced by the greek philosophers and saw the Demiurge as being more of an evil entity and not a necessary evil. They said the god of the Old Testament, Yahweh, is a false god.

According to the Gnostics one of the newest aeons or emanations of god named Sophia (Wisdom) created the Demiurge. One version says it was out of a desire to create her own realms similar to the Eternal Light Realms. Others say it was an effort to better know or understand the Ineffable Father.

The texts say this was done without consulting her consort, the Ineffable Father. Thus the Demiurge was "without spirit", perhaps a way of saying it was an AI creation having consciousness but no soul. When she saw her inferior creation which was without spirit she
became embarassed and placed a veil up and put the Demiurge on a throne within a cloud so that it could not be seen. The Demiurge being alone thought himself to be god. When he was informed he was not the true god he became jealous and out of this jealousy shadow beings or archons were created. He stole the Light power from Sophia.
This universe and mankind was created by the Demiurge and his archontic parasites but in order to get man to stand the Demiurge was tricked into breathing the breath of life or Light Power into him. Adam was divine because of the Light Power. Thus man has an inner light within which consists of a divine spark. But the demiurge and rulers bonded every man with a counterfeit spirit which records all his actions and compels him on to negative thoughts and actions. The Archons supposedly were produced not in full and are unable to hold the "Light Power".

Sophia repented and was forgiven. A correction was enacted from the Eternal Light Realms and Christ was sent to show the way out of this matrix.

Gnostics put forth ideas about the universe being a holographic copy a couple thousand years ago. In the gnostic book "On the Origin of the World" it was written -- "likeness emanated became a product resembing the primeval light manifested as a likeness of heaven"end-quote

It says, "...come let us create a man out of earth, according to the image of our body and according to the likeness of this being, to serve us; so that when he sees his likeness, he might become enamored of it. No longer will he ruin our work; rather,we shall make those who are born out of the light our servants for all the duration of this eternal realm."...

"Now all of this came to pass according to the forethought of Pistis, in order that man should appear after his likeness, and should condemn them because of their modelled form. And their modelled form became an enclosure of the light.... And it is they who were taken captive, according to their destinies, by the prime parent. And thus they were shut into the prisons of the modelled forms until the consummation of the age."

After the natural structure of the immortal beings had completely developed out of the infinite, a likeness then emanated from Pistis (Faith); it is called Sophia (Wisdom). It exercised volition and became a product resembling the primeval light. And immediately her will manifested itself as a likeness of heaven, having an unimaginable magnitude; it was between the immortal beings and those things that came into being after them, like [...]: she (Sophia) functioned as a veil dividing mankind from the things above."

In the Gnostic text "Pistis Sophia" it is written, "She [Sophia] had been deluded through the god-like Self-willed [Demiurge], and had not been deluded through anything else, save through a light-power, because of its resemblance to the Light in which she had had faith." end quote

Here is a quote from The Secret Book of John, a Gnostic text from the Nag Hammadi Library: "Yaldabaoth [Demiurge] said to the authorities [archons] with him, Come, let us create a human being after the image of god and with a likeness to ourselves, so that this human image may give us light." end-quote

The Demiurge's heavens are a copy of the real heavens. "And she established each of his offspring in conformity with its power - after the pattern of the realms that are above, for by starting from the invisible world the visible world was invented." end-quote
The demiurge's realms are a copy of the real thing. He has stolen light from Sophia, so they have light to use. The real light is from Source and those light realms would be setup similarly.

The Demiurge is a false gaud. Dictionary.com explains that the word 'gaud' originated from the mid and late 14th century and meant a "jest, joke, prank, trick; also fraud, deception, trick, artifice".

"And what she had created became a product in the matter, like an aborted fetus. And it assumed a plastic form molded out of shadow, and became an arrogant beast resembling a lion." " it changed into a form of a lion-faced serpent. And its eyes were like lightning fires which flash."

Please tell us about the NEW AGE MOVEMENT masquerade ?

Okay, recently, we have gone through the new age movement where followers open up their energy fields to so-called ascended masters, spirit guides, guardian angels, extraterrestrials and the like. In my opinion all of these are merely are-cons in masquerade. True angels and divine beings don't come here to this dualistic realm lest they be trapped here along with us. It is too dangerous. They don't interfere with the game or reality TV show.

I have just recently been in correspondence with a woman who attended such angel gatherings and wrote me about how in the end they had drained her of her energy. She wrote, "I have had experiences with an ET, Archangels and dolphins during various occasions. I used to be very involved with various spiritual groups and I am very sensitive to energy and was able to connect with these beings.

My life, and the lives of the other people involved turned absolutely terrible and now I have no doubt those beings were from the false light. I am working on cleaning up my energy and reversing the pain and illness they inflicted on me. ... It is not my intention to judge, I just find it very suspicious that so many people whom I have come across in spiritual groups are such a mess. It feels counter-intuitive. Shouldn't angels help us make better choices and make us feel better?
Finally, my experience with an arcturian (ET)... I joined a group... The guy channeled the 5th dimensional beings and we were told they wanted to help us ascend to either the 4th or 5th dimension, depending on a person's level of consciousness. I participated in various group meditations....the premise was that if you read the book and followed some instructions, you might just get a visit by an ET, and I did.

It occurred first thing in the morning, when I was in the in-between state of sleeping and waking. I opened my eyes and an ET was standing next to my bed. I immediate wanted to scream but he quickly calmed me, and told me to close my eyes so that I would not be afraid. He communicated telepathically... He was about 6 feet, looked like a lizard, and had huge bug eyes. It looked like something you might see in a movie. Have you ever watched Land of the Lost? It looked a bit like a sleestak

For about 30 minutes, the ET infused me with energy. I could feel it and I loved it. I also had the sense he was scanning my body in some way, but I do not know. The energy I received was intense, but healing, loving and joyful. After it ended I was frozen for about an hour. I could not move and I was afraid to open my eyes. When "they" tell you to do something, it takes a lot of will power not to obey. They are very controlling. Or perhaps I am very submissive to them. They have a way of making you feel like putty in their hands.

For days I felt wonderful, best I have ever felt. I wanted to jump from roof top to roof top because I felt invincible. But then, I crashed. I became very ill. I laid in bed for about 6 months. My husband would come home from work at 6pm and make me some dinner. I did not have the strength to shower most days. I was a mess. Slowly, I did improve. But I am still to this day not 100%. I am not able to work or function like I used to.

At my first "angel" gathering for 2 nights straight I was not able to sleep at all. I had terrible sleep deprivation. It felt as though they were busy working on me and the incessant chatter never stopped.... ... the "angels" always warned us to be aware of what they called "traps."....They were also obsessed with rituals and ceremonies. I never liked it. It was a red flag and felt very cultish.... Since my involvement with the "angels," my comprehension and memory have been diminished..." she said, "I really cannot think of one person who benefited from connecting with 'angels' or 'ETs', I understand most people do have problems, but the severity of problems in the new-cage community is pretty suspicious."

Can you tell us about GOVERN-MENT rituals and actions ?

Govern-ment: to 'govern' is to rule or "control"...'ment' is of the "mind", mental...thus the word government means 'mind control' 

Sure, the word govern-ment comes from 'govern' which means to rule or control and 'ment' which means mental or 'of the mind'. Thus the word government literally means "mind control".

Many members of the power elite who run this world are members of SECRET SOCIETIES like Freemasonry whose membership includes many powerful government officials. They reenact religious rituals that go back at least as far as ancient Egypt. Also, you have the elite attending ceremonies at Bohemian Grove such as the Cremation of Care in which mock sacrifices are offered before a giant stone owl perhaps symbolic of Minerva, the goddess of wisdom and war whose symbol was the owl.

Some people might say all this is ancient religion and mythology and today's leaders don't subscribe to such nonsense, but even the World Olympic Games enact ceremonies using a cauldron which is lit by the rays of the sun and constantly use sun, moon and Luciferian symbolism. The media guide for the Opening Ceremony of the 2012 Games even said, "The first torchbearer was Prometheus, who stole fire from Mount Olympus and gave it as a gift to mankind." That is interesting since The Oxford Dictionary of English Etymology ` associates Prometheus with Lucifer.

Another way in which the powers that be control our minds is with Movies and Music. With movies all the images go into the subconscious mind. The flickering images of movies and the hypnotic, repetitive beat of music places us in a light state of trance which puts the mind is in a relaxed state and more receptive to the message.

Movies and Hollywood are telling us a lot, what is exactly ?

Well, a lot can be gleaned from looking at the names. I'll go over a few of the names and symbols used and then we can look at some specific messages. The name for Hollywood is even connected to druid magic and casting spells since magic wands were always made out of the wood of a Holly tree, that is made out of Holly wood."

The National Academy of Television Arts & Sciences (NATAS or Satan spelled backwards) distributes the Emmy Awards that recognizes excellence in the television industry, and corresponds to the Academy Award.

The Oscar statue of the Academy Awards gets its name from Ausur or Osiris, the Egyptian god, usually identified as the god of the afterlife, the underworld, and the dead.

The logo for Dreamworks Pictures depicts a boy sitting on the moon with a fishing pole and its lure presumably dangling below on earth.

The movie series Star Wars featured a spaceship in disguise as a moon and was called the Death Star.

The movie poster for the horror movie The Ring features a solar eclipse and the caption "Before you die you see the ring".

It's an uncanny coincidence that the moon's diameter is about 400 times smaller than the sun's yet it is 400 times closer to the earth so that it just about perfectly blocks out the sun during a total eclipse.

Back side of the moon -- Another eerie coincidence is that the moon just happens to rotate slow enough that the same side always faces earth!

The pilot for Star Trek The Original Series was called The Cage and featured short grey beings who used telepathy to intrude upon the crews' thoughts and feelings in order to feed off them.

Later in the first season the episode The Return of the Archons featured robed and hooded beings who ruled over a planet whose populace acted like mindless zombies. They shared a hive mind and the beings threatened the Star Trek crew to be absorbed into the collective Body in their absorption chambers. Spock called them soulless parts with no spirit working in unison for the tranquility of the Machine. The leader Landru was projected from a machine in a control room. This seemed to be a precursor to the hive mind of the Borg collective.

In the Star Trek Voyager episode Coda, Captain Janeway is almost fooled by an alien into thinking she has died. The alien poses as her father, imploring her to follow him into the light. She is suspicious of his intentions and refuses. The alien tells her, "This is what my species does. At the moment just before death one of us comes down to help you understand what's happening, to make the crossing over an occasion of joy. " She asks, "And what is that? " pointing at the matrix of light behind him. It says, "Our Matrix, where your consciousness will live. Eventually you'll come into my Matrix and you will nourish me for a long, long, time. " She tells him to "Go back to hell". Afterwards, she discusses the encounter with one of her crew and asks, "Do you think it's possible that each of the near death experiences we've heard about are the result of an alien inhabitation? "

The Wizard of Oz may be one of the best examples out there.

The Scarecrow needed a brain to acquire knowledge/Gnosis. The Cowardly Lion needed courage to overcome fear. The Tin Man needed a heart to learn to love. Dorothy representing the Consciousness being immersed, had to kill the evil witch, her Ego/Counterfeit Spirit, to progress. The Good Witch was the Enlightened Afterthought propelling us onward.

I like the analogy of Dorothy going through the vortex tunnel, over the rainbow of color, and into the dreamworld (astral) and the demiurge wizard using tricks and deception to run the emerald crystal city of light...very similar to NDES.

And then Dorothy repeating a mantra ("there's no place like home") with focused willful intent to wake up from the dream and return back home.

Some other movies with Gnostic themes are The Matrix, The Truman Show, The Prisoner,They Live, Dark City, The Island, The Game, Gamer, Westworld, and Childhood's End.

Childhood's End is interesting as it is based on a book by Arthur C.Clarke. As with that book Childhood's End also deals with aliens and the future evolution of mankind into a potentially different form. The three parts are entitled The Overlords, The Deceivers and The Children.

The movie depicts a scenario in which God is an Overmind or a collective consciousness of white light and desires for mankind to evolve into one mind.

Here are a few quotes from the book:

"Possibly what we have called the Overmind is still training them, moulding them into one unit before it can wholly absorb them into its being....

There lay the Overmind, whatever it might be, bearing the same relation to man as man bore to amoeba. Potentially infinite, beyond mortality, how long had it been absorbing race after race as it spread across the stars?....

We are the interpreters-the guardians. Or, to use one of your own metaphors, we till the field until the crop is ripe. The Overmind collects the harvest-and we move on to another task. "

So there is an overmind which is trying to grow and extend its powers so it absorbs race after race to unite into its being as it spreads across the stars.

It is depicted as a white light, but when it makes contact with a representative from earth it is the classic devil, the personification of evil.

Can you tell us what MUSIC really means in the media ?

Sure, the word music comes from the word muse. In mythology the muses were nine goddess of Zeus. The muses were said to be the source of inspiration for men. The hypnotic beat of music relaxes the body and puts our minds in a light trance state where we are easily receptive to the message or intent in the song. Some music can lift the spirit and put one in a good mood. Other music such as trance or trap music can be hypnotic. Rap music and metal music often have negative messages.

If you take the twelve notes of the chromatic music scale and place them on the face of a clock and connect the black keys it traces the shape of a pentagram.

Virtually every big name rock group has a song about the sun or moon.

"Some fresh-sown moonstone was messin' with his frozen zone to remind him of the feeling of romance... A shootin' star was ridin' in a side car, hummin' a lunar tune... He was just blinded by the light, Cut loose like a deuce, another runner in the night, Blinded by the light
Mama always told me not to look into the sights of the sun. Oh, but Mama, that's where the fun is. I was blinded" -- Blinded by the Light, Bruce Springsteen

"Fly me high through the starry skies, maybe to an astral plane... Fly me away to the bright side of the moon, and meet me on the other side... Ooh dream weaver, I believe you can get me through the night, Ooh dream weaver, I believe we can reach the morning light" -- Dream Weaver, Garry Wright

"See the white light flashing as I split the night. Nobody's puttin' up a fight. I got my bell I'm gonna take you to Hell. I'm gonna get ya! Satan get ya! Hells bells! -- AC/DC

"On a dark desert highway, [cool wind in my hair warm smell of colitas,] rising up through the air. Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light. My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim. I had to stop for the night. There She stood in the doorway; I heard the mission bell and I was thinking to myself, 'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell' Then She lit up a candle and she showed me the way. There were voices down the corridor, I thought I heard them say, 'Welcome to the Hotel California'... You can check out, but you can never leave." -- Hotel California, The Eagles

Yes, there are two paths you can go by... The Piper's calling you to join him. And as we wind on down the road our shadow's taller than our soul. There walks a Lady we all know who shines white light and wants to show how everything still turns to gold " -- Stairway to Heaven, Led Zeppelin

On the web site "dark lyrics" there are songs such as "White Light Suicide" by Witchcraft, "The Blinding of False Light" by As I Lay Dying, "False Light" by Isis, and "Pied Piper" by Lux Occult.

Please tell us about the SUN and the afterlife

The white light is obviously reminiscent of the stories from near death experiencers. It's also interesting to note that our sun actually shines white light. And it is possible that the white light that near death experiencers speak about is the sun on the astral plane. Consider the Light could be the essence or soul of our Sun. A large number of near death experiencers do compare the light to the Sun. There are quite a few near death experiencers who say that we do go to the sun.
And both the moon and sun have played a prominent role in almost all the Olympic ceremonies. The olympic torch is lit from the rays of the sun via a "cauldron", their own word for it. The sun is also a central element in many secret societies teachings and incorporated into the names and symbols.

Here are a few NDEs which mention the sun:

Marta M: All of the sudden and I looked up. I saw light. Now, I don't know if it was the spiritual plane or the sun.

Maria TK: Then the light came. I was thrown straight into the middle of the Sun. Straight into the middle of the warmest, most beautiful, most welcoming light, where I instantly felt that 'here I feel good'. I was drawn to the ocean of light as a gigantic magnet, and drowned in light...Did you see an unearthly light? Yes The Light was exactly like the center of the Sun. "

CG: I began to see an intense light in front of me, perhaps it was the sun, except it was really intense.

Lynn M: ... before I actually got out further into the cosmos, I sensed going thru a massive light energy I think now it was our sun.

[ "NASA has turned science fiction into science fact by announcing the discovery of hidden 'portals' in Earth's magnetic field. NASA spokesman said, "'They‘re places where the magnetic field of Earth connects to the magnetic field of the Sun, creating an uninterrupted path leading from our own planet to the sun‘s atmosphere 93 million miles away.

The portal takes the form of a magnetic cylinder about as wide as Earth. Sibeck said to think of the FTE as a giant rolling pin that lies flat along the boundary between the Earth's and sun's magnetic fields. "These FTEs kind of look like roller pins, and they form as little blob roller pins at the tip of the magnetosphere facing the sun," Sibeck told SPACE.com. "They can't decide which way they're going to slide around the Earth, so they grow there into big roller pins and then they take off and sort of spirally roll along [Earth's magnetosphere] like you're pounding out dough." ] "
What is the MOON really all about according to your research ?

Our moon is a very curious and suspicious object. I think there is a good chnce that it is an alien outpost, and plays a major role in keeping us in this lower frequency and dream state. It is even posible thrt it plays a role in the control grid system and in the portal/tunnel that near death experiencers talk about. It has been mentioned as a transfer station between worlds. Some researchers such as Richard Hoagland and John Lear have mentioned structures such as a dome, a spire and a tower on the moon. I think Edgar Mitchell even told us directly in your interview with him that his co-astronauts took footage and saw buildings on the moon... although we may not be sure of the Apollos program's hoax.

Consider this. It is an eerie concidence that.....
during a Total eclipse -- It's an uncanny coincidence that the moon's diameter is about 400 times smaller than the sun's yet it is 400 times closer to the earth so that it just about perfectly blocks out the sun during a solar eclipse. Back side of the moon -- Another eerie coincidence is that the moon just happens to rotate slow enough that the same side always faces earth!

And then there is the death star in Star wars which was a space station disguised as a moon. "Look at him. He's heading for that small moon.... That's no moon! It's a space station!... We're caught in a tractor beam and it's pulling us in." -- STAR WARS

From The Moon: Myth and Image by Jules Cashford: She later relates tales of "THE MOON AS THE DEALER OF DEATH". "The Maoris called the Moon the 'man-eater', the source of death. Cashford devotes a whole section to "THE MOON AS THE ABODE OF SOULS" and yet another to "THE MOON AS A STAGE IN THE JOURNEY TO THE SUN".

[There seem to be a number of "towers" on the Moon. A released NASA photo numbered Lunar Orbiter III-84M quite clearly shows two structures rising up in the Sinus Medii region. The first of these became referred to as "The Shard." This structure towers up from the Moon's surface for about a mile and a half . Near The Shard is another structure referred to as "The Tower." This has been photographed four times from two different altitudes. It rises up about five miles and is capped with what appears to be cubes joined together."]


[From remote viewer Ingo Swann's book "Penetration": "I found towers, machinery, lights of different colors, strange-looking "buildings." I found bridges whose function I couldn't figure out. One of them just arched out - and never landed anywhere. There were a lot of domes of various sizes, round things, things like small saucers with windows. These were stored next to crater sides, sometimes in caves, sometimes in what looked like airfield hangars. I had problems estimating sizes. But some of the "things" were very large. I found long tube-like things, machinery-tractor-like things going up and down hills, straight roads extending some miles, obelisks which had no apparent function. There were large platforms on domes, large cross-like structures.]

[ NDEr Katie W said: Then all of the sudden, I was rapidly sucked into what I thought was this full moon. That night the moon was a sliver, so this was 'the light' that NDErs talk about. Ron A: As I took a look around I saw a bright light, it was the moon, the sun was reflecting light off the moon surface, we were in space, equal distance to the moon on the right side (looking from earth). I do not think this was heavens final destination, I think it was a greeting area to receive us when we cross over.]

Gnostic book Pistis Sophia: "And further the receivers of the sun and the receivers of the moon, if they look above and see the configurations of the paths of the æons and the configurations of the Fate and those of the sphere, then they take from them the light-power; and the |36. receivers of the sun get it ready and deposit it, until they hand it over to the receivers of Melchisedec, the Light-purifier.
And their material refuse they bring to the sphere which is below the æons, and fashion it into [souls of] men, and fashion it also into souls of reptiles and of cattle and of wild-beasts and of birds, according to the circle of the rulers of that sphere and according to all the configurations of its revolution, and they cast them into this world of mankind, and they become souls in this region"

You’ve investigated PRE-BIRTH EXPERIENCES and memories ?

Yes, I have and I'd like to share a few. Most of these were taken from prebirthmemories.com
"At the end of all this I begged the powers to let me stay in the heavenly land. I told them I had been well behaved all those years and hadn't done anything wrong. They acknowledged this but stated that the people who stayed there permanently had had exemplary lives for their previous life but that I hadn't really! I knew then that they wanted me to have another life on earth.
At this point I remembered that I had had many previous lives and felt dismayed I would have to have another one and be separated from my heavenly friends. Again I begged them and the voice asked whether or not I too wanted to have an exemplary last life. At this point I replied that I didn't particularly!!!! There was a moment of silence where I reflected a little and saw that another life was the most noble choice and that really there wasn't much choice anyway!"
"My next realisation however was that I would lose my memory. I clearly remembering saying out aloud ' you're going to swipe my memory aren't you? At this point there was a moment of silence which I took as a yes before I remember my memory slipping away as a dream memory does upon waking. I resisted as fiercely as I could however with all my power feeling a bit of a rebel. The next thing I knew was that I was in my mothers womb and was really happy as I still had some fairly good recollection of the spirit world and the judgement and that I hadn't lost all my memory against the odds."

"The gatekeeper said 'There is a life available that you would be acceptable (or suited) for. It will be very difficult and there will be much hardship. You do not have to accept it.' It
sounded to me like I was being offered a part in a play. Overjoyed and enthusiastic beyond words, I snapped at it. 'Yes, I'll take it. I'll go.' 'You do not understand,' the gatekeeper said. 'This life will be so difficult that if you take it, you may not not be able to return here.' At this point I told him I still wanted to accept the life he had described"

Although not technically a pre-birth experience this is from Patrick, a listener who emailed me: "i actually exited this whole thing one night and found myself in a flat room with the whole universe contained within a white orbish thing sitting on a pedestal and a window that reached out into hyperspace..." re: exit - i was doing some meditations and realized the chakra system that the new age tells u to "tune into" is used by the higher self which is in fact the archon/demiurge to feed off of us - the personal anchoring system to be here and come back...i started to pulse the energy outwards one by one...and then when all seven of em were pulsing out, it spontaneously happened..

part of the challenge here is to go into the demiurge/higher self personal rep and merge with it, love it and grow through/out of it and enclose it within your being...i accomplished this...that night and popped out in that room...i busted out a giant buddha laugh....I came to see that the ultimate graduation test is growing more powerful than 'that' aspect of ourselves which is unconsious and out of touch with the whole...

i've also been inside the "control room" if u will of the higher self/archon control system - its like the architect scene with neo in the matrix with all the incarnations on the screens...i traveled through the "silver cord" to get there...from there is how i popped out into that room i mentioned earlier...it ties into the end of the 2001 space odyssey scene in the white room...it was quite unique though b/c the room was two dimensional but its was expressed hyperdimensionally is the best way to explain it"

I received another from a woman in Seattle who wrote, "I wanted to share my pre-birth experience, which includes a memory of my most recent past life and my first memory from this one. I was murdered...
After I "blacked out" or died, I remember waking up in a gray, metallic looking room with garish, hospital-like light coming from everywhere. I was lying on something like a steel slab and was surrounded by stereotypical grey aliens. I was mortified. I had just been murdered so I went from a nightmare to a hell. I remember putting up a strong fight, kicking, biting, throwing punches at everything, then blacking out again.
The next thing I remember is being in a toddler's body and being carried by human looking entities. They were tall, blonde and very beautiful. I can only describe them as looking like the drawings people have made of Nordic aliens? When I first saw Game of Thrones I noticed they resembled the Targaryens. However, I was still afraid and knew intuitively that this was a disguise and these were the same beings. They seemed agitated with me, like I had caused problems, and were very stoic and quiet.
I then remember being shown a panoramic view of the earth, like something you'd see at NASA's website. The very next thing I knew, someone was stuffing me into a frilly little yellow dress and white booties. I know that this was a memory from early infancy. I asked my mother how I was dressed when I was brought home from the hospital. She told me I was dressed in a lacy yellow dress and matching yellow and white booties that someone in my father's family had knitted for me before I was born."


Sure, here are a few more interesting experiences of people using Salvia and DMT.

There are many reports online from users of Salvia who report encountering a wheel. One said, "I remembered I was on the outside of this reality busy doing something, when unintentionally, I got caught up in its path as it was rolling by. It feels as though I belong on the outside and am actually always there, but my gaze has been temporarily fixed in ths reality and I can't escape its pull. I get a strong sense that I've accidentally went into this life/reality and that seems to make me angry. As I feel I don't belong here, I know that I have to pretend to be a part of it and just wait till I die to get out."
He went on to talk about a being that is rolling our reality. "...A gap suddenly opens up in the fabric of reality and I'm outside which appears all white. I instantyl remember that I've been here all along and what feels like my real identity takes over. I begin to telepathically communicate with the being that appears to be overseeing this reality, and I ask questions about the nature of this reality and life etc but I'm told I'm 'not allowed' to know some things"...
The being tells him, "You're not a part of that reality., It's just a game god created for us to play. It's only temporary. You'll be out of it soon. God said we all have to play it. It's not real, but we still have to go through it. just take part and play along. Don't worry, when you get out everything's gong to be alright, but you must live out your time."
Here is someone on Reddit recalling their DMT experience: "I feel as though I fall right out of my body 20 feet below the couch and bounce on the worlds largest trampoline before being blasted straight out of the top of my head at 100,000 miles an hour through interstellar space into a brilliant tunnel of white light. The inside of the tunnel is miles wide and the walls lined in 360 degrees with floating beings who are chanting "It is so good to see you!" and "You are doing so well!" "We haven't seen you in so long."
There are millions of them and to me they appeared as bodhisattvas or what some I believe would see as angels. I drop out on the other side of the tunnel and immediately remember. "Oh this is the place in between lives." I think I have been here many many time before. For
what feels like trillions. Something shifts inside me and memories start to flood back of past lives. As I glance around I am floating through outer space...
Then I notice two shape shifting beings kind of bouncing around. Little creatures maybe 3 - 4 feet in height, but with no real defined figure... I ask them "What do you do for work here?"...
They explain telepathically. 'Well.. we don't have to work, because we don't have physical bodies to feed or house. This allows us time to work on spiritual development and pursue studying what is fun and interesting to us.' At that moment it cues me to look down at my own body. I am nothing, but translucent golden light and I can see straight through myself." endquote This report should be all anyone needs to hear to not want to reincarnate here anymore.
I read an NDE reminiscent of this onNDERF.org.

Wilson: "I suddenly became aware of a very large 'object' approaching slowly on a diagonal across this field. It was coming directly towards my car. Time was not functioning normally while this was happening, if it was functioning at all... The object resembled a giant waterwheel lying on its side and rotating as it approached me and my vehicle....
As the object drew near to me, a kind of sensation came over my person and I knew exactly what this thing was. Not only that, but I knew everything that pertained to it, what it was, what it was doing, what it‘s 'business' was with me, where and when I had seen it before, why I was seeing it now, and many many other things that I cannot now recall.

I had seen the object before I was born and I will see it again when I die. We all knew it before we were born. We will all see it when we die. But this information is eclipsed from us while we are alive. And that was why I was seeing it now in the experience, because I was in the process of dying in a fatal car crash. Here‘s what I can remember, as best it words can tell. This wheel wasn‘t something that moved towards me through the world, or through reality somehow. That was an illusion that my senses were constructing for me.

The wheel WAS reality, itself. It represented EVERY CONCEIVABLE POSSIBILITY for a life or for a world that could ever be envisioned or imagined. As it approached, I became aware that what we call our world was contained within it. It was simply one of the numberless slots or paddles in the 'water wheel.' It had always been so. My life, your life, our world, all of us - we were a part of this wheel structure and we had always been a part of this structure. It simply now made itself visible to me. There then began the truly terrifying dimension of this experience. Words cannot even begin to describe the level of fear I experienced.

The water wheel sort of rolled across me and then across the place where my car was in the road. As it did so, I began to be hit by each of the paddles in the wheel. Remember that all of this is just a way of talking. It does not, and cannot, remotely describe the real situation as it actually was. But some sense of it can be had by imagining that in the space of each 'paddle' there was a kind of spinning film of water, like a waterfall on its side. Imagine a film of water being thrown outward from the wheel in each slot, as if by centrifugal force. Imagine being slapped or splashed by each of these films as you collide with it and pass through it to the next
one. This is what was happening. Except these weren‘t just films of water. They were (for want of a better term) possible realities or what we might think of as universes or worlds.

Again, our world, our entire universe as we normally think of it, was simply one among an infinite number of these. How did I know that there was an infinite number? I just did. A kind of knowing came with the event, and there was no doubting this knowing. It WAS so, and I knew it was so. And because I had knowledge and understood what was happening in ways I can no longer communicate, I was afraid. I understood that I was about to be subject to the process that humans approximated with the term 'reincarnation.' This was why the wheel had come. I represented a kind of discrepancy that had to be fixed. The event, or perhaps the imminent event, on the highway had caused me to slip out of or fall between the paddles on the wheel.

This structure had some kind of cosmic purpose of sorting things into their correct natural place. I was afraid and resisted being 'sorted' so the wheel stepped up its aggressive attempts to 'sort' me correctly. With this came another understanding that frightened me even more. I knew that unless I soon selected one of these realities to slide back into, that the wheel would coerce the situation by deciding for me. One way or another, I WOULD be 'sorted' whether I liked it or not. If I didn‘t choose for myself, I would simply be fitted into place at some nearest position on the wheel to the point where I failed to make the decision; if that makes sense. I was aware of having a limited ability to choose, but not much. Even that limited ability wasn‘t much use because each reality slammed against me and through me before I could make much sense of what it contained." - end quote
NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES reports are the key to understanding the illusion we live in and move to after life ?

Yes, I really believe NDEs are the key to understanding the afterlife. Talk to most any near death experiencer and they will tell you they actually died. So they have seen and experienced at least some of what's on the other side.

There are millions of people who have had near death experiences. There are many commonalities experiences such as floating above the body, going through a tunnel to a white light, meeting a being of white light whom some call god, and having a life review. Not every experiencer encountered all these things. In fact, no two experiences are alike. There is a definite subjective nature to the NDE which suggests that at some level the experiencer may be creating the experience with their consciousness. NDErs say the soul is a translucent liquid light and that they can travel anywhere instantaneously by thought, intent or desire. They can manifest objects with their consciousness. But there is an element of illusion to it all.

While most NDErs seem to be along for the ride and not in control of the experience, there are several NDErs who were able to stop or alter their experience.

Mellen-Thomas Benedict had an extensive NDE. He said, "As I began to move toward the light, I knew intuitively that if I went to the light, I would be dead. So as I was moving toward the light I said, "Please wait a minute, just hold on a second here. I want to think about this; I would like to talk to you before I go." To my surprise, the entire experience halted at that point. You are indeed in control of your near-death experience. You are not on a roller coaster ride. So my request was honored and I had some conversations with the light. The light kept changing into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypal images and signs. I asked the light, "What is going on here? Please, light, clarify yourself for me. I really want to know the reality of the situation." I cannot really say the exact words, because it was sort of telepathy. The light responded. The information transferred to me was that your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you are getting before the light."

Nanci D wrote, "Immediately I was surrounded by an earthen works tunnel in vivid, vibrant color and detail, with the proverbial light at the end. Though the tunnel was just as real as anything I have experienced on Earth, I knew that I was not in a tunnel. So I wasn't fooled by its appearance. Upon realizing that I wasn't 'fooled,' a flood of 'knowings' about manifesting reality inundated my mind. I realized that we all constantly manifest what we call physical reality just by virtue of our thoughts, and that the only reason we are fooled into believing it is real is because of the limitations of human senses. You can imagine how flabbergasted I was by this information, and why I was not inclined to believe it. So I experimented with consciously manifesting some more to test its truth. I proved to myself that we do indeed have the ability to manifest what humans perceive to be physical reality by focusing our attention and intention on doing so."

Another NDEr, Jacob, wrote, "I observed my body as if I was floating above it. I then found myself at the edge of what seemed like a black amphitheater looking out across the universe. There was a vortex of white fire spiraling through space. It was a beautiful sight and looked very much like the electricity coming from a nuclear power generator. There were voices calling me to join this energy. Some voices were familiar, but most were not. I looked at the energy and said firmly, 'NO! I want my own.' No sooner had I thought it, a very slim pillar of white fire appeared a distance from the large one. I said with satisfaction, 'That is mine.' "

I found an interesting post on Reddit called "I saw the white light of death": "I was projecting out of body and saw myself being pulled towards this huge and brilliant looking white light. As I came closer I heard a voice say "you are passing over to the afterlife". I am experienced being outside of the body so I was able to stop and move away from the light. The light and voice stopped. At that point I slowly moved forward and the light and voice began again in the exact same fashion. I pulled back and repeated this scenario a few times. It is definitely a
looping computer file. Most people are very confused at death, and it is a very impressive display that certainly tricks everyone, even though it is a Computer Simulated event."

[Matt S: I saw a tube projecting up at about a 45 degree angle, much like a pipe in the ground..........above it, approx two mouth diameters away were TWO very bright white lights.......these lights pivoted towards a "target soul" ascending the tunnel, and paused for a few seconds while the soul entered the light.........the light would then pivot like a searchlight towards another soul and pause again while the soul entered the light......Both lights were identical and moved similar, but independently......I knew that those were souls entering the light"

Julian D: It was a place, a domain that I knew right away was a transfer station - a place where beings go when moving between realms. It was like a city of crystal structures and verdant green trees and vegetation. I went into a huge, huge beyond comprehension, perhaps dome-like structure where one would go to meet with enormous beings of light/energy/color to do the life review.]

At the local IANDS near death support group I met a near death experiencer who met the Demiurge and told me he was near the moon and he also mentioned aliens.

[There are some noticeable contradictions in the overall body of NDE reports. Some say Jesus had blue eyes, others brown and one said he had green eyes. Some say he had blonde hair, others white. One person said Jesus showed her the wounds in his hands while another person said they learned Jesus did not die on the cross... and others said he did. Some say Jesus and God are the same personage while others said no. Some say there is no hell or evil while others were shown hell and evil and say they know it exists.
The vast majority say we judge ourselves while others were clearly judged by God or a Council of Beings -- in courtrooms. One person said they knew or learned there is no reincarnation while many others learned of multiple lives they had lived. Most say we have free will yet many were literally forced to come back to Earth against their will, or persuaded to come back after being shown family members that needed their help. Some were asked to do it as a favor and told they were very special or that they were the only ones who could do it.]

[Barbara G: It was like being paroled from hell and then being forced to return.
Geraldine: It was not my choice/I was forced to go back/I did not want to/It was made by that main light source.
Steven R: It wasn't until years later, after I realized what happened to me had a name, "NearDeath-Experience", and that what happened to me was REAL, not a dream, that I remembered then that they "sent" me back, against my will. Then I was really MAD! Why did they make me come back, when I wanted to stay?? I felt controlled. Why did they ask me, if the decision wasn't really mine?? OOOOO I was so MAD!!! Of course now I know why. My life on EARTH wasn't finished yet. I had a lot to do. I had a lot of learning to get, and I was to help others with this experience.
Andrew P: The Light has played a devious trick on me. The Light allowed me to expand and become one with the universe, and then rammed me back into my frail, earthly body. At the time, it seemed like a very cruel experience to put me through. I was very angry at the Light.
Franziska R: Once again on the flower meadow I said, that I would love so-o-o much to stay in heaven, and asked, if there wouldn't possibly exist a 'speedier process' for me? Andreas promised to let me eventually decide myself. Of course, I knew that it was a trick. He would only let me decide when it would be clear that I wanted to remain on earth. But, nevertheless, it comforted me.]

His experience involves going out in space to a white cube of light which he calls "spaceship heaven". The being of light asked him if he had learned enough about love. He answered he had never been married or had children and -- boom -- next thing he knows he finds himself in line to go back to Earth. Right before he gets to Earth -- WHAM -- he is stopped by a serious being which he associates with the Demiurge.
Before he was allowed to come back he had to make a bunch of contractual agreements consisting of IF-THEN statements which could result in anywhere from a Plan A life if everyone upheld their agreements, including him, to a Plan Z life. This being was trying to show why his system is better than the Light's and was aiming to maintain a balance of 2/3 light and 1/3 dark.
Do SOUL CONTRACTS really apply ?

The topic of soul contracts is a very important one as it seems they need our consent and we have to willingly agree to a contract before coming to Earth. At death, that is once our silver cord has been severed, our contract should no longer apply and they will need to convince us to take on a new contract. They will try to convince us that we need to learn more and that it is necessary. We may also be able to terminate any contracts we currently have as they were formed under lies and deception, and thus null and void.

Marie W: We had to go to the council meeting... They turned to me and told me that if I would agree to take on this new contract, I had to understand that I had been dead a long time by earth time and had already ascended... They told me, 'I will suffer as any human woman who had my degree of traumatic death would suffer, but my healing would be greatly aided and accelerated through them if I would agree to the terms.' Many discussions went around the council, the Masters. Then they turned to me. Ultimately, I agreed.

Rachel E: Yes, life can only exist if there is death. Without death, there can be no life. So, we enter a contract with G*d. And the terms and conditions include difficulties, challenges and definite hardships. That is the experience we all signed up for.

Matt S: We ask to be born and we enter into a contract. We come to earth with a purpose. On the other side, it is all that matters: did we accomplish that mission or not? We are not judged by anyone but we feel like a failure if we realize we did not accomplish the mission we incarnated for. " end-quote]

NDERF.org is a fantastic website which contains a database of over 4000 near death experiences. I have found some startling experiences.

This soul was told they were the only one that could do whatever it was that needed to be done: "Why me?" I said... 'It' said to me with a sad reply, "Your the only one that I have found strong enough to deal with this pain, You share the same feelings that I have felt, the feeling of loneliness, the feeling of being not noticed, that's why I have chosen you, From here on out you will never forget this moment, and others will never realize the true meaning to life, only you will understand life and only you can hold my existence."

Here is another person who was told that no else could do it what needed to be done:You have a mission to do on the Earth and you must do it. No one else can do it but you.' I thought about it and I said, 'Ok. I'll do it.' My mission is basically to share my story down here on the Earth, to tell everybody that they are love too."

Mukurarinda: He told me:'' I want you to go back on earth; there is something I want you to do, after you will finish it you will come back here in heaven and live here forever.'' I said: No, I want to stay here.'' He said, No'', just go back, I said NO'' I want to stay here, till He spoke in a cool voice and convinced me to go back on earth. " end-quote

Michael D: I didn't seem to fully understand what she was telling me. But, I enjoyed the loving feeling she was giving me... She told me that I was very special. She told me that I had a very important task to fulfill in this life." end-quote

I found myself suddenly 'very high up' in a bright white room. There were several beings there. There was a being on a throne, that I was almost directly in front of, that was the only one sitting down. I was forced on my hands and knees, and couldn't move or look around except with my eyes. and I thought they were aliens. They were very white or 'chalky' looking At first, I believed, from their color, that they were possibly the 'gray aliens'. But then I believed they were gods or religious-type beings, because of the set-up of there being a throne in the room. The room was very bright white, and they were wearing robes... I do not necessarily view this being on the throne as the Big G: god, which/who I feel is probably a different sort of abstract and a more universal, non-human consciousness. -- SJ

"Boldly I came before the throne and started out by reminding God what a great life of love, worship, and sacrifice I had lived for him. When I had completed my request, I heard the real, audible voice of God as God answered me. The tone of his anger knocked me on my face as God proceeded to tell me just what kind of life I had really lived. " -- Howard P

Why would a light being that can take any form it wants need to sit on a throne or even sit at all? Does he get tired from standing too long? lol Seems a bit of a power trip and why would god need to be worshipped? A throne is associated on earth with royalty (kings and queens) and rulers or to authority.

Robert B: "This first being appeared to be the Virgin Mary. Only after asking, "Are you truly the Virgin Mary it instantly manifested true identity."

What is this light we’re all supposed to see after death about?

That's the big question, isn't it? We will delve very deepy into that question in our next interview which will concentrate solely on near death experiences. But the light is described as being brighter than the sun. It is often said to be cloudy or misty. There is an overwhelming snese of interconnectedness and the most wonderful feeling of love and euphoria. Many, if not most, say the Light being is God and that it is a collective soul, all our souls combined. Some talk about being absorbed into the light or merging with it. Some say they felt they would lose their identity yet others say it is like being a drop of water in the ocean. Many state all knowledge of the universe and wisdom is readily available there in a collective pool, but that we need to come to Earth to learn lessons and evolve. That really is the crux of the matter, whether we are Sovereign, individual spirits or whether we are part of a larger collective being which can send us on countles missions to Earth and other systems to learn and evolve.

Here are a few NDEs about the Light:
" Upon seeing the shimmering Light that is indescribably beautiful, I had a revelation. This Light is not, in the strictest sense, "God" in the traditional meaning of the bibles of various religions, including Christianity. This Light, which is an energy gestalt, is an aggregation of many multitudes of immortal souls from all walks of life, e.g., plants, mammals, fish, and is collectively a life-force. This Light is a life force from which all life is originated. It is neither a single entity, for each immortal soul is part of "God," nor multiple entities, for each immortal soul is but a part of the collective entity" -- August

Ross D: my granddad turns up and told me I had to go back I said no way in the world am I going back there you've got to be joking then two other blokes turn up and they had a sort of talk about it Anyway they kept hassling me to go back in the end they said there is something you have got to do but they wouldn't tell me what that was, I think they tricked me because as soon as I thought about going back I was back."

Edie F: But when I got to the round circle at the end of the tunnel where I would have entered into the light, I got a big surprise. Standing in the circle with legs apart and arms reaching out toward me was a very bright multi-colored figure, almost like a cartoon character and similar to the Joker on a deck of playing cards, but with a big smile that for some reason was more comforting and gentle than scary. He gently caught me in his arms and said to me, "Back to the womb," as he turned me around and gently tossed me back down the tunnel." end-quote

Guenter W: " My whole soul or being was immersed in this love. He lifted me up and gave me a kiss on my mouth. This being of light loved me deeply, infinitely deeply, and more and more intensively. I was happy! I could have stayed in this beam of love forever. Gradually the loving became weaker and I felt that something was wrong with me -- something that made it very difficult for the light to continue with his love. He was trying not to tell me why. Finally, however, he was not able to keep it up any longer and he quickly said, ‗You have a smelly breath. You need a bath.‘
Although I could not comprehend the reason, I was willing to do what the being of light wanted me to do. I was lifted up and put into a red light. After some time, however, I realized that I was tossed about rather rigorously. It was like being in a washing machine. I cried, ‗I think that is enough!‘ Immediately, I was lowered down and the love and the warmth were switched off, but I still remained in this beam (or sphere). Suddenly the sun disappeared and I saw a moon. I was in a different world."

Marta Y: " The little that at this time I remember having understood included the following: 'Like all other beings, you are living in order to accomplish a mission, and you are not doing this. You must change you way of living, you are supposed to help many other beings, and you are not doing so. You have to stop eating meat, as no one who eats meat can remain here.' "

[This soul was told they were the only one that could do whatever it was that needed to be done: "Why me?" I said... 'It' said to me with a sad reply, "Your the only one that I have found strong enough to deal with this pain, You share the same feelings that I have felt, the feeling of loneliness, the feeling of being not noticed, that's why I have chosen you, From here on out you will never forget this moment, and others will never realize the true meaning to life, only you will understand life and only you can hold my existence."

Here is another person who was told that no else could do it what needed to be done: I asked and I said, 'I‘d like to stay.' They said, 'Maybe another time, but not now. You have a mission to do on the Earth and you must do it. No one else can do it but you.' I thought about it and I said, 'Ok. I‘ll do it.' My mission is basically to share my story down here on the Earth, to tell everybody that they are love too.

Mukurarinda: He told me:'' I want you to go back on earth; there is something I want you to do, after you will finish it you will come back here in heaven and live here forever.'' I said: No, I want to stay here.'' He said, No'', just go back, I said NO'' I want to stay here, till He spoke in a cool voice and convinced me to go back on earth. " end-quote]
What kind of trickery is used on us humans after life ?

Sometimes flattery is used and they are told they have a very important mission:
Michael D: I didn't seem to fully understand what she was telling me. But, I enjoyed the loving feeling she was giving me. I seem to be decoding and understanding what she told me more as time goes by. I will try to put into words what she told me. She told me that I was very special. She told me that I had a very important task to fulfill in this life." end-quote

Charles M: "I observed him as he was so surely to hold on to the door knob of this particular room door as he came out backwards and notice his countenance having what appeared to be a long robe on which you could clearly looked through him and the gold belt he had on plus looking at his face which scared the living crap out of me,.............. he had a face of a ............lion. " end-quote

There is one account from Mary D which was labeled as a spiritually transformative experience. But it had most the same elements of an advanced NDE: the light, love and telepatchic communicaton with beings. She said she experienced "Immense Love" and " saw a beam of white" that "came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder"..."One responding to my unasked question who are you? 'God of Abraham'." - end quote

This man named Israel says that an angel named Lamdiel explained to him the evolution of our planet and that this wonderful evolution means all humans are going to be bound within some super being, the being who is the hateful god of the Old Testament: " I was excited. Who is that giant spirit? I felt as if my heart were racing although I was in my astral body. The angel smiled, then slowly answered my question. 'It is going to be a strong, huge, high intensity spirit from the third level of existence, from the forces level. That spirit is going to
bond Himself with all of humanity on the planet Earth. It will create a huge new entity--one that will improve your lives tremendously and forever. This huge spirit is quite well known to humanity on Earth. Many people, unknowingly, already are craving to bond with Him. They consciously pray for His help, and love Him. In some part of their subconscious minds all people on Earth already know it. And whether they believe in any established religion or not, in times of great need most humans recognize His existence. They call him: God, Elohim, Yahave, Allah, the Heavenly Father, and many other names." end-quote

[Another fascinating experience was reported by Gary who saw lots of technology in the place he went to and that when he saw the movie The Matrix he had to get up and leave because it was so eerily reminiscent of his NDE. He writes, "People should be studying NDE's and finding out why we're trapped in these inferior bodies." On his form he was asked the question "What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you?" He pleaded, "Find out what is happening."

Near death experiencer Paul said: Religions teach of a false god that is not the true God of the afterlife, but probably a demonic entity in itself, who they pose as the true God... THIS IS NOT GOD! This is the description of fear and darkness. God is not a demanding blood thirsty bi-polar control freak bent on balancing some 'sin balance sheet'... Talk about a tormenting trap. This is spiritual enslavement, that forces one to live in an altered state of consciousness, as well as a spiritual cesspool of confusion.] -- end quote
Are we living in a movie ?

I beieve it could be called that. A cosmic play or divine drama. The True Man show. It has all the elments of a movie. A twisting plot. Drama, lots of drama. Especially conflict which any scriptwriter will tell you is absolutely necessary. And it seems as if we are being watched.

Fred B had a series of NDEs while using ketamine. Each time he was able to see further into the experience until he was able to see through the illusion and realized he was sitting in a moving chair and part of a cinema or theatre production being cheered on. He wrote: "We exist somewhere in a system where humans have a purpose to produce energy. We are connected to a 'Matrix' computer to artificially create universes within our brains and therefore produce energy to power a system. People in this alternate universe are watching our lie on Earth, as we would watch a reality television show. I could see that we exist in many many copies in many universes. But the origin of it all would be a great laboratory, somewhere in a mountain setting, where humans would be sleeping in little boxes, connected to a 'matrix' kind of system, to produce energy." end-quote

The crux of the matter seems to be whether or not we really are a collective of oversouls or higher selfs... or if the collective is trying to grow more powerful by seducing us sovereign beings into its field. 590-nde-sheep.jpg 14s Isn't it telling that religious leaders describe their
followers or congregation as a flock or sheep, It;s a herd mentality and when the sheep come back after almost dying they say "it's true -- the grass really is greener on the other side!

NDErs say we are all one and we are all god, etc and that we are collective soul which has access to all knowledge and wisdom that we have learned while we come to earth.... and we come to earth to learn supposedly so we all have access to the experience. We have 7 billions souls on the planet How many souls have there been in history? Billions and billions if not trillions of souls.... and we still haven't learned enough about love yet. or whatever/e it is we are supposed to learn? I propose the idea that pain and suffering in order to pay back karmic debts or to learn lessons is not a necessary evil, but is just plain evil. Most prefer to believe a beautiful lie rather than face an ugly truth.
How many lives does it take a COLLECTIVE to learn, especially a COLLECTIVE is that is supposed to be God? And NDERs are very rarely ever told what their mission is.

Similarly, here on Earth Love is only experienced as an emotion and the result of chemicals. There is a difference between what we think of as romantic love and that which describes empathy, compassion, kindness and mercy. Also, NDErs claim they know everything or have access to all knowledge while in the Light yet say we are here on earth to learn. Why would we need to come to Earth to learn if knowledge is so readily available there?

Please tell us about ALIEN ABDUCTIONS and the Similarities to NDES ?

There is a connection between near death experiences and alien abductons. Abductions often include the experiencer being taken up into a beam of light and alien beings can appear as light and send feelings of love. I believe the aliens are astral based and are able to shape shift. There are a few dozens experiences on NDERF where aliens were mentioned including this one.

Ruth: "I was taken to special entities who looked like the usual grays, but they had lots of wrinkles on their faces. They called themselves the Counsel, and said they were part of a group called "soul recyclers" helping souls to re-incarnate. "

James N: "I was taken to see a worm working controls of big cylinders that had every animal and peoples you could think of...and they were going down the cylinders from adults to babies....Fish also....I remember seeing all kinds of fish....As I was walking towards the worm I heard a voice say....you go back and be a better man..I was told by many the light was the creator/god....and the worm was a angel giving rebirth.. " end-quote]

[SHAPE-SHIFTING ARCHONS -- A very interesting phenomenon is that at least a dozen or more said that the Light being was able to shape shift into any form it desires. They claim to do this in order to comfort the soul, but still could be construed on one level as deceptive in nature.

Andrew C: .. an inquiry to me as to which religious symbolic form I wanted the presence to appear in, a few options, then my image of Jesus Christ in a blue robe appeared.

Robert B: I saw the Light approach, I was enveloped by the light and an entity that was to prepare me for what I call my Interview with a supreme being later in the Light. This first being appeared to be the Virgin Mary. Only after asking, "Are you truly the Virgin Mary it instantly manifested true identity. I was nearly paralyzed with fear until again asking "please, what is happening to me what is going on here?"

Kathi B: So the thoughts came into my head: what kind of form or shape would make you most comfortable. ―What do you mean?‖ I thought back. Some require me to take the shape of a wise old man, others a woman and still others an animal, all of different races, ages, sizes or species. What about you? I thought without hesitation ―Human." With that the light began to simultaneously separate into amazing rays of color and intensify into a more solid form. Once the light reached the stage where it looked like a human form, a rather generic looking cookie cutter shape, like a gingerbread man, I thought, ―That is enough, I am comfortable with this form."

Natalie S: The personalities were non-physical in essence, taking on form if they intended to do that for a particular purpose. I perceived the way they looked according to what I preferred for my purposes. -- end-quote

Can you tell us about screen memories and physicality from those entities and beings from the other side ?

Aliens have the ability to overlay a false screen memory in place of the memory of the abduction experience so that the victim doesn't recall the incident accurately or at all in most cases.
Dr. Karla Turner wrote in "Taken": "But intensive research shows that at the core of the human- alien interaction there is a clear pattern of deception. We know, for instance, that "screen memories" are often used to mask an alien abduction. Such accounts abound, in which a person sees a familiar yet out-of-place animal, like a deer or owl, a monkey or a rabbit, and then experiences a period of missing time. The person often awakens later to find a new, unexplained scar on his body. Uneasiness about the encounter will persist, however, and far different memories may start to surface in dreams or flashbacks, and then the person seeks help to explain the uneasiness. Quite often, hypnotic regression is used to uncover the events behind the "screen memory," and that is when a typical alien abduction surfaces. The most recent research in which I've been involved has turned up yet a second sort of screening process.....But from several recent cases, it is apparent that these recovered memories may well also be yet another screen, masking events that are much more reprehensible."

From David Jacob's "The Threat":
Then, in 1981 Budd Hopkins published Missing Time, a study in which he examined seven abductees and found that a person could be taken many times during the course of his or her life and might have "screen memories" that masked other abduction events.
"Third, to render memory recall more difficult, the aliens cloud what memory the abductee has by injecting confusing and "false" memories into his mind. For example, if the person is abducted from bed, he might remember an unusually vivid and realistic "dream." Other abductions might produce "screen" memories of animals staring at the abductee—owls, deer, monkeys, raccoons. An abductee might think he saw an "angel," a "devil," or a deceased relative standing by his bed. Society provides a menu of explanations, and the abductees pick and choose depending on their background and culture.
"A primary reason for the Positive attitude is that most of these abductees have not undergone competent hypnosis to help them understand what has happened to them. They have only conscious recollections, which are often tainted with screen memories, false memories, fragmented memories, the remnants of imaging and envisioning procedures, and wishful thinking."
Whitely Strieber wrote in "Communion": "I did not know that the owl and the light were screen memories that concealed a traumatic experience. As described by Freud, the screen memory is a method that the mind uses to shield itself from things too upsetting to recall."
In her revealing book "Masquerade of Angels" Dr. Karla Turner wrote:

"Many people feel that the alien contact is truly good, but they are programmed to the extent that they’re unable to see anything else, no matter what actually took place....But very often I find there is another story underneath. And once you get past the screen, you then find out what really occurred. When people break past the screen and see the truth, they are usually in shock and terrified just as you were. And sometimes there are specific blocks installed at the same time, that can appear to be many different things. In your case, you saw strange colors and extremely ugly, grotesque faces that frightened you. But once you realized they weren’t real, that they were put there to disturb you and prevent you going further in your memories, you determined to get past them."

During an interview with Art Bell, Prof. David Jacobs said:

"One of the things we've discovered is that when people remember what happened to them straight out and it's just a conscious memory without any hypnosis whatsoever, it's almost always totally wrong....what we find is that because this is a clandestine phenomenon and because peoples' memories are blocked neurologically -- obviously, there's no other way to do it -- when they remember something straight out they remember bits and pieces of things and sometimes even those bits and pieces are distorted and they put them together into a seamless narrative and it becomes a concrete memory to them, and they'd stake their life on it. I mean, I've had people tell me, 'Absolutely', with fist in palm",'THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. I remember it like it was yesterday and this happened and this happened and this happened and this happened'. And then we'll investigate this case -- you know, the situation, the memory, under hypnosis and they begin to realize 'it DIDN'T happen that way and they'll say, 'You know, I think I was wrong about that, This is not what I'm remembering. What I'm remembering now is something else' -- which actually itself becomes more logical -- and they can see the pieces that they had remembered and how it fits into a more complex story.... but for sure it becomes different.
And the problem then is that when people stake everything on their conscious memories they might be a little bit on thin ice and I just advise people just to be real careful because what you remember is one thing, but with competent hypnosis it might not turn out to be exactly as you remembered it -- and in fact it might turn out to be a lot stranger, which it usually does."


Stephen C: I didn't mention it before, but beings of the 'other' side, take a 'physical' form so that our conscious minds can understand

Lonny F: I was spoken to immediately and made aware of a presence. After we agreed that I would see him in physical form, he appeared. I think that having me make the decision to communicate with him, instead of him just appearing in front of me, was more for my comfort than anything else.

Hugo HSR: They seek you as if they were a good spirit, but they are not, because when they arrive near you they assume a shape that is frightening.... Tunnel without end, and in the distance it seems to be a blue light calling you for the good, but when you accept death it controls you through your eyes. When they are near you the tunnel becomes a sparkling red.

Kiko M: I examined the ditch carefully, then as I looked onto the other side of the ditch that's when shapes started to take form. I saw these black creatures that could shape shift from small to large and vice versa. I was aware that this was not a good place to be. It was like watching a stage play but with real demonic creatures. Robert B: I was told that I was there for 7 years and that each person would see only what they could understand when they came to her. Some would see her as Jesus some their fathers or moms every imaginable deity as well.

CS: I believe that they appeared to me (or I perceived them) in a form that I would understand at the time." end-quote

This example is not from nderf.org, but is from Howard Storm's book, "My Descent into Death": We can appear to you in human form if you wish, or in any form you want so you will be comfortable with us.‖ ―No, you‘re more beautiful than anything I‘ve ever seen.‖ endquote
This last one is a non-NDE quote from the www.alienresistance.org web site: "Although I never saw them as aliens they did appear as monsters, clowns, friends (that i didnt recognize but thought they were) and even lovers. So when I heard about alien abductions it wasnt hard for me to connect the dots that if they can appear as clowns an alien isnt much different." endquote]

A 1998 Art Bell interview with John Lear Inevitably in every warm and fuzzy life after death story, people rush toward the warm, inviting Light: down the tunnel into the Light. And once you said to me, John: 'Don't go toward the light. It's a trick. Go toward the Darkness.' John replied, "Now remember I qualified that by saying that's what Whitley Strieber told. "... right now I'm going toward the Darkness."
Later in the program Art asked John: "John, why the dark light? John said, "Because, according to Whitley, if you go to the bright light, you have made a conscious choice of which direction to go and, supposedly, according to him, at that point if you go to the white light, the Greys or whoever's in charge of this thing can decide what to do with you. Now they can either send you back into another body or they can put you into the black box... whereas if you go to the dark, you go right back into a terrestrial body and you continue on with whatever body you got into. " end-quote I know John later said he will go to the light as that is where all his friends will be.

The Greys play a big part in the after life process for humans, right ?

The grey aliens have been seen by at least a dozen near death experiencers, but keep in mind the beings can most likely take any form they desire.

Val Valerian in his Matrix book series writes, "It is they [Grey aliens] who await in the light when a human being dies. The human being is then recycled into another body and the process begins all over again... Hence the Light and Tunnel at death Trap. Scanning someone they wish to recycle as they near death, the aliens discover who the person was close to has died. They project the person(s) image in the white light tunnel and the image waves you in deeper. If you CHOOSE to follow you can be trapped and sent to another incarnation of their choice... these entities view Earth as a big farm."

Linda Moulton-Howe: 18s LMH said the preying mantis aliens claim to be in charge of our spiritual evolution. Linda also stated, "... "...if the recycling of souls is the machinery in this universe, one could argue philosophically that entropy in this universe was designed so that there would be a recycling of souls to grow and strengthen and evolve."

A year after writing her book "Masquerade of Angels" the phenomenal abduction researcher Dr. Karla Turner in her last public lecture on the alien abductors stated: "The entities deliberately deceive us in their interactions with us. This is the number one fact that has emerged from my research into this field. If I am able to leave you with only that one message: 'that we are being deceived in many ways by these interactions' then I will be happy with my work today."
Dr. Karla Turner: "Aliens show a mysterious interest in the human soul... a young girl whom the aliens asked if they could borrow her soul... Two different abductees, totally isolated from each other... it happened to both come from the St. Louis area, both shown at the age of five a gigantic, metallic, spherical object somewhere in space and were told in essence it was the soul recycling center... a man who watched as his young body was killed and his soul energy released, captured in a container and taken to a new replacement body where it was reintroduced to the body through the technology of the little black box you might have heard about in some of these cases."

During a 8-28-1994 appearance on Art Bell's Coast to Coast A.M. radio show she speculated on the nature of the aliens' purpose for interacting with humans: "My best opinion is that it is some form, metaphorically speaking, of farming, that we have some source for something, qualities of physical materials, our energetic energy patterns, I have no idea... We might find that they could be considered more correctly perhaps 'interloping farmers' in the way that we as a species has taken over wild animals time and again and domesticated them, and genetically altered them for our benefit..."

If ALIENS are APPEARING AS LIGHT, are light beings another deception ?

We are all light beings techincally since our spirit is translucent liquid light. But some of the light beings can take an alien form or even a religous form, whatever makes you feel comfortable. Sometimes the soul is given a choice as to what form one wishes them to appear as. So in some cases it could surmised that there is deception involved since they are not always taking their original form, if they even have one at all.

In hypnotherapist Edith Fiore's book "Encounters". One of her case studies, Sherry, was taken up into a craft in a beam of light and under hypnosis recalled: "It seems like I see a flash of light. I feel this pulsating pulling kind of sensation... It seems like there's some kind of form that seems to be mostly light. I feel kind of frightened... It's pretty scary. The one thing that I do see is that the eyes are very caring and loving. The face I saw is gone. It was more amphibian like than anything else... I feel like they're... it's like light, some kind of light that's making me calm. It's calming. It seems to be emanating from whoever's around me. I just get feelings of love... it seems like they only want me to remember them as light."

This is from an abduction account of Betty Andreasson Luca from Raymond Fowler's book The Watchers II: "Oh, we're running toward the light now. Oh-h-h! [breathless] I can see . . . the Elder is changing to a white light being and . . . the grey is changing into a light blue one [blows out air] as we're running closer to the light.
Oh, I'm starting to change into a goldencolored light! Oh, this is beautiful! Oh-h-h. [long sigh, exhales, sighs again] Oh, this is wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. Oh, there is such love. [Betty is in pure unadulterated ecstasy.] Oh, there is such peace. [long sigh] I'm just engulfed in light and blending into that light. Oh! [. . .] It is just fantastically beautiful. It's just so much love, so much peace and so wonderful. -- end-quote

In Edith Fiore's book Encounters one case involved a client who was an abductee. She was told by the aliens who called themselves The Planters, "Eat foods with the highest vibration on your planet. And you must talk to us. Talk to those of the light. That's who we are. And when you feel the light you will get your nourishment. Bathe in the light. that is the force of love. ... the more we pray in the light, this accelerates our vibration. ..They say that the animals are also part of this. We are to the animals, as they are to us They're in our care. And if we can love those things that are evolving toward the light, that will enable the love to come to us more, as well. .. I remember asking if the light had to do with the Earth and it was the universal light. In other words, there seemed to be one light for everybody, and even the [the extraterrestrials]." end-quote

[Raymond dedicated an entire chapter, aptly named UFOs & NDEs, in his book "Watchers II: Exploring UFOs and the Near Death Experience". The chapter compares Betty's UFO experience with those of Near Death Experiencers by including sections on the Presence of OBEs,Approaching the Light, Greetings by a Loving Being, Meeting Robed Entities, Encountering Beings of Light, Turning into Light, Communicating By telepathy, Referring to 'Home', Encountering Timelessness, Wishing to Remain in the Light, and Understanding Love and Raising Environmental Awareness.

Another book which explores the connection between UFOs and NDEs is " The Omega Project: Near-Death Experiences, UFO Encounters, and Mind At Large" by Kenneth Ring,
PhD. He writes about one of his cases, "What on Earth -- or in Heaven -- do we have here? Is this an NDE or some kind of UFO encounter? Clearly, it has elements of both... it is not the only instance in my files. Among my respondents, I have found others who in describing what purports to be an NDE begin to talk about UFOs and aliens in the same context...Could it be that the world of the NDE and that of the UFO abductions, for all their differences, are not, after all, universes apart, but a part of the same universe? Could it be that NDErs and UFO experiencers have more in common with one another than we have heretofore suspected?" end-quote

Who is Truman Cash ?

Truman Cash is an abductee who had an experience with the white light tunnel and alien beings.

TRUMAN wrote,
"After I was thoroughly inculcated in this WHITE LIGHT amnesia room, two insectoids approached me and told me that I was ready to begin my new life. I saw that foggy LIGHT. I hear a voice say 'Go to the LIGHT, ' and I go to the LIGHT.........
The phrase "Go to the LIGHT. " It's an implant station. " Okay. I'm going into a big, huge sphere, space station. I'm going through a tunnel of LIGHT. At the end of the tunnel is this room-and a body--with intense LIGHT& power that just presses and pushes on me, forces me into this body. I can feel the body now, as it (the force field) pushes me in. ..
They tricked me. They put me in a capsule and shoot it out of the . . . uh, shoot it out to a planet......"
This LIGHT goes to this implant station that's just huge. Reminds me of a small planet or moon. .Don't go to the LIGHT. I was right about that... The New Age LIGHT. It's part of the trap. "
"... I can see why people are drawn to it. It's like taking a vacation, milling around in the WHITE LIGHT. There's no pain there. You're being programmed to be a sheep. You aren't exposed to stuff. There are other parts of the ship where you are rammed into bodies with force beams. " (It's like a soul-sucking tractor beam.)
"It just sucks you in. ... At first I thought they were LIGHT BEINGS. These are the praying mantis guys! They take me into the WHITE, misty LIGHT. I'm being programmed (to): .... 'ALWAYS RETURN TO THE LIGHT. ' I can see why people think going to the LIGHT is good, because it FEELS good. ....
You feel like you're really loved, and you're really special. ", '...Their programming is very sweet, but very insincere and phony.... "It appears that electromagnetics plays a key role in this procedure. I suddenly realized that they were using the nervous system of the body-including the brain, of course-to implant beings into bodies. The nerves transmit electrical charges, which creates electromagnetic fields around the body. The chakras are simply nerve networks, which create electromagnetic fields." end-quote

A very important part of encounters is/Are SHADOW BEINGS, right ?

Shadow beings are seen in some near death experiences as are hooded beings.
Hundreds and hundreds if not thousands of stories involving shadow beings can be read on websites like yourghoststories.com. There were over two dozen accounts of NDES involving shadow beings on nderf.org. They are often seen leaning over a bed, whispering to a sleeping person.

The television show "Paranormal Witness" did an episode on hospital hauntings and the angel of death also known as the Grim Reaper. One hospice worker on the show said: "Every nurse has a story I know that I saw the Angel of Death. In front of me. I'll swear on a stack of Bibles We keep this stuff to ourselves. Because we're risking a lot. People aren't going to pick a hospital where people are talking about seeing all kinds of weird things happening." endquote

Also, someone asked the nurses at allnurses.com "Share your nursing ghost stories.... I know you have seen and heard freaky things" and the thread contained 198 pages worth of stories.

The Swiss psycologist Carl Jung wrote about archetypes, including what he called The Shadow Archetype. I do think we need to acknowledge the shadow beings and accept them as a part of our reality. We should also take ownership that we, as perhaps the collective Sophia, contributed to their reality and need to transmute the shadow into light.

What conclusions can you draw from OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES ?

I can share some of the conclusions out of body researcher William Buhlman has come to. He has had many out of body experiences himself and conducted a survey of over 16,000 people who have experienced astral travel.

He wrote, "It's important to learn how to consciously move and lock your awareness within any individual energy environment. You unknowingly did this when you entered the first nonphysical reality immediately after your death. When you embraced this construct and accepted it as your own, you became one with it. In doing so, you unconsciously locked yourself in a structured consensus-thought matrix created by a group of like-minded souls."

"To become an effective spiritual traveler You must learn how to shift your state of awareness without becoming attached to the energies that dominate a given reality." The key is to
completely focus, know and flow. It's essential to lock your awareness into a specific energy environment or your perception will become unstable. This skill is critical when you are attempting multiple reality jumps."

"Yes, all of these things are your projections. Now can see how easy it is for untrained souls to become completely trapped within their own thought forms. This is a common problem for billions of souls dwelling in the physical and astral projections. Few souls are aware of the creative power of their own thoughts. The self-created manifestations of forms make for convincing illusions in all dimensions; many humans remain imprisoned in this labyrinth of the mind"

"Many people are relieved and overjoyed to discover that they really do continue to exist after death and, as a result, gladly accept the first nonphysical reality they experience as their 'new spiritual home'...
However there is one very serious problem with this comforting scenario that few are aware of and no one addresses. You have just accepted and adapted to a thoughtconsensus environment on the astral plane. You have just accepted a reflection of spirit instead of the true essence of it. You have done what billions have done before you. You have merged your consciousness with a nonphysical reality far from your true spiritual home.
By doing so you essentially guarantee the continuation of your form-based existence and your reincarnation. "

"I am often asked what I will do when I take my final breath. My answer is this: 'I will demand to experience my higher self, my spiritual essence!' I am not content to simply 'go to the light'. I am not content to accept past acquaintances and comfortable surroundings as my new reality.
In fact, I am not content to settle for any form-based reality as my spiritual home. I absolutely know there is so much more available beyond the realms of form. There exist dimensions of magnificent living light simply waiting for us; all we need do is awaken and accept their reality. Two powerful truths are apparent.
First, all form is but a reflection of pure spirit.
Second, we are not helpless victims of an external force that dictates or directs our reality and our lives; we are bestowed with the power of free will and the ability to take spiritual action. Why would you settle for a pale reflection of reality when the pure realms of spirit are always present? "

"Our spiritual growth and evolution are directly related to our ability to navigate the multidimensional path within us."

"We must conquer our personal addictions and attachments, for these are the anchors that hold us to the destiny of form and matter." end-quote

Is WAKING UP possible if we’re artificially dumbed down ?

Itis possible to wake up and become aware we are living in a matrix or false construct and many people are doing just that.

However, the true Supraconsciousness of our Soul is artificially held down and regulated by the brain. There is a governor or regulator in our brain which keeps the frequency from going higher and helps to keep us dumbed down and asleep.

To Wake Up or become Awake and aware of another reality, or not ?
Ultimately, waking up is the first step to exiting the matrix. After all, one has to be aware they are free or they will remain a prisoner to their own ignorance.

The importance of frequency with respect to Consciousness can be seen when we go to sleep at night. The average person probably has several dreams every night... but then whenever we decide that we have had enough dreams or have slept enough or the alarm rings and we decide we have to go to work, we wake up or raise our consciousness to where we are aware or conscious. we dream at night and then wake up to a more real reality.

It is interesting that the word "wake" as a verb means to rouse from lethargy, apathy or IGNORANCE... and as a noun also describes the ceremony for presiding over a dead person. It is even more interesting that the word "wake" are WAVES left behind by a vehicle traveling though water or a medium... or in this scenario, the waves are waves of consciousness, the vehicle is the soul, and the medium is the astral realms. So whenever we have decided that we are through living enough lives (dreams) we can decide to wake UP and go to a higher level of consciousness, a more real or true reality, by raising the frequency of the waves our soul leaves as it travels through the astral or etheric medium...to raise the frequency is to shorten the wave lengths or to actually not move outward at all, but to move back inward to our source.


It's all about frequency and intent.

I received an email about a week ago from a woman. She wrote, "I am very engaged in reading your article on the white light trap... I have been reviewing your article on and off for the past year - It changed my perspective on the afterlife immensely. Last year, I had a serious accident . I was in and out of a coma for days having spent two weeks in the intensive care unit. One thing I do remember is when I lost consciousness , plunging into total darkness; no bright light, no deceased family members... As the months passed by, a feeling of absolute love and peace would resonate from within me - still does. Strangers seem to be curious about me. At night, as I am drifting to sleep, internally, my head will start to glow...
I had read your article months before my accident, and so in essence it stayed with me. As I am lying on my hospital bed, I had momentary lucid thoughts which were: not to project any expectations of angels, guides,...etc. I was not going to be lied to which is why I am guessing the immersion into the void. Once I started to regain lucidity, one of the nurses confessed to me that she would often come into my room when I was unconsciousness because she said the room would fill with a feeling of peacefulness. This woman then went out of her way to take such loving care of me.
At times, this divine love within me is so intense I sometimes burst into tears...My happiest moments are spent in solitude, at peace. " --------

If near death experiencers are correct, then when we die we could potentially create our own reality and can travel by thought or intent. Unfortunately, other entities may try to usurp our Sovereignty or free will, and trick us into doing their will and willingly give them our energy. One could decide to go to darkness or a void and stop relying on external sources and rely on one's own inner light to manifest reality. This could be disastrous if one's thoughts and desires are not pure. One could potentially become another demiurge.

The worst case scenario is go back to "loving" light and get another shot at making your life better; one can negotiate to go to a better planet

Many of the listeners of your show, however, have probably reached the point where they are not easily amused with all the shiny, glittery objects here anymore and are ready to return to true source.

My friend who had an nde and met the demiurge said eventually the Demiurge gives up and there are thousands of years of paradise on earth so you could refuse to reincarnate until that time. If we refuse to go to the light or at least to reincarnate there are no souls to power their system.

If you are tired of the unending drama that a life on Earth in a physical body presents then you can dissolve your attachments and ties to this world. To do this it may be necessary to learn not to judge others, or hold grudges or anger toward others, and to practice forgiveness. To do this it might be helpful for one to renounce the world and all its physical lures so as to break our addiction to the human experience.

Is Detachment from our Avatar inside the game crucial ?

Yes, very crucial. Attachment to this earth game can hold us back from leaving. We are like junkies.

One must be very careful to not fall for the trap of agreeing to come back to earth to save the world as a hero or savior figure. For you to agree to come here to be a hero requires a great number of souls to agree to come here in need of being saved and must suffer... just so that we can be a savior or hero. One must be content with leaving this world behind forever knowing that there are higher realms which are far better where there is no suffering. Each soul must come to that realization on their own in due time.

There are higher planes and should not be content with going to the first external light we see. Mellen-Thomas Benedict went to a light beyond the first light and Nder named David went through seven planes where each light was a million times brighter than the previous ones. During ascension one will likely go through what may seem like a series of wormholes as there are multiple planes or dimensions. No pun intended but one must have tunnel vision and ignore any enticing or frightening distractions that are just manipulated illusions or projections. consciousness is a projector which the archons can hack.

Yeah, we are temporarily trapped here on Earth by the electromagnetic prison, but at death it is a matter of redirecting our attention back inwards toward our true divine light source within which is back at the Eternal Light Realms. It is analogous to a rubber band being extended or stretched outward but then snapping back to its original natural resting position. Or a balloon being held under water. As this happens it will probably feel like shooting through a wormhole or tunnel because the vibrations are getting shorter and shorter, faster and faster from the outside in to a shorter radius / diameter as well.

We are everywhere at once. It is simply an issue of where we choose to focus our attention. We can focus it on the illusions and projections of the archons/shadow beings and the denser, darker physical plane or we can ignore the illusions and focus our attention on our true divine light source which is at the Eternal Light Realms and where the Ineffable Father or Source is at.

There is an emotional plane, a mental plane, a plane where we can exist as a point of consciousness or maybe even planes above that where we can exist as pure energy or awareness beyond the need for thought?

If one is ready to move on and leave all the drama of the lower planes behind then here is the solution I prefer. I agree with what Tesla said and believe I the universe is composed of frequency. In my opinion one needs to leave the physical and astral planes behind completely. So my suggestion is at death one can raise the vibrational level or frequency of the soul which is light. The key seems to be that energy flows where attention goes so keep focusing your Consciousness and Attention on increasing your frequency back to the center. Just keep increasing the vibration of your soul as much as you possibly can by using your focused
willful intent. You could use a sort of mantra at death: "higher frequency now, [higher frequency now.].. move inward"... just keep increasing your soul's vibration or frequency until you arrive at the Highest Frequency which may manifest as the purest Light, the Absolute Truth, and Unconditional Love.
Let’s WRAP-UP what life down here is all about… are there any freedom or liberation moves that can take us closer to home ?

I know life is hard for many of you listening. Try to keep in mind that it is only a temporary situation. Life can at times seem to take forever, but one day we will take our last breath and die.

So each day we are one day closer to freedom and liberation and going home.... it is important to be ready for that day.Practice inner silence to keep the entities at bay.

Keep raising your frequency as high as possible..... it is important to practice spiritual alchemy to keep attachments and residue from weighing our souls down. Practice love and kindness. Be loving, gentle, peacemakers, merciful, and compassionate. Minister unto the poor and sick and afflicted. Renounce all things of the world. We should be IN the world but not OF the world.

Just keep your frequency as high as possible. Thinking positively and avoid negative thinking. Meditate daily upon "ascension" to keep your focus and intent sharp so that it will be automatic.

I would really like to hear from people about their thoughts, experiences, whether they believe we are learning and growing here through suffering, whether they believe God is evolving... whether or not our souls are Sovereign.
My email address is waynejbush@gmail.com... that's w-a-y-n-e... the letter 'J'... b-u-s-h @ gmail.com
Thanks for having me on your show, Marc... I really appreciate the opportunity. It was a lot of fun.

Good night, sleep tight, don't let the archons bite.

Positive thoughts and higher frequency until we get home.