NDEs & Merging

Wayne Bush

NOTE: All of these quotes are taken from NDEs at the NDERF.ORG web site.

I was ready to start to merge with the love and light, but not fully and seemed to for a while (though time does not exists as we experience it there) the feeling of oneness and love and bliss and knowing is profound. I knew if I merged totally "I" would disappear would become one will it and all. Being so close to it and bathing in it was an experience that can never ever be put into words or described properly. As I was resting close to it and getting closer and closer, basking I became aware of the earth way below me/us. I was at that time asking many questions which were answered, anything I wanted to know and understand, I remember clearly understanding everything, however this information seems to have been blocked upon returning to material form, but I know I understood all then. -- Justin U

..........Was going to merge with the light/love, seemed to be mostly about to, knew when I did I would cease to exists as "I" and become one and part of all, ego would be gone totally. Never crossed fully seemed to choose without realizing it to come back as sadness at pain on earth and in death, and wanting to show, tell others about the reality of the light/love so they could would look for it to. Cant find/experience that love/light and not want to share it all to have it. Think if tried to do that anyway couldn't merge with it. Maybe that's the lesson I have, until we all see and try and get to the love/light which means doing it well on earth in body to, no soul can. -- Justin U

What I remembered was that I had completely merged again with God. It was a void, darkness, but unconditional love. I was no longer a separate being. I was where I belonged, where I came from. It was perfect. When it was time to return I had to again differentiate from God and become a separate soul again. Yet I was still a part of God. Then I was back on Earth in this physical body. -- Gwen J

... We become one again with God, no separation. If our work is finished then we again merge with God. I had the sense that if our soul work isn't done that this merging doesn't happen. That was why other people had different near death experiences. I had reached the ultimate goal. ....The void was God, all is God...the void is unconditional love. -- Gwen J

First, my level of alertness did not change after it expanded dramatically once I was thoroughly infused with the Light. Second, my level of consciousness continued to evolve through higher and more expansive levels until I was about to fully merge into Source/God. At that point, I felt as though I had the same level of consciousness as Source/God, which is the level of awareness/vibration necessary in order to merge directly into it. -- Nancy

It was revealed to me then that our prime purpose for existing was to ever progress upwards through many dimensions towards the light of the ultimate absolute reality (which is God) while always retaining our blessed uniqueness. In the end we will all merge with all things, restore harmony to creative existence. We would then still be ourselves but also have access to the infinite knowledge power and presence of the creator God as we finally withdraw once again into ourselves. .... Lights were all around in space, clustered so closely together toward an apparent center as to merge into a blinding apparent singularity. -- Brice W

Okay, I will do the best to explain, I can say I was almost instantaneously after the feeling of floating upward into this massive soft, Loving intriguingly beautiful bright light that transformed me and sucked me into its magical atmosphere "merged with God". I instantly became all knowing. I became a part of the creator itself. I had no known memory of the feelings of separation of anything. This may be hard for most to understand but I had been there before. You can never be saturated from yourself and death is an Earth created illusion and illness. Come back where? I never left. This is a dimensional world that has levels and planes. Dimensional frequencies that can be moved higher, lower, brighter, slower, faster designed into manifestation thus leading us to other planes and different dimensions of existence. -- Renee M

I traveled at a 45 degree angle until I reached a light. It was like a laser show that I could hear, feel, see, touch, smell, and taste. It was marvelous. When I reached a level ... I zoomed forward and merged into a light. -- D.

I deeply understood that I am Source, an integral part of Source. And Source so loved itself, and loved that little spark that became me, that it allowed me to venture out and experience this illusion of having a separate identity -- of being a separate person. Of having all these lives, and all these experiences, and all these wonders, and all these loves -- just so that I would feel separate and special, fulfilled, and excited. And then Source brought me back into itself so I could remember that I have never been alone. That I have never been separate. That all of those times of feeling small, worthless, or powerless and appreciate how much love it feels for me. How much power I really have. How incredibly spectacular we really are. Because I never would have appreciated those things without the contrast of human life. I understood that rejoining Source would give me access to the thoughts, emotions, and experiences of the zillions of its other points of awareness or thought-forms in the same way I had shared merged energies with my five companions. And through merger I would know what Source does about its own existence and its source. -- Nanci Danison

The traveling was in the fourth dimension, which can be termed as out of body experience, when an unidentified identity merged in ‘that Light’. Words fail me as I try to describe exactly what I saw or felt. But I can say that there was no humanized God, all the same, it was an area of unalloyed purity. There was brilliant Light, immense speed or Motion and unbelievable Divine Love. I did not require senses to experience ‘IT’. ‘I’ was absent and still I saw, knew and understood. Though I was there for a few seconds, it felt like an eternity. My concept of time and distance changed considerably, as I had traveled immeasurably long distance in a trillionth of a second and what seemed like an eternity was eternal sacredness condensed in our concept of time. -- Suresh K

I didn't feel the being was any part of my family because none had died that I knew of but this being of light I totally trusted and loved. I was told what I was on earth for and what my life was about. I felt merged with the light and that were one but with separate personalities. I felt a part of it. I say it even though it had a personality but I didn't see a face or body even though it had a very strong presence. -- Barbara S

I need to emphasise that these communications were 'plays' on 'thought-feelings' neither thought nor feeling being distinguishable each from the other. Words in this kind of environment, while I have no sense that they could never be used (if one wished), are nullified as a communicative device when this is at one's disposal. This is direct thought-feeling transference to the extent that one is merged with it all and with no loss of an individual identity. The precision with which a stream of thought-feelings in this place (do remember that these are coming from others but are actually manifestly happening inside you too) can indicate intention and meaning is absolutely astounding in its subtlety; we simply have nothing here that even approaches it. I cannot even speak of this directly. We do not have the language to deal with it. -- Peter N

My personal feeling is that we are all "sparks" that come from the "Big Light". When our physical bodies die, our soul, spirit, essence, feelings and thoughts, go back to the source....the "LIGHT". -- Corina

Upon seeing this shimmering Light that is indescribably beautiful, I had a revelation. This Light is not, in the strictest sense, "God" in the traditional meaning of the bibles of various religions, including Christianity. This Light, which is an energy gestalt, is an aggregation of many multitudes of immortal souls from all walks of life, e.g., plants, mammals, fish, and is collectively a life-force. This Light is a life-force from which all life is originated, and is neither a single entity, for each immortal soul is part of "God," nor multiple entities, for each immortal soul is but a part of the collective entity, i.e., this Light is in a broad sense a single "God" who sits on a throne in heaven that rewards or punishes souls. Without this life-force, i.e., energy gestalt, there is no life on earth, or any inhabitable planet in the universe. Those on earth who are in search of "God" are in vain, because they have already found "God": themselves; people need only look into themselves to find a sense of purpose or faith from religion, and therefore find that there is a God, i.e., Light A dimension of brilliant static electric white light as best as I can describe it. -- Ashley P

The feeling of love, totally unconditional love that I've never felt before. The total feeling of acceptance and I merged into that vortex of love. It felt like coming home. Relieved. No burden. Safe. Ease. Everything was so perfect in that realm. And I remember thinking, this is so much better than living as a person on earth. I wouldn't want to go back there! This is where I belong and I love this feeling.. I promised myself that I wouldn't want to come back. The star slowly moved up and I saw the whole hospital and in second, I was looking down to see the whole Singapore, full of lights in the dark of the universe and I was being driven by this star and moving above and further I was the whole entire planet and the sun, the moon, and the next thing I saw the entire galaxy. And I was still feeling so calm, relieved, relaxed and joyful enjoying the ride. Also I remember thinking, this is so much better than a roller coaster ride, that is scary. I used to feel afraid of heights and I didn't feel that anymore. -- Maya

When I realized that I was facing God, I got re ally angry and challenged Him. When I got all the answers I was thrilled, in a state of wonder and joy. During the tour of the universe I felt awe. Finally, while merged into the primal, uncreated Oneness, I felt orgasmic bliss and ecstasy of my entire being with God and the whole Universe yet to be. -- Beverly B