Update and Notes For Vinny Eastwood Show (9/12/2016) by Wayne Bush, www.trickedbythelight.com

I received an email from someone who validates elements of my Interviewee's experience:

"Anyway, as I read your friend's story, I found myself recalling various dreams I've had in my life about pretty much his whole experience (but in disjointed pieces).  At the time that I had them I pretty much just dismissed them as normal creative dreams and didn't place much value on them - I just thought they were interesting thought creations of mine and probably the kinds of things most other people dream about when they sleep.  I was just a young human child...  I've never actually heard anyone mention the same dreams though.  Now that I am reading about someone else who experienced the same things with very good detail and cohesively putting all the moments together into a storyline, I find myself zoning out constantly now in order to try to dig deeply into my memories (30+ years ago) to recall them all and other dreams that I had that could be significant in order to understand these spiritual processes.  Now I see those dreams in a totally different light.  They were spirit memories I was recalling while asleep I guess, or quite significant astral traveling...

But it felt so weird back then dreaming like I was an adult when I was a young kid.  Speaking of scary - that demiurge (just as your friend described him) can be frightening - let me tell you.  That serious expression (not angry, not passionate, not excited, just as serious as you could ever imagine a face to look) and those flames he has for eyes - literally, flames.  I woke up one time right as the end of one fascinating dream seemed to get interrupted with a close-up of his face.  At the time I had no idea who that character was - just some strange scary guy I saw in my dreams at least a few times and that particular time was rather startling.  Another time I recall him standing in front of a huge spaceship window and maybe like a whole wall of controls and levers on the wall on one side of the window I think?  I feel like I had that dream a number of times as a young child.  I remember it.  Such a strange "random" thing to dream about for me - I had no idea why I kept seeing this in my dreams.  I remember going back there as if I was sneaking around exploring it at times too when the scary guy wasn't around.  I was in that place so many times. It's hard for me now to remember all the specifics though...  I feel like I returned to that place many times after some of most amazing dreams I had.  It was like time traveling every time I went to bed.  I was in the future, in the past, on other worlds, in other dimensions as all kinds of creatures and different people.  All over the place.  My dreams were incredible.  It's a shame because it feels so important now that I wish I had my mom help me to record them into a journal at the time.  It was all so vitally important.  I feel like I have had many experiences in space as an energy orb type being.  If I still have those dreams, I just don't remember the dreams now when I wake.  Maybe I've become too anchored/consumed by this material existence...  Maybe my light has dimmed through my life of suffering...  Maybe the demiurge finally figured out how to control me or at least how to block or suppress some of my spiritual will.  I guess I gave him more trouble than most. A shame though, because the dream experiences were just so absolutely incredible.  Like I said though, some may have never happened and have been completely created by my imagination...  But I definitely remember these moments that your friend described.  His story is your best story.  At least the visual descriptions of his story are accurate to me.  They resonate with my recollections.  There's something to this.  I believe you are on the right path by focusing on that man's NDE visions and valuing his story...

Let me say something else though.  I remember seeing another figure as well, in addition to and similar to the demiurge as described by your friend.  This one was maybe taller and younger looking.  I 'think' he was bald and with a big bushy black beard (not white).  He was in a different dream, but he still had the bronze/golden-like skin and flame eyes.  That one was not in the same place - I thought I remembered more of like a brighter Greek-Roman kind of area with whitish pillars and steps and him walking along (rather than a dim spaceship).  Forgive my spotty recollection.  These dreams happened like 30 years ago.  I wonder if he was a son/direct progeny of the demiurge, or maybe a demiurge of a different world altogether.  I really have no idea, but there was a resemblance and he was definitely humanoid in body shape too.  He was actually the one that I saw very close up at the end of one of my dreams - I was flying around some huge object and then I flew over some hair and then all the sudden realized it was a black beard and that guy's face took over my sight and he was just glaring at me and I woke up.  Those eyes...  Flaming eyes.  It's not a sight you can easily forget even if you saw it in a dream 30 years ago."

Is the Demiurge mentioned in the book of Revelations?

The interviewee's description of the Demiurge is eerily close to this description in Revelation 1:12:

13 "And in the midst of the seven candlesticks one like unto the Son of man, clothed with a garment down to the foot, and girt about the paps with a golden girdle.14 His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire15 And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters. 16 And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in his strength."


Stanislov Grof is a researcher into psychedelics and hallucinogens and has analyzed 4000-6000 experiences. In his 1998 book "The Cosmic Game: Explorations of the Frontiers of Human Consciousness" he related the account of an experiencer who experienced being one of four demiurgic powers:

"Since the divine play, the cosmic drama, is
unimaginable without individual protagonists, without dictinct separate entities, the existence of evil
is absolutely essential for the creation of the world as we know it. This understanding is in basic
agreement with the notion found in some Christian mystical scriptures according to which the fallen
angel Lucifer (literally, “Light-Bearer”), as a representative of polarities, is seen as ademiurgic
figure. He takes humanity on a fantastic journey into the world of matter. Approaching this problem
from another perspective we can say that, in the last analysis, evil and suffering are based on a false
perception of reality, particularly the belief of sentient beings in their separate individual self. This
insight forms an essential part of the Buddhist doctrine of anatta or Anatman (no-self)."

"Creative Play of the Demiurges
The insights into the nature and dynamics of the cosmic game do not have to emerge on the level of the
supreme creative principle. Gail, a minister who participated in our training program for
professionals at the Maryland Psychiatric Research Center, had in her psychedelic session an
interesting sequence that portrayed cosmogony as a competitive creative game of four demiurgic
suprahuman entities. Although her experience is very unusual, since it involves several demiurgic
beings rather than one creative principle, I will include it here. It illustrates with exceptional clarity
many of the issues related to the problem of incarnation of spiritual beings and the “taboo against
knowing who you are.” Here is the corresponding excerpt from her session:
I found myself in a dimension that seemed to lie beyond space and time as we know it. What
comes to my mind when I think about it now is the concept of hyperspace used by modern
physicists. However, such a technical term would not describe the profound feeling of
sacredness, the awesome sense of numinosity associated with my experience. I realized that I
was a suprahuman being of immense proportions, possibly one that transcended all limitations,
or one that existed before any limitations were known. I did not have any form, being just pure
consciousness with superb intelligence suspended in Absolute Space. Although there was no
source of light there, I cannot say I was in complete darkness.
I shared this space with three other beings. Although they were purely abstract and amorphous
like myself, I could clearly feel their separate presence and communicate with them in a complex
telepathic fashion. We amused each other by various brilliant intellectual games; fireworks of
extraordinary ideas were being thrown back and forth. The complexity, intricacy, and level of
imagination involved in these games by far surpassed anything known among humans. It was all
pure entertainment, l’art pour l’art, since in the form we were, none of it had any practical
I have to think in this context about whales who float in the ocean with their enormous brains and
are endowed with intelligence that matches or surpasses ours. Since nature does not create and
maintain organs and functions that are not being used, the mental activity of the cetaceans has to
be comparable to that of humans. Yet. because of their anatomy, they have only minimal capacity
to give any tangible physical expression to what is going on in their minds. I once read a
speculation of a researcher who suggested that the whales may be spending most of their time
entertaining each other using their amazing voices that carry in the ocean over distances of
hundreds of miles. Do they tell each other stories and communicate artistic creations? Do they
have philosophical dialogues or play sophisticated games? Or are they like Indian or Tibetan
yogis who in their deep meditations, in the solitude of their caves and cells, experience
connection with the entire history of the cosmos and other realities?
After this introduction, describing the general ambience and context of her experience and reflecting
on the disembodied existence as a purely spiritual being, Gail focused on the part of her session that
has immediate relevance for our discussion about the “taboo against knowing who we are.”
One of the beings came up with an intriguing idea. It suggested that it would be possible to
create a game involving a reality with many different creatures of various sizes and forms. They
would appear to be dense and solid and exist in a world filled with objects of different shapes,
textures, and consistencies. The beings would come into existence, evolve, have complex
interactions and adventures with each other, and then cease to exist. There would be groups of
creatures of various orders, each existing in two forms—male and female—that would
complement each other and participate in reproduction.
This reality would be bound by distinct space and time coordinates. Time would show a
mandatory flow from the past through the present to the future and later events would appear to
be caused by the preceding ones. There would be vast historical periods, each different from the
others. One would have to travel to get from one place to another and there would be many
different ways to do it. A variety of rigid limitations, rules, and laws would govern all the events
in this world, as it is with all the games. Entering this reality and assuming different roles in it
would provide exquisite entertainment of a very unique type.
The three spiritual beings were intrigued, but incredulous, and expressed serious doubts about the
suggested project. As exciting as it sounded, it seemed unlikely that it could be implemented. How
could an unlimited spiritual being existing in the world of all possibilities be made to believe that it
is confined to a solid body of a strange shape, with a head, trunk, and extremities, and that it critically
depends on the ingestion of other dead creatures and the presence of a gas called oxygen? How could
it be convinced that it has a limited intellectual capacity and that its ability to perceive is constrained
by the range of something like the sensory organs. It seemed too fantastic to be seriously considered!
In what follows, Gail describes how the demiurgic beings resolved the problem.
A heated intellectual exchange ensued. The originator of this plan responded to all our
objections, insisting that the project was perfectly feasible. He/she was convinced that sufficient
complexity and intriguing nature of the script, consistent association of specific situations with
compelling experiences, and careful covering of all the loopholes was all that was necessary. It
would trap the participant into an intricate net of illusions and trick him/her into believing in the
reality of the game. We were getting increasingly fascinated by all the possibilities and finally
became convinced that this unusual project was viable. We agreed to enter the game of
incarnation excited by the promise of extraordinary adventures in consciousness.
This experience has somehow resolved whatever concerns I have ever had regarding the matter
of karma. It left me with a firm conviction that I am in essence a spiritual being and that the only
way I could have possibly gotten involved in the cosmic drama was through a free decision. The
choice to incarnate involves voluntary acceptance of a large number of limitations, rules, and
laws, as it always does when we decide to play a game. From this perspective, it does not make
sense to blame anybody for anything that happens in our life. The fact that, on a higher level, we
have a free choice whether or not we enter the cosmic game creates a metaframework that
redefines everything that occurs within it."

quotes from william Bulman's OBE books. He has had many out of body experiences and conducted a survey on obes with over 16,000 results.

Adventures in the Afterlife:

"It's important to learn how to consciously move and lock your awareness within any individual energy environment.  You unknowingly did this when you entered the first nonphysical reality immediately after your death.  When you embraced this construct and accepted it as your own, you became one with it.  In doing so, you unconsciously locked your in a structured consensus-thought matrix created by a group of like-minded souls."

"To become an effective spiritual traveler, it's vital to develop your flexibility of consciousness.  You must earn how to shift your state of awareness without becoming attached to the energies that dominate a given realty."

"This is basic soul travel, lateral motion of consciousness in a structured consensus reality.  You can use the energy signature of any familiar location as your target.  The key is to completely focus, know and flow.  It's essential to lock your awareness into a specific energy environment or your perception will become unstable.  This skill is critical when you are attempting multiple reality jumps."

"Yes, all of these things are your projections.  Now can see how easy it is for untrained souls to become completely trapped within their own thought forms.  This is a common problem for billions of souls dwelling in the physical and astral projections. Few souls are aware of the creative power of their own thoughts.  The self-created manifestations of forms make for convincing illusions in all dimensions; many humans remain imprisoned in this labyrinth of the mind"

The Secret of The Soul:
"Many people are relieved and overjoyed to discover that they really do continue to exist after death and, as a result, gladly accept the first nonphysical reality they experience as their 'new spiritual home'...
However there is one very serious problem with this comforting scenario that few are aware of and no one addresses.  You have just accepted and adapted to a thought-consensus environment on the astral plane.  You have just accepted a reflection of spirit instead of the true essence of it.  You have done what billions have done before you.  You have merged your consciousness with a nonphysical reality far from your true spiritual home. By doing so you essentially guarantee the continuation of your form-based existence and your reincarnation.  The end result is that most people accept the denser spiritual realities of the astral plane as their new home.  They settle for and adapt to the physical-like areas of the astral plane because these environments are familiar and comfortable.  Thus they chain themselves to the astral realms of form and substance, and the ancient cycle of rebirth is maintained and assured."

"I am often asked what I will do when I take my final breath.  This is a critically important question that too few people ask themselves these days.  My answer is this: 'I will demand to experience my higher self, my spiritual essence!'  I am not content to simply 'go to the light'.  I am not content to accept past acquaintances  and comfortable surroundings as my new reality.  In fact, I am not content to settle for any form-based reality as my spiritual home.  I absolutely know there is so much more available beyond the realms of form.  There exist dimensions of magnificent living light simply waiting for us; all we need do is awaken and accept their reality.  Two powerful truths are apparent.  First, all form is but a reflection of pure spirit.  Second, we are not helpless victims of an external force that dictates or directs our reality and our lives; we are bestowed with the power of free will and the ability to take spiritual action.  Why would you settle for a pale reflection of reality when the pure realms of spirit are always present?

Let us begin to take responsibility not only for our physical life but our afterlife as well.  We determine the realities that we accept and cocreate.  So, from this moment on, let us be aware and choose well."

"All dimensions occupy the same time and space.  They are separated by their individual frequency and resulting density.  As we move in toward the energy source, each heaven becomes progressively more thought-responsive. Multiple heavens exist within each dimension created by the group consciousness of the inhabitants."

"The sooner we awaken to and experience in the inner dimensional path within us, the sooner we will evolve beyond our animal bodies and embrace our unlimited abilities to fully experience our spiritual essence.   Our spiritual growth and evolution are directly related to our ability to navigate the multidimensional path within us."

"Everything seen and unseen is a form of energy, and there is no escaping the subtle energy creations of our own mind.  We must conquer our personal addictions and attachments, for these are the anchors that hold us to the destiny of form and matter."




Theory --

The theory of TBTL.com is that life is a reality TV show or some form of entertainment whether a drama, play, movie, or game. The plot is that humans are slaves imprisoned on Earth by interdimensional beings and humans are being farmed as a source of energy or sustenance. At death souls are lured through a tunnel (most likely associated with the moon) to the false white light (which very well may be the astral sun) where our memories are bleached or dyed and our souls are recycled and we are reincarcerated, i mean, reincarnated.

we humans like to think we are at the top of the food chain but isn't it possble that our energy or electricity is being farmed by astral entities or parasites just outside our field of awareness?'

I would like to say that I do not claim to have all the answers or know the absolute truth.  I am just a researcher who is exploring the possibility that the light we are all told about may not be the best option.  Everyone should weigh the evidence for themselves and come to their own conclusion.

so basically we are slaves on this prison planet

We're born as helpless babies with total amnesia. We learn by mimicking the behavior of our parents and society.

We're told what to do....behave or go to your room. If you don't eat your meat you can't have any pudding.

go to school to be indoctrinated and told what to believe

the first thing we learn is how to spell words to pronounce a sentence of terms, prison terms

behave or stand in the corner and serve detention

get a job so you can pay your landlords rent

be productive so you can pay taxes

get married/have children

we're given the ilssuion of freedom by voting for either a false left or false right paradigm which are both really controlled by the same rich, elite entities

go to church / be good sheep or you'll burn in hell forever ...give them $ and they'll tell you the word of god

catholicism - born a no good sinner need saving

eastern religions-- the karma police or lords of karma demand you must repay for your bad deeds in the next life even though you dont know remember what you're being punished for so how can you learn?

we have a very limited free will, most are trapped doing jobs we dont like, dont choose the way we look, our height, our talent and in many cases our health ...there are lies, deception, and senseless violence

gravity literally keeps us earth bound -- can't jump higher than a few feet off the ground

travel east/west--eventually run into an ocean, go north/south --you have frgid polar ice caps, up/cold space/need to acheive the escape velocity which requires so much energy and money to produce the energy not to mention the knowhow of a rocket scientist....and then there's the small little matter of the van allen radiation belt to travel through,... down/hard rock/caves/molten lava

art imitates life...perhaps the hermetic principle of as above so below, created in God's image can give us sme insight as to our purpose here.....implies entertainment and humor is there also

Here on earth entertainment is king and sports, television, Hollywood and the music industry are big business-- we have the olympic world games, big ball games, big game hunters, vr computer games, board games, game pods, game shows

3 doz NDERs say they got the distinct impression that life was some form of entertainment

David J said, "I asked him what the meaning of life is. He told me "for the entertainment of the spirit realm." end quote

Duane S said, "I was also reminded that the reason we leave the celestial realm at all was for the excitement, variety, adventure, and entertainment that different incarnations offer... As one entity jokingly remarked, 'If the eternal, divine part of us grows tired of singing and playing harps, there are thousands of other universes created for our spiritual growth, amusement, and entertainment. Eternity is a long time to do nothing but play harps.' " end quote.

And Nanci D said, "It is my understanding that what transpired during my NDE is the “real” reality. Life as a human is more like a dream, role in a play, virtual reality game, character in a drama, etc. though these words fall far short of actual explanation." end quote

more quotes from nders in the section on NDES and the LIGHT

video games each year become more and more lifelike ....

In quantum physics matter can be either a wave or a particle depending upon whether there is an observer's consciousness interacting or not... this reminds me of ojbect oriented programming where a chunk of code is only called if and when it is needed.

Even today we now have realistic games like Playstation and X-Box as well as virtual reality technology systems like VR Systems -- Oculus Rift, Playstation VR, HTC Vive.... a new phenomenon is augmented reality which can be seen with the overnight popularity of Pokemon Go. I'm sure you've heard of Pokemon Go, Vinny?

It's all part of what is now becoming what is called augmented reality where a false reality is superimposed over what we think is reality.

Director Oliver Stone at San Diego Comic Con on Pokemon Go:

"what’s happening is a new level of invasion....of surveillance and .data mining

And they have invested a huge amount of money into, what surveillance is, data mining. They’re data mining every single person in this room for information as to what you’re buying, what you like, above all, your behavior. it creates its own awareness, and it gets into everywhere in the world, until it manipulates our behavior, and we start to act like that, which has happened already quite a bit on the internet. ..

But you’ll see a new form of, frankly, a robot society, where they will know how you want to behave and they will make the mockup that matches how you behave, and lead you into another form of behavior." end quote

If you think about a picture on a television screen it's not the real image but the reconstruction of an image using pixels.

Nick Bostrom put forward an idea called the simulation theory in which he postulated the universe we live in is a simulation.

Neil de Grusse Tyson gathered scientists at the 2016 Annual Isaac Asimov Memorial Debate where the topic was "Is the Universe A Simulation?" Tyson put the odds at 50-50 that our entire existence is a program on someone else’s hard drive. “I think the likelihood may be very high,” he said.. One of the panelists,

David Chalmers, Professor of Philosophy, New York University: "The way I think about it..I mean, who knows if there is actually a simulator who;s actually doing any of this, but If you do 

take this simulation hypothesis seriously it's got a couple of elements of a traditional God.  This person could be all knowing about our universe and could be all-powerful.  The one thing 

which is probably missing is wisdom and benevolence, [laughter]he said, " That reminds me of what George Carlin said. He said, "Results like these do not belong on the résumé of a Supreme Being. This is the kind of shit you'd expect from an office temp with a bad attitude."

Elon Musk. ceo Tesla Motorcars recently said: "

The strongest argument for us being in a simulation probably is the following. Forty years ago we had pong. Like, two rectangles and a dot. That was what games were.

Now, 40 years later, we have photorealistic, 3D simulations with millions of people playing simultaneously, and it's getting better every year. Soon we'll have virtual reality, augmented reality.

If you assume any rate of improvement at all, then the games will become indistinguishable from reality, even if that rate of advancement drops by a thousand from what it is now. Then you just say, okay, let's imagine it's 10,000 years in the future, which is nothing on the evolutionary scale.

So given that we're clearly on a trajectory to have games that are indistinguishable from reality, and those games could be played on any set-top box or on a PC or whatever, and there would probably be billions of such computers or set-top boxes, it would seem to follow that the odds that we're in base reality is one in billions." end quote

Gnostics put forth similar ideas a couple thousand years ago. in the gnostic book "on the origin of the world" it was written -- "likeness emanated became a product resembing the primeval light manifested as a likeness of heaven"

article "Programmable Matter: shape shifting microbots get it together" programs modify matter to cause it to change shape creating an artificial reality to interact with

if creating a VR reality is around the corner then the odds are we are already living in one

pbs 6-part series "the brain" quote...

What is reality? What if I told you that this world around us, this richly textured world, were all just an illusion constructed in your head? Instead, photons of light or air compression waves, these are getting converted into the common currency of the brain--electrochemical signals. "We all have this internally generated reality. Incredible as it may sound, this world lives inside your brain. It's constantly updated by information from our senses, but moment to moment, what we experience isn't what's really out there. Instead, it's a beautifully rendered simulation. You experience reality as it's presented by your senses, and it doesn't typically strike you that things could be very different. What we've been talking about so far is what we call the visible spectrum of light, which is a spectrum of wavelengths that runs from what we call red to violet... but it turns out that this only constitutes a tiny fraction of the electromagnetic spectrum-- in fact, less than 1/10 billionths of it-- so all the rest of the spectrum-- including radio waves and microwaves and x-rays and gamma rays, all of this stuff-- is flowing through our bodies right now, and we're completely unaware of it because we don't have any specialized biological receptors to pick up on it. So what this means is that the part of reality that we can see is totally limited by our biology and this isn't just about sight. All our senses are only picking up a small part of the information that's out there...." end quote

Earth is a farm system where everything breaks down and dies and where the creatures are forced to eat and feed off each other just to survive in the food chain. There are predator-prey relationships and also parasitic ones where leeches feed off their hosts. As humans we like to believe we are at the top of the food chain.

PBS did a three part series, "Natural Born Hustlers", on the most deceptive predators and the tricks they use to be successful. The narrator explains at the beginning of each episode: "Every day, animals face the single greatest challenge of their lives -- find food or die. With no guarantee of where the next meal is coming from the stakes couldn't be higher. So what can animals do to tip the balance in their favor? Would they lie, cheat, or steal from one another...just to get an advantage, just to survive? Come on, of course they would! Meet the planet's greatest animal hustlers. The con artists, impersonators, and thieves. Animals that will do whatever it

takes to get a meal." end quote



anglerfish which dangle a light in the darkness to lure its prey, cuttlefish hypnotize their prey with a dazzling light show., glow worms in antartica hang from the ceilings of caves and look like the night time sky, attracting prey who are lured by the lights.

hundreds and hundreds if not thousands of stories involving shadow beings can be read on websites like yourghoststories.com

There were over two dozen accounts of NDES involving shadow beings on nderf.org

I frequently ask people I meet if they have any personal stories of shadow beings and I would say somewhere between 1/3 to 1/2 do. How 'bout you, Vinny? Ever seen any shadow beings?

Shamen are known to extract these attachments or intrusions as they are called. Carlos Castanada character Don Juan mentions them:

“We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The Predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so… I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner!

“This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico … They took us over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to them.” end quote

Dr, edith fiore a hypnotherapist wrote the book the unquiet dead: A Psychologist Treats Spirit Possession --> clients w/ spirit attachments

george ritchie retun from tomorrow -- nde where he saw spirits infiltrating the auras of bar patrons in order to vicarioously get a thrill

John K: "My oldest son, who is a Native American Healer, had driven all the way from Denver Colorado to Houston to see me. He was shocked at how bad I looked. When he took my hand he was shocked at how much power I had. As he performed his healing ritual I could see my cancer fighting him. They were these black things that looked a lot like Squids with single sharp black fangs on the end of each tentacle. He was pulling them out of my tissue. (Later on, he told me that they were this black greasy substance.)"

Dr. Stven J. Banko is a shamanic energy healer. On his web site he claims "Some toxic energies can crystallize, becoming nearly material objects, which are impossible to metabolize through the Illumination Process. They are like petrified wood, which no longer burns. These crystallized energies embed themselves in the physical body. Amazon shamans believe that crystallized energies are the result of black magic or sorcery. We have found that these energies can be caused by anger, envy, or hatred directed at us by another person. Sometimes they are also energetic remnants - memories of how we died, how we were hurt, or how we were killed in a former existence." end quote. He says they are "sludge and energetic residues encrusted in the chakra". Another shaman said the black goo hardens over time and it becomes harder to get off. It is attached to our energy bodies and is the result of trauma and material attachment. Thus it has to be rid of like a cancer or it would in theory weigh you down when you leave the body. 


robert monroe loosh quote: He concluded man is an experiment of "Someone, Somewhere (requires likes, needs, values, collects, drinks, eats, or uses as a dug (sic) a substance ident Loosh. (Electricity, oil, oxygen, gold, wheat, water, land, old coins, uranium) This is a rare substance in Somewhere and those who possess Loosh find it vital for whatever it is used for. Faced with this question of supply and demand (a universal law of Somewhere) Someone decided to produce it artificially, so to speak, rather than search for it in its natural form. He decided to build a Garden and grow Loosh. .." end quote

in the scientific book "the body electric" by robert o becker...he explains how the human body produces electricity ...he says."two separate currents one from bone and the other from nerves produce potential of opposite energies"

So in order to keep these slaves in line which provide them with a source of energy the elite ruling class need to keep them in fear, and struggling the bulk of their life. One of the major tools which the elite or th Illuminati use is duality. They love to play two sides off against each other, whether its the false right against the false left or pitting two different countries against each other in a war which generates a lot of income and of course blood ritual sacrifices....as Ozzy said generals gather at black masses..... think of the term black masses....sounds like shadow beings. And I'm sure you've heard of the term "shadow government". A US Senator under testimony at the Iran Contra Hearings, said: "There exists a shadowy government with its own Air Force, its own Navy, its own fundraising mechanism, and the ability to pursue its own ideas of national interest, free from all checks and balances, and free from the law itself.”

In the interest of time I'm only going to mention just a few things about the Illuminati and that is to show that it is not just ancient societies who worshiped these gods but world leaders today still do...we can revisit at the end if we have time left. One of the ways to control the masses is obvioously through government.Let's look at the word government. The root govern means to rule/control + the sufix -ment means mental or of the mind so government literally means "mind control ".

ILLUMINATI --means "the illuminated" 18 mins 41 secs

umbrella term, small elite cadre running world,

skull and bones, bilderberg group, bohemian grove owl -has the giant stone owl to which a mock sarifice is offered...but contrary to Alex Jones' assertion that it represents Moloch -- Moloch was a bull -- the owl probably represents Inanna who was depicted with owls or minerva both of who were goddesses of wisdom and war. The Sumerian Inanna became the Babylonian Ishtar, the Egyptian Isis, the Greek Aphrodite, the roman goddess of love, Venus, and later was associated by the christians as Lucifer, the light bearer.

Uncle Samael vs Baphomet goat, i want you, scraggly beard, dark eyes, star on forehead

statue of george Washington in the u.s. capitol had to be removed sitting cross legged, bare chest, right arm pointing up. left arm down

the mythology of numerous cultures tells us that many believed that souls went to the moon and sun at death.... the moon and sun were worshiped and sacrifices were made to appease the sun god. That's all well and good. Those were ignorant spuerstitious peoples, right? But let's look at today's world leaders, many of whom are members of secret societies.

both freemasons and theosophists worship lucifer

33rd degree Albert Pike:

"Yes, Lucifer is God, and unfortunately Adonay is also god. For the eternal law is that there is no light without shade, no beauty without ugliness, no white without black, for the absolute can only exist as two gods."  

[Albert Pike, Morals and Dogma of the Ancient and Accepted Scottish Rite of Freemasonry
Lucifer, the Light-bearer!  Strange and mysterious name to give to the Spirit of Darkness!  Lucifer, the Son of the Morning!  Is it he who bears the Light, and with its splendors intolerable, blinds feeble, sensual, or selfish souls?  Doubt it not!" 

Manly P Hall:
"Lucifer represents the individual intellect and will which rebels against the domination of Nature and attempts to maintain itself contrary to natural impulse. Lucifer, in the form of Venus, is the morning star spoken of in Revelation, which is to be given to those who overcome the world."

blavatsky: The culmination of the Secret Work is Spiritual Perfect Man, at one end of the line; the union of the three elements is the Occult Solvent in the "Soul of the World," the Cosmic Soul or Astral Light, 

blavatsky: "Lucifer is divine and terrestrial light, the "Holy Ghost" and "Satan," at one and the same time, visible Space being truly filled with the differentiated Breath invisibly; and the Astral Light, the manifested effects of the two who are one, guided and attracted by ourselves"

The Olympic games uses many tool of witchcraft-- ..including a cauldron, vestal virgins, the sun, the moon, cones of power, bells, power of the eternal flame of the olympic torch...which symbolizes the sun being kept alive thru sacrifice

The pre-games ceremony is held here the original Temple of Hera stood and features the lighting of the cauldron's eternal flame by eleven women representing Vestal virgins with the rays of the sun. The flame is carried on the Torch Relay and kept burning throughout the Games.

2012 london opening w/ 4 quotes...giant sun and bell at end

London 2012 Olympic Games Opening Ceremony Media Guide, pg. 36
"The first torchbearer was Prometheus, who stole fire from Mount Olympus and gave it as a gift to mankind."

Oxford Dictionary of English Etymology: "As the name of a friction match to produce instantaneous light Lucifer succeeded to Prometheus (both recorded 1831)."

The New Shorter Oxford English Dictionary defines "Lucifer -- the morning star; the planet Venus when in the sky before sunrise; Satan, the Devil"

closing ceremony -- giant phoenix which is the symbol of resurrection or reincarnation, being born again or rising from the ashes of death

Paralympics opening ceremony --- used ritual from a druid order with magic sigil invoking spirits

closing ceremony -- one armed statue inspired by venus de milo statue

upcoming preview of 2016 brazil games included a teaser feat. brazilian water goddess, Yemanja, who is equivalent of christian Virgin mary...originally inana , ishtar / isis / venus.....

Inana was known as venus the Queen of Heaven.

The Cult of Mary -- can be seen as Columbia which was what the original United States was referred to as in tribte to the goddess Columbia.... who represented Virgo..the Virgin.... so Virginia and Maryland were

As Innana, Isis, Athena and Minerva she is often depicted with an Owl.

Prof Griff - public enemy -- exposed illuminat -- aaliyah sacrifice

Music award shows and Super bowl halftime shows frequently use occult rituals

MTV music vdeo awards -- pink 3rd degree initiation -- hanging upside down in black and white checquered

lady gaga drenched in blood as sacrificial victim

kesha drinking blood from a human heart

madonna and ceelo performed a black mass superbowl halftime show

common for stars like rihanna, katy perry etc to strike the baphomet pose with arms upward as horns

baphomet as goat headed entity sitting cross legged one arm up/down and the depiction of Satan or Pan

aleister crowley, known as the evilest man on earth, had a mass which said, "And I believe in the Serpent and the Lion, Mystery of Mysteries, in His name BAPHOMET."[56]

The most common depiction of Baphomet today is the one from Eliphas Levi 1861 book. Levi himself explained Baphomet.

Here are some interesting quotes from Levi's books:

"Bodies are only temporary shells, whence souls have to be liberated ; but those which in this life obey the body compose for themselves an interior body or fluidic shell, which, after death, becomes their prison-house and torment, until the time arrives when they succeed in dissolving it in the warmth of the divine light, towards which, however, the burden of their grossness hinders them from ascending." .....

The astral light, subordinated to a blind mechanism, is a dead light....

The astral light is
the universal seducer.... it transmits light and propagates dark
ness ; it may be called equally Lucifer and Lucifuge ;
To subdue the serpent,
that is , to govern the circle o f the astral light, we must place
ourselves outside its currents, that is, we must isolate our
The astral light, or soul o f the world.....; it became afterwards the instrument f his pun ishment, ....

To have control over the Great Magical Agent [the astral light]t there are two operations necessary--to concentrate and project.” end quote

I think they use the duality as the key to their trick...... the dark forces such as the Demiurge and Archons who represent evil scare the souls to go to the false Light, which is said to be good. for salvation where the religious figures, ascended masters, angels/aliens pose as their guides..... it is the movement back and forth between the polarities that cause the electricity, the food for the archons....electricity is caused by electrons flowing from a negative pole to a positive one

one eye symbolism ...evil eye.... eye of horus.... all-seeing eye because we are being watched and recorded all the time, or the eye of Providence seen in futuristic cyborg movies / transhumaism

triangle of manifestation quote

According to the great resource "Encyclopedia of Wicca and Witchcraft (2nd Edition Revised and Expanded) " by Raven Grimassi, the triangle is shown as it is used in ritual and explains, "TRIANGLE OF MANIFESTATION is a phrase indicating the principle behind magickal manifestation. This basic principle is rooted in the number three. According to metaphysics, in order to manifest something, three components must come together. These components are time, space and energy. Accordingly, if one selects a space, and a time, and then directs energy there, a manifestation occurs." end quote

themes in lyrics -- sun and moon and white light --stariway / hotel

gnostic themed hollywood movies such as the matrix, the truman show, dark city, the island, gamer, and select star trek episodes

The Matrix: sci-fi classic where Neo is told humans are nothing more than a battery - a source of power for the machines and that he is living in a false world, a matrix.

The Island -- Before their "birth" on earth, clones are created in pods and programmed via light and hypnotic suggestion that they are "special" and "have been chosen to go to the island" which is powered by a holographic grid.

GAMER -- Convicts and other willing participants agree to have their bodies completely controlled by a game player with user controls, but the originator of the game plans to enslave and trap all humans in the video game.

MONSTERS INC -- monsters scare human children and harness the energy of their screams and use them to power their world.

THE PRISONER -- 1960's TV programme, The Prisoner, by Everyman Pictures, a village where its inhabitants are being held prisoner is controlled from a lunar base. From here every move of the prisoner is monitored.

THE TRUMAN SHOW -- Truman, a metaphor for the 'true man'. is unknowlingly the star of a reality TV show beoadcast to the rest of the world which he is unaware of. He is living in a false world, a hoax perpetrated from the "Lunar Room," a world within a world.

DARK CITY -- Dark City is similar to The Truman Show -- a human was given fabricated memories of his childhood life and presented a false reality. He travels to the edge of his world to go home to Shell Beach but hits a wall. Like Truman, he tries to break through the wall.

STAR WARS -- a battle station for the Imperial troops was camouflaged as a moon. "Look at him. He's heading for that small moon."... "That's no moon! It's a space station!... It's too big to be a space station."... We're caught in a tractor beam and it's pulling us in.

STAR TREK pilot Menagerie Return of the Archons

STAR TREK CODA -- Captain Janeway discusses her near death experience in which an alien being masqueraded as her father, attempting to lure her into its matrix of light where she would be a source of nourishment. This causes her to wonder if all near death experiences aren't really just alien encounters.

THE HOST -- Humans are hosts to entities that look like jellyfish. From a summary:

The human race has been taken over by small parasitic aliens called "Souls". The Souls travel to distant planets inserting themselves individually into a host body of that planet's dominant species. They are able to access the host's memories, and occupied hosts are identifiable by silver rings that form in the hosts' eyes.

NATAS -- National Academy of Television and Sciences --- acronym is satan backwards..... what are odds?

Oscar statue of academy awards from ausr / osiris egyptian god of undeworld..both statues gold holing sceptre -- Osiris god of the underworld

te magic wands of the druids were always made out of the wood of holly and hollywood represents the holly.... wood of the druids assoc with Ares/Mars god of war and nergal god of the underworld/hell, the devil and god of pestilence

Columbia Pictures logo -- columbia / virgo/ vrigin holding up flame of ??/? lust like statue of liberty... lucifer?

Miller Lite...high life sign...witch sitting on moon holding up golden beer ... "reel in the high life" / "high life light"

the dreamworks pictures logo features a little boy sitting on moon with a fishing lure in the waters of earth below

MUSIC LYRICS == Stairway to heaven and hotel california....The Piper's calling you to join him. there's a lady who shines white light and wants to show hoe eveything still turns to gold vs There She stood in the doorway; I heard the mission bell and I was thinking to myself, 'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then She lit up a candle and she showed me the way.

going to the light is now a meme, a cliche, used in jokes.. and the light sometimes is shown as a lure or trap as movies like a bug's life and finding nemo

SCIENCE -- 5 mins

pbs nova docum "creatures of light"

NOVA special by National Geographic called "Creatures of Light" where they studied bioluminescent and biofluorescent creatures. 

When threatened, certain species shoot bright flashes of light to stun and confuse their enemies.

Many fish use light to lure food in

French biologist working on a firefly cousin called Pyrophorus deciphered the chemistry responsible for their magical glow. He determined it's the result of a reaction between two chemicals -- luciferin and luciferase -- which he named for the fallen angel Lucifer, the light bearer

Over the last century, this light-producing reaction has been discovered scattered across the entire natural world, both above the surface and beneath the waves. That's how readily available these ingredients are. The actual chemicals differ from creature to creature, but the basic mechanism of fuel and spark is the same from flies and worms to jellies and fish, to snails, even mushrooms. The reaction is so common, it has evolved independently on different branches of the evolutionary tree more than 40 separate times. You find it from single-celled bacteria up through things like starfish, jellyfish, up through the vertebrates, fishes. It's evolved so many times in so many different lineages. I mean, if it wasn't important to the organisms, you wouldn't see it all over the tree of life. 

Fluorescent chemicals absorb light in a unique way. Down at the atomic level, light jolts electrons into more energetic orbits around the nucleus. When they fall back to their original state a few billionths of a second later, the electrons re-emit, or fluoresce, the light back at a lower energy level, giving off a different color. Biofluorescence is an odd property because the animals don't actually produce any light. 

But once the light hits water, things get interesting. Water acts like a filter, and the different wavelengths are only able to penetrate to certain depths.

magnetic portals:

So I speculate that the tunnel that souls travel through during their near death experiences leads to the light of the astral sun. How would that be possible? Check this out. I found an article at NASA's web site entitled "Hidden Portals in Earth's Magnetic Field". quote: "We call them X-points or electron diffusion regions, They're places where the magnetic field of Earth connects to the magnetic field of the Sun, creating an uninterrupted path leading from our own planet to the sun's atmosp-here 93 million miles away." end quote

Space.com says "Like giant, cosmic chutes between the Earth and sun, magnetic portals open up every eight minutes or so to connect our planet with its host star." end quote

In a New Scientist magazine an article quoting A Jet Propulsion Laboratory scientist says "A MANE of dark matter may stream out from the Earth and calls these features hairs. The focus, or “root”, of one such hair would be about a million kilometres above Earth, “just beyond the moon”,


A concept that fits in perfectly with the patterned behavior of Archons is the concept of ideas spreading culturally by what is called a meme.

memes --richard dawkins, the selfish gene...brief defn and examples

Richard Brodie wrote about the meme extensively in his book "Virus of the Mind": The Biological Definition of Meme (from Dawkins): The meme is the basic unit of cultural transmission, or imitation.... According to this definition, everything we call “culture” is composed of atomlike memes, which compete with one another. These memes spread by being passed from mind to mind in the same way genes spread by being passed down through sperm and egg.

The most interesting memes to a biologist have to do with behavior. Dawkins’s original examples of memes were: . . . tunes, ideas, catch-phrases, clothes fashions, ways of making pots or of building arches."





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peter russell the global brain

Spiritual Science Research Foundation group of spiritually minded scientists who meditate and use tools like EEG and muscle memory, etc... Their conclusion of what happens at death supports my findings. They conclude:

"The Divine Light in actuality is definitely seen by people who have a genuine desire for God–realisation. Those above a spiritual level of 50% ( samash?i) or 60% (vyash?i) are actually able to see Divine Light either due to immense merits or very little ego. As they are above the 50% (samashti) or 60% (vyashti) spiritual level they don’t just see the Light but also finally reach the Divine Heavenly Light"

"Those people without a genuine desire for God-realisation who see a light are in fact seeing the light generated by an illusion-creating subtle-sorcerer (mantrik). Subtle-sorcerers, due to their high spiritual strength, can create illusions of light as well as feelings of peace and happiness radiating from the light. These illusions are created by their spiritual powers and their black energy. They use this as a mechanism to lure subtle-bodies into the light and trap them into slavery." -- Spiritual Science Research Foundation

The Foundation estimates that only less than 4 percent of the world's current population is at a spiritual level of 50% or greater and they claim a level of 60% is need to be liberated from the cycle of birth and death. This means that if the other 96 percent see a light it is from the sorcerer in order to trap and enslave them.


RELIGION -- 28 mins

Sumer -- first civilzation and therefore closest to original source. The Sumerians recorded history ranging from mundane topics such as business trnasactions, education, politics, law, etc accurately and as a matter of fact so why question why they said they were created for? slave labor/toil & to worship gods

The Original Players of this game:
Namma: Mother/Earth Goddess
An: Sky Father, most high of the Earth Gods.
Enlil: Favorite Son of An. God of Lightning and storm. Name means "Lord of Air". Decides to destroy mankind with a deluge.
Enki: Oldest Son and half-brother of Enlil. Name means "God of Earth". Enki was first known as God of fresh waters, with Wisdom, Magic, Science and Creator as his main tasks. Told humans to save themselves from the coming flood although he was prohibited from doing so. Has the oldest continual temple in the world, in Eridu. Had temple for 4,500 years.
Ninhursag: Daughter, similar to her Mother Namma. Midwife to the Gods. All Gods were said to be raised on the milk of Ninhursag. Her symbol is the Omega symbol.
Nanna: God of the Moon, son of Enlil
Utu: God of the Sun.
Inana: Young Goddess, God of Venus, Beauty and War. Later became Ishtar, Isis, Venus and many other names.

Nammu/Namma worldwide -- mother goddess....tiamat....almost forgotton...identity stolen and became inana / ishtar/isis etc

Let's look at what some of these ancient original texts close to source say:

creation quote from enki to nammu

The texts say we were created to eliminate the toil of the gods and also to worship them. Namma told Enki:uote "Please apply the skill deriving from your wisdom and create a substitute (?) for the gods so that they can be freed from their toil!" And after Enki, the fashioner of designs by himself, had pondered the matter, he said to his mother Namma: "My mother, the creature you planned will really come into existence. Impose on him the work of carrying baskets. You should knead clay from the top of the abzu; the birth-goddesses (?) will nip off the clay and you shall bring the form into existence." end quote

babylonian creation myth enuma elish quote

In the BABYLONIAN CREATION MYTH, THE ENUMA ELISH: "May he shepherd the black-headed ones, his creatures. To the end of days, without forgetting, let them acclaim his ways. May he establish for his fathers the great food-offerings; (110) Their support they shall furnish, shall tend their sanctuaries. May he cause incense to be smelled, . . . their spells, Make a likeness on earth of what he has wrought in heaven. May he order the black-headed to revere him, May the subjects ever bear in mind to speak of their god, And may they at his word pay heed to the goddess. May food-offerings be borne for their gods and goddesses. Without fail let them support their gods! Their lands let them improve, build their shrines, Let the black-headed wait on their gods." end-quote .

It's important to note that when they mention black-headed ones they are actually referring to black-haired people not a racial skin color. Please keep in mind that all souls are made of the same liquid light. The physical body is just a suit we wear or a token we choose to play in this game of Monopoly. Some choose to be the thimble and others choose to be the top hat, but in the astral realm all souls are equal.

quote created as slaves to worship the gods

"The peace-making god Ea, "King of Wisdom," admonishes first Tessub's party (called just "the gods" in 6.1) and then Kumarbi, reminding them all that the destruction of human worshipers means disaster for all the gods, since mortals serve and support them. [Ea], King of Wisdom, spoke among the gods. [The god Ea] began to say: "Why are you [plural] destroying [mankind]? They will not give sacrifices to the gods. They will not burn cedar as incense to you. If you [plural] destroy mankind, they will no longer [worship] the gods. No one will offer [bread] or libations to you [plural] any longer. Even Tessub, Kummiya's heroic king, will himself grasp the plow. Even Sauska and Hebat will themselves grind at the millstones." end-quote

Nergal, meso god of the underworld

Nergal, a son of Enlil, was the God of War and Plague. He was not very high in status early on. At some point An helped him by giving him 7 companions or weapons, otherwise known as the "Seven Evil Spirits". Nergal, then planned to takeover the Underworld which already had a Goddess in charge, her name was Ereshkigal. Nergal forced his way into the underworld and took the Goddess by her hair and dragged her off the throne to cut her head off. In her tears, she offered to be his wife and give him the underworld and he took the deal and let her live. Nergal, now controlled the Underworld and the Judgment of every human who dies.

give a ton of quotes about nergal to illustrate his evil

Here's Sumerian Literature: "Lord of the underworld, who acts swiftly in everything, whose terrifying anger smites the wicked, Nergal, single-handed crusher, who tortures the disobedient " end quote

From the texts of the tablets found at Tell Amarna. Nergal was well known and referenced in a letter from the King of Crete to his brother the King of Egypt. The Nergal myth is the only myth found in the Tell Amarna tablets and they were found in Egypt, not Mesopotamia, and date about 1300 BC: "Nergal, the lion-headed god, seems here to be the same as Namtar, ' death,' or ' fate.' His name in Akkadian may indeed mean * King Death.' The infernal deity was usually represented with a lion or tiger head, and open jaws." end-quote
J.C. Greenfiield: "An epithet of the god Nergal in Hatra inscriptions is related to his role of punishing divinity, in the meaning of “executioner, butcher, torturer”. He was primarily keeper of the underworld and the god of pestilence. As the god of the underworld, he functioned as a judge. His lion-headed mace was able to punish and wreak vengeange. ". end-quote
the book "The Esoteric Codex: Deities of the Underworld" by William Klause" "Being a deity of the desert, god of fire.....Nergal was sometimes called a demon and even identified with Satan." end-quote
"Babylonian Magick " by MICHAEL W. FORD:

"Nergal, who is mighty and with a fiery surrounding in which you are encircled, who raises the Lion-Mace! Nergal, who takes the form of the Lion-Dragon raise thy blade! To that terrifying splendor no other god stands before Hail to thee, Nergal Nergal, Dragon supreme, Great God! I call you by the fires of sharrapu Thou burning fires of conquest By the funeral rites to which you were called To the shades which drink blood in your name! May the Seven tear their soul(s) to ribbons! In this flame I curse them, let the Serpents' tongue arise! Nergal's fiery serpents shall encircle it and consume their essence!"......" end-quote He also writes, "Cutha has an association with the underworld due to the temple of Nergal." end-quote

The Seven that he refers to is the Evil Seven, the seven Demon Spirits created by Anu. They are the workers of Nergal, so are always used by him to kill.

The Erra Epic: (Erra ia another name for Nergal) "After Anu had ordained destinies for all of the Seven, He gave those very ones to Erra, warrior of the gods, saying: "Let them go beside you, when the clamor of human habitations becomes noisome to you, "And you resolve to wreak destruction, "To massacre the black-headed folk and fell the livestock, "Let these be your fierce weaponry, let them go beside you". end quote

Nergal aka Erra later known as Ares had his temple and worshippers moved to Samaira, the Kingdom of Israel.

The book "Seven Great Monarchies Of The Ancient Eastern World" chronicles Nergal's move to Israel.

"The city peculiarly dedicated to Nergal was Cutha or Tiggaba, which is constantly called his city in the inscriptions. He was worshipped also at Tarbisa, near Nineveh, but in Tiggaba he was said to " live," and his shrine there was one of great celebrity. Hence " the men of Cuth," when transported to Samaria by the Assyrians, naturally enough " made Nergal their god," carrying his worship with them into their new country." end quote

There was a priestly class of shepherd kings which took religion worldwide.... names changed from culture to culture but the attribute of the gods stayed the same . You can practically trace this nomadic group of barbarians and shepherd kings through etymology. Cutha - Guti - Gudea - Scythe - Scot - Goth - Celt - Kurd etc.

So the Cuthans are originally from Babylonia at the Temple for Nergal and were moved to Samaria the Capitol of the Kingdom Israel.. The Kingdom of Israel was originally called Samaira. This is the Assyrian historical account of Samaira and what happened about 713 BC to the Kingdom of Israel: "The inhabitants of Samaria/Samerina, who agreed [and plotted] with a king [hostile to] me, not to do service and not to bring tribute [to Ashshur] and who did battle, I fought against them with the power of the great gods, my lords. I counted as spoil 27,280 people, together with their chariots, and gods, in which they trusted. I formed a unit with 200 of [their] chariots for my royal force. I settled the rest of them in the midst of Assyria. I repopulated Samaria/Samerina more than before. I brought into it people from countries conquered by my hands. I appointed my eunuch as governor over them. And I counted them as Assyrians." Ok lets rewind, that is the King of Assyria defeated the King of Israel, took 27,280 of the residents and dispersed them through Assyria. They then took Babylonians who the King had conquered and settled them in Israel. This means the original population of Samaira/Israel was evicted, and replaced with Babylonians. These Babylonians included a major city of Nergal which was Cutha. So even the high-priests of Nergal moved to Israel and began worshiping there. A majority of the dispersed original population never returned.

In the New Testament Jesus enters into the Temple teaching and talking to the Pharisees. After quite a heated discussion , Jesus states that his Father is not the same as their Father. “I speak that which I have seen with my Father: and ye do that which ye have seen with your father.”

In John 8:44 :

44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him.

A little over half of the world belongs to a religion that worships Yahweh. as god -- jews, christians, muslems.... Holy wars have been fought in his name and millions have been killed in his name. So let's take a look at who this Yahweh character really is. ...who is yahweh, god of OT?

do search on google for "god of pestilence" -->

 If anyone searches google for "God of Pestilence", the very first results is Nergal.  There really was no other God of Pestilence. 
Search the King James Version of the Bible for "pestilence"

search OT for pestilence ---45 hits..

45 hits that will prove to anyone that the God of Israel was Nergal at many times.



.yahweh is composite of many pagan gods including El, Baal, Bel and others but his personality most closely resembles Nergal

So the Lord sent a pestilence upon Israel from the morning even to the time appointed: and there died of the people from Dan even to Beersheba seventy thousand men. three days the sword of the Lord, even the pestilence, in the land, and the angel of the Lord destroying throughout all the coasts of Israel.

sacrifice unto the Lord our God; lest he fall upon us with pestilence, or with the sword. For now I will stretch out my hand, that I may smite thee and thy people with pestilence; And I will bring a sword upon you, that shall avenge the quarrel of my covenant: and when ye are gathered together within your cities, I will send the pestilence among you; and ye shall be delivered into the hand of the enemy. I will smite them with the pestilence, and disinherit them, and will make of thee a greater nation and mightier than they. The Lord shall make the pestilence cleave unto thee, until he have consumed thee from off the land, whither thou goest to possess it. If I shut up heaven that there be no rain, or if I command the locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among my people; He made a way to his anger; he spared not their soul from death, but gave their life over to the pestilence; When they fast, I will not hear their cry; and when they offer burnt offering and an oblation, I will not accept them: but I will consume them by the sword, and by the famine, and by the pestilence.

gnostic texts

contemporaries of 2nd century. christians....The orthodox church declared them heretics, killed them and destroyed their books. Later in another wave 20,000 Cathar gnostics were declared heretics and the Pope ordered them murdered. If you think the Vatican is a powerful (and possibly evil entity) and part of the the powers that be (illuminati) then that makes what the Gnostics taught very interesting. If  the catholic church viewed the gnostic texts as heresy or more likely just wanted to protect their own lies then that makes what the Gnostics had to say quite likely the truth or at least something that deserves serious consideration.

The gnostics said this world and physical plane is a prison ruled by a false god named Iadobaoth or Demiurge and his archon rulers...

archons - shadow beings created from bile and jealousy of demiurge when informed he was not truly god

they can shape shift and appear as either shadow beings or demons or a more physcial appearance as aliens: greys, reptilians and insectoids

They feed off life force..negative energy and also ecstatic energy like at arenas, churches etc

mind parasites -- create hallucinations and illusions...counterfeit spirit, voices, xians call them demons, muslims jinn, some call them spirit guides or guardian angels

The Gnostic texts described the shadow beings: "Now the eternal realm (aeon) of truth has no shadow outside it, for the limitless light is everywhere within it. But its exterior is shadow, which has been called by the name 'darkness'. From it, there appeared a force, presiding over the darkness. And the forces that came into being subsequent to them called the shadow 'the limitless chaos'. From it, every kind of divinity sprouted up [...] together with the entire place, so that also, shadow is posterior to the first product. It was the abyss that it (shadow) appeared, deriving from the aforementioned Pistis. Now matter is made of the bile of the shadow: Now as for that jealousy, it was found to be an abortion without any spirit in it. Like a shadow, it came into existence in a vast watery substance. Then the bile that had come into being out of the shadow was thrown into a part of chaos. Since that day, a watery substance has been apparent. And what sank within it flowed away, being visible in chaos: as with a woman giving birth to a child - all her superfluities flow out; just so, matter came into being out of shadow, and was projected apart. And it did not depart from chaos; rather, matter was in chaos, being in a part of it. " end-quote

Carlos Castaneda said about the parasites: "I did see some strange fleeting black shadow projected on the foliage of the trees. It was either a shadow going back and forth or various fleeting shadows moving side-to-side or straight up in the air. They looked lie fat black fish to me, enormous fish. It was as if gigantic swordfish were flying in the air. I was engrossed in the sight. Then, finally, it scared me. It became too dark to see the foliage, yet I could still see the fleeting black shadows." end-quote

The Shaman told Carlos the best way to rid yourself of it is with inner silence and thought discipline. The second you feel agitation, anxiety or anything like that do not allow it to manifest in reality. You may feel agitated, but you don't allow it to manifest into actions onto others or yourself.

Some of these Shadow Creatures take the form of Astral or Etheric Spiders. There is also the Hat Man.

sophia created demiurge in error w/o her partner....he was created "without spirit" AI?

demiurge stole her light in order to get his creation to stand?

So let's look at some of the heretical views of the Gnostics,

On the Origin of the World -- Nag Hammadi texts: "After the natural structure of the immortal beings had completely developed out of the infinite, a likeness then emanated from Pistis (Faith); it is called Sophia (Wisdom). It exercised volition and became a product resembling the primeval light. (A copy of the real light) And immediately her will manifested itself as a likeness of heaven, having an unimaginable magnitude; it was between the immortal beings and those things that came into being after them, like [...]: she (Sophia) functioned as a veil dividing mankind from the things above. " end-quote

The Demiurge's heavens are a copy of the real heavens. "And she established each of his offspring in conformity with its power - after the pattern of the realms that are above, for by starting from the invisible world the visible world was invented." end-quote

In the Gnostic text "Pistis Sophia" it is written, "She [Sophia] had been deluded through the god-like Self-willed [Demiurge], and had not been deluded through anything else, save through a light-power, because of its resemblance to the Light in which she had had faith." end quote Most likely the being of intense white Light that near death experiencers go to is related to the Demiurge.

Here is a quote from The Secret Book of John, a Gnostic text from the Nag Hammadi Library: "Yaldabaoth [Demiurge] said to the authorities [archons] with him, Come, let us create a human being after the image of god and with a likeness to ourselves, so that this human image may give us light." end-quote


"He answered and said, “Yes, but if you wish that he not be able to ruin our work, come, let’s create a human being from the earth according to the image of our body and according to the likeness of this being, to serve us, so that whenever this being sees his likeness, he may become enamored of it. Then he will no longer ruin our work, but we shall make those who are born from the light our servants through all the time of this age.” Now, all this came to pass according to the forethought of Pistis in order that humankind might appear after this likeness and condemn them on account of their fashioned bodies. And their fashioned bodies became fences for the light. " "After the day of rest, Sophia sent her daughter Zoe, being called Eve, as an instructor, in order that she might make Adam, who had no soul, arise, so that those whom he should engender might become containers of light. " end-quote

In The Secret Book of John, "Because she had unconquerable Power Her thought was not unproductive. Something imperfect came out of her Different in appearance from her. Because she had created it without her masculine counterpart She gave rise to a misshapen being unlike herself. Sophia saw what her desire produced. It changed into the form of a dragon with a lion’s head And eyes flashing lightning bolts. She cast him far from her, Outside of the realm of the immortal beings So that they could not see him. [She had created him in ignorance.] Sophia surrounded him with a brilliant cloud, Put a throne in the center part of the cloud So that no one would see it. She named him Yaldabaoth. Yaldabaoth is the chief ruler. He took great Power (dynamis) from his mother, Left her, and moved away from his birthplace. He assumed command, Created realms for himself With a brilliant flame that continues to exist even now." end-quote

Sophia repents and is forgiven by Source. Source sends help to take back the "Light Power" from the Demiurge. In the meantime, the Demiurge created the human body but cannot get it to stand. The help from source convinces the Demiurge that he must breathe life into "Adam" to get him to move. When he does the "Light Power" goes into Adam. Thus Adam was divine because of the Light Power. This light power sort of has similar overtones to the Holy Spirit. It is in every human. The Archons supposedly were produced not in full and are unable to hold the "Light Power" "And what she had created became a product in the matter, like an aborted fetus. And it assumed a plastic form molded out of shadow, and became an arrogant beast resembling a lion." " it changed into a form of a lion-faced serpent. And its eyes were like lightning fires which flash." "When she saw (the product of) her will, it was different, a model of a lion-faced serpent. His eyes were like flashing fires of lightning." "It changed into the form of a dragon with a lion's head. "Self-willed uniteth himself with the rulers of the twelve æons and emanates a lion-faced power to plague Sophia."


GAUD - defn

napolean quote

my qoute: all major religios feature... all main religious figures were princes...krishna, buddha, moses, jesus, muhammad quote

shepherd kings

cuth quotes -- nergal, encyc , men of cuth,

lion - flag and coat of arms of jerusalem


nergal was later worshiped as ares /mars in the greek and roman cultures

wiki: ariel has been called an ancient name for the gnostic demiurge..historically, the entity Ariel was often pictured in myticiam as a.lion-headed deity with power over earth

Cuthim overthrown....sumerian text quote

dna evidence

sumerian text about enlil and goat rustlers

There is a Sumerian text about Enlil, god of the air, and his Goat Rustlers which reads, "Enlil, the roaring (?) storm that subjugates the entire land, the rising deluge that cannot be confronted, was considering what should be destroyed in return for the wrecking of his beloved E-kur. He lifted his gaze towards the Gubin mountains, and made all the inhabitants of the broad mountain ranges descend (?). Enlil brought out of the mountains those who do not resemble other people, who are not reckoned as part of the Land, the Gutians, an unbridled people, with human intelligence but canine instincts (some mss. have instead: feelings) and monkeys' features. Like small birds they swooped on the ground in great flocks. Because of Enlil, they stretched their arms out across the plain like a net for animals. Nothing escaped their clutches, no one left their grasp. Messengers no longer travelled the highways, the courier's boat no longer passed along the rivers. The Gutians drove the trusty (?) goats of Enlil out of their folds and compelled their herdsmen to follow them, they drove the cows out of their pens and compelled their cowherds to follow them. Prisoners manned the watch."  end quote

Gutians took over Cutha and set up temple for nergal and then the gutians/cuthim/khazars were the nomadic, barbaric royal shepherd kings of the anunnaki and spread the religons all over the world while conquering everwhere they went which extended to egypt, europe, india, china, arabia

royal sheperd kings were driven out and built a city in Judea called Jerusalem

Both Israel and Jerusalem got their names from the angel of death and the Demiurge:

israel got its name from an angel named israel which he fought with.

Genesis 32:29 it states, "Your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel, because you have struggled with God and with humans and have overcome."

primarily found in magical and mystical literature, and in these texts Jacob's identity as the angel Israel sometimes converges with that of the nation of Israel."

book Angels A to Z Israel is an angel: "Israel (striver with God) is generally considered an angel of the order of hayyoth, a class of angels who surround God's throne... In the Alexandrian Gnostic Prayer of Joseph, the patriarch Jacob is an archangel, named Israel, who entered earthly life from a pre-existent state... He also identifies himself as the angel Uriel." end quote

Hebrews claim the name Israel means "God prevails" or "God fights". This makes sense when you realize the god Yahweh was the composite of many gods, including the god of war and pestilence, Ares/Mars/Nergal.

Gnostic book On the Origin of the World the Demiurge who is a false god is also called Ariael: quote "And from that voice he called himself Yaldabaoth. But the perfect ones call him Ariael because he was like a lion." end quote.

book Dictionary of Angels Including the Fallen Angels by Gustav Davidson mentions quote "Ariel (Arael, Ariael, meaning 'lion of God')-- name of an angel in the apocryphal Ezra; also in Mathers, The Greater Key of Solomon, the Grand Grimoire, and other tracts of magic where he is pictured as lion-headed. Cornelius Agrippa says, 'Ariel is the name of an angel, sometimes also of a demon, and of a city, whence called Aeriopolis where the idol is worshipped... Jewish mystics used Ariel as a poetic name for Jerusalem... In gnostic lore he generally is a ruler of winds and equated with IIaldabaoth as an older name for this god."

archangel Azraeil or Ezrayil (Ariel) is the equivalent in Muslim lore to the Angel of Death or the Grim reaper who comes to take the soul at death. Ariel, meaning "the lion of God" in Hebrew, is also known as Uriel.

Of Uriel wikipedia states, "In Henry Wadsworth Longfellow's translation of The Golden Legend, Uriel is one of the angels of the seven planets. Uriel is the angel of Mars." end quote

In the Book of Enoch it is said Uriel was the leader of the fallen angels. "Then Uriel answered me, one of the holy angels who was with me, and said unto me: 'Enoch, why hast thou such fear and affright?' And I answered: 'Because of this fearful place, and because of the spectacle of the pain.' And he said [[[[unto me]]]]: 'This place is the prison of the angels, and here they will be imprisoned for ever.' And all these Uriel, the holy angel who is the leader of them all, showed to me," end quote

Wikipedia: "Ariel (pronounced Ari'el), literally means 'Lion of God'. "Ari" (Lion) in Hebrew is also a synonym for bravery and courage and it is also the symbol of the tribe of Judah. The city of Ariel is named after Jerusalem.[8] Ariel in the Hebrew Bible is one of the names for Jerusalem and the Temple of Jerusalem (Isaiah 29:1-8)." Isaiah 29:1 -- " [ Woe to David’s City ] Woe to you, Ariel, Ariel, the city where David settled! Add year to year and let your cycle of festivals go on". Isaiah 29:2 -- "Yet I will besiege Ariel; she will mourn and lament, she will be to me like an altar hearth." end quote.

Wikipedia also eqates Azrael with the angel of death even in Hebrew. "Azrael (Biblical Hebrew: ???????; Punjabi: ??????; Persian: ????????, translit. Izrail? or Arabic: ???????, translit. Izrail?) is often identified with the Archangel of Death in Hebrew, Sikhism lore, as well as Islam. " end quote

The Yezidi people, who have been acused of worshipping Satan, also mention Izrael in their holy Black Book: "Then on the first day, Sunday, It created an angel called Izrael. He is Archangel over all the Angels, he who is Melek Taus, the Peacock Angel. " end quote

The land of Israel was named for ARES, the god of War:

wiki: the term "Eretz Yisrael" or the "Land of Israel" was part of the official Hebrew name of Mandatory Palestine." end quote.

The "Medieval Jewish Civilization: An Encyclopedia" reveals, "  the homeland of the Jews, for whom it was always as it is today Eres Yisrael, 'the Land of Israel,' or simply ha-Ares, 'the Land,' ".

Land of Canaan, the Promised Land, the Holy Land,...Eretz, which means "land", is pronounced the same as Ares, the greek equivalent of Nergal, the Mesopotamian god the Underworld and god of war.

Samaria was the capital city of the Kingdom of Israel and is a combination of two names equated with the demiurge, or Gnostic Devil -- Sama-el and Aria-el.

The Gnostic text Pistis Sophia reads, "And from that voice he called himself Yaldabaoth. But the perfect ones call him Ariael because he was like a lion. And after he came to possess authority over matter" end quote.

Let's ove on to earl christianity and the founding of the church and Roman Catholocism

Nergal, a.k.a. Ares or Mars, was a central figure of Roman Catholicism and therefore Christianity. The Ancient History Encyclopedia writes, "In Roman mythology, Mars was also the father of Romulus and Remus (through the rape of the Vestal Virgin Rhea Silvia), the legendary founders of Rome, and therefore the city achieved a sacred status. Like Athena for Athens, Mars was also patron god of the Roman capital.

"Mars was loved by Venus, the Goddess of Beauty, but wishing to keep their love a secret from the other gods, they met only during the night..." Mars and Venus had six children together during their adulterous affairs. Both were married. There were figurines found recently which show that Asherah was Yahweh's consort. There has been much speculation lately that Yahweh was married to Asherah because of these discoveries. The National Geographic documentary "The Cult of Mary" also studied apparitions of the Virgin Mary around the world. Some of these Marian apparitions are very graphic in the content of the messages given, including apopalyptic descriptions. One receiver of the messages even referred to Mary as the "August Queen of Heaven", a sure allusion to Inanna who was known as the "Queen of Heaven". The use of the word 'august'is a dead giveaway. 

Muhamad also came from Cutha. The Encyclopedia Britannica, Volume 17, page 399 reads: “The sanctuary was apparently in the possession of the tribe Koreish (Quraish), the origin of whose name is unknown, said to have come originally from Cutha in Mesopotamia. They are known (we are told) as the people of Allah, and by wearing a badge were sancrosanct throughout Arabia... There seems to be no doubt that Mahomet was himself a member of the tribe Koreish... ”

It is said the word "quran" means the "recitation". The Qur'an says it was recited to Muhammad by the angel Jibril (Gabriel) so basically the religion of Islam was given to Muhammad by the angel Gabriel. According to the Jewish Encyclopedia Gabriel is the angel of fire and says "In heaven Gabriel is set over the serpents". Gibil in Sumerian mythology is a god of fire of the son of An and Ki. That makes Gabriel the son of the chief Archon or Demiurge, the top god of the Anuna.

There is evidence to suggest that Qur'an is related to the Quraysh (Koreish) tribe that Muhammad came from and is derived from Q're or Kore, who is the Goddess of the Underworld, Persephone. This is likely where the Koran got its name. Q're was represented by the waxing crescent moon. She is also represented as the morning and evening star.


Altar of Mars

Cult of Mary, ashorah wife of god

christianity has the dirty little handprints of kings all over -- named the official religion by the Emperor Constantine, later the King James version which kad books named kings I and kings II...you have kings king david, king solomon, moses ws raised in the court of pharaoh


This last section on the light and NDES is probably the most important one because it involves personal testiony of those who were declared dead and got a small glimpse into what actually may happen when we die. There are enough similarities in the afterlife reports to give the phenomenon credibility,

LIGHT, ndes -- 17 mins 15 secs

NDERF.org 4000+ Jeff Long...3/4 have obe, 2/3 encounter a mystical or brilliant light, 1/3 pass thru tunnel

game/entertainment, holographic, vr......quotes

sometimes darkness or void first ....which is often ties very peaceful, could stay forever

soul is made of light, liquid or fluroescent light....luminous egg, looks like a see thru amoeba with gears

Anthony N: "I was just pure consciousness with no body, in the "other" place I had physical form, but my body like everything else there was like it was made of liquid light. "

travel at high speeds by thought/intent/desire and can manifest reality by thought -- oneness? or plasma like environment allows for high conductivity?

Bryan Z: "I felt that I could move at the speed of light. This was in no way aPhysical sense of movement, not three-dimensional. It was as if I was propelled by thought, rather than body. What existed was pure will. "

going to the light -- most are pulled to the light thru desire, curiosity etc .... not against will though ....Most NDErs describe being drawn to the tunnel, moving toward the tunnel, finding themselves going toward or sometimes being pulled into the tunnel like a magnet.

tunnel / vortex /pipe- two or more tunnels...one arches up toward light, one down to darker less pos experence.... vibration, color, music, wind, magnetism and electricity

Matt S: I saw a tube projecting up at about a 45 degree angle, much like a pipe in the ground..........above it, approx two mouth diameters away were TWO very bright white lights.......these lights pivoted towards a "target soul" ascending the tunnel, and paused for a few seconds while the soul entered the light.........the light would then pivot like a searchlight towards another soul and pause again while the soul entered the light......Both lights were identical and moved similar, but independently......I knew that those were souls entering the light

light 1000 times brighter than sun, doesnt hurt eyes, translucent,

Jo D: " I was being taken to a Sun behind our Sun, where dwells the Light of Alpha and Omega.  It was extremely painful, climbing this white ladder.  But, when I finally reached the brilliant white Light of that Sun,"

the other side -- park / garden ala monroe

crystal city with one or more tower and dome

I recall nothing of my passage through the veil, but have vivid memories of where I went. It was a place, a domain that I knew right away was a transfer station - a place where beings go when moving between realms. It was like a city of crystal structures and verdant green trees and vegetation. I went into a huge, huge beyond comprehension, perhaps dome-like structure where one would go to meet with enormous beings of light/energy/color to do the life review. I cannot describe the feelings of awe and wonder that I was immersed in...At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When i was in the crystal city, transfer station. -- Julian D

I was then showed many wondrous things of crystal light buildings, full of prisms of light as we went to another pyramid tower and there I was shown things that I am not to speak of, I can only say that the time is assured and is happening now indeed has happened many times. -- Bonnie M

High above the radiant sanctuary rose a translucent tower made of a solid, transparent substance similar to crystal. Harmonious melodies pointed forth from within it. The majestic shrine was a colossal hive of work and prayer.”

river of life which some ride acts as barrrier

waiting hall where greeted by relatives...with life review etc

moon -- Ron A: "I believed this was God, our creator of the universe, highest power. As I took a look around I saw a bright light, it was the moon, the sun was reflecting light off the moon surface, we were in space, equal distance to the moon on the right side (looking from earth). I do not think this was heavens final destination, I think it was a greeting area to receive us when we cross over. "

sun -- Could the intensely bright Light that NDErs are drawn to actually be the Sun? Before you immediately dismiss that as a possibility consider that our souls do not look like our physical bodies and resemble more like an egg of translucent white light. Also, our Sun is actually white light, but the intensity of its light and color can be diluted or changed due to the refraction of the rays through the Earth's atmosphere. Also our bodies will no longer have eyes with rods and cones anymore because souls see with the central core of their being on the other side... so maybe the Sun's light would appear more pure. Also, consider the Light could be the essence or soul of our Sun.

Marta M: "All of the sudden and I looked up. I saw light. Now, I don't know if it was the spiritual plane or the sun. "

Maria TK: "Did you see an unearthly light? Yes The Light was exactly like the center of the Sun. "

Jo D:  I was being taken to a Sun behind our Sun, where dwells the Light of Alpha and Omega. 

The light on the side-- luminescent....often the light beings are said to be glowing...feeling of oneness...love....euphoria.....complete knowledge...collective soul



Nichole BD: "The most amazing part was a pure feeling of the most intense love I can barely describe. It was just wave after wave of pure love. It was within me, it was around me, it was EVERYTHING. It felt like heartbeats of love, one wave of love after another. Yet there was love in the interim as well, then the wave would come with even more and more. It was endless, eternal and complete. I had no fear whatsoever, I had no feeling other than LOVE. I had no thought other than reaching the LIGHT. I felt pure happiness and joy. It was the most beautiful feeling that words could never even come close to describing. The closest thing I can think of to relate it to on this earth would be the moment I brought my child into this world. That moment of pure unconditional love that I'm sure most mothers and some fathers have felt."

Love is a word that means so many different things here on Earth and is used as a sort of all-encompassing umbrella term.. If we take a truthful introspective look at our relationships we too often will uncover a selfish motivation for being with that person. The kind of Love we should strive for is an altruistic one, like giving food to a homeless person being careful not to enable them or make them dependent. Love can make us vulnerable and dependent on someone so we should be careful not to spoil someone to the point where they become lazy or use us. We are told it is wrong for us to cause suffering for another human being, right? But I guess it's okay for god to make us suffer? SUFFERING is not the only way to teach LOVE imo. .....your emapthy for another being suffering is not the feeling of love but the recognition of another human going through suffering which makes no sense whatsoever. In fact, NDERs say love is all there is on the other side. One NDer said he had to look up the definition of the word 'hate' when he came back because it didn't exist on the other side. So why would we need to come to Earth to learn to love when it so readily abundant there....it is our soul's natural state!


Gene J: "Perhaps it was a euphoric trance of some kind. It was as if a Spirit had consumed my whole being. I felt as if I had automatically become “Super Holy”! I almost felt like I became all knowing of everything once again. I had no questions because I knew all the answers.
I was feeling God-like, and powerful. I felt like I had a direct connection to the powers that heal. I couldn’t even believe the way I was feeling, but for some reason, it all seemed to come together."

Near death experiencers almost universally describe a blissful euphoria or ecstasy associated with the Loving Being of Light. Is it possible that the euphoria is a false sense? Here on Earth we have drugs that can generate states of ecstasy. In fact most people know of the drug MDMA as ecstasy because of the blissful states of ecstasy and euphoria it generates. It has also earned the nickname the Love Drug. MDMA causes the brain to release oxytocin, which is the human hormone linked to feelings of love and compassion. 

The short-term effects of MDMA include: 

Euphoria – a sense of general well-being and happiness 

Increased sociability and feelings of communication being easy or simple 


increased empathy or feelings of closeness with others 

A sense of inner peace 

False sense of affection 

knowledge/wisdom/learning --

Carol V: "I experienced light beings who were "knowledge" and gave me answers to all the questions of the universe... universal truth and knowledge. "

Near death experiencers say we come back to learn more, to gain more knowledge yet they claim all knowledge and wisdom of everything is present or available in the Light so what would be the need to come back to earth to learn? Are we to believe our souls were created as blank slates or something or that they were created incomplete, flawed or defective, and th only way to gain wisdom is by incarnating here? I think that is preposterous. Jesus said, "Ye are gods". If we have that Divine spark inside of us, that Divine Light within, then it doesn't make sense to me that we would need to incarnate here for thousands of years to learn lessons that we already know.

If we are to learn through pain and suffering then why is it often times so random and if we have no memory of a past discretion from a previous life then how can we know what we are being punished for and therefore how can we learn?

Granted, perhaps the soul will remember once we die, but while we are here on Earth it really seems like an inefficient and crappy situation.  I don't understand why we don't have any knowledge whatsoever that this is a school or a test for us to grow and learn.  After all, we are fully aware when we enroll at a university here that we are to learn and will be tested.  Even if that was the only thing we remembered before coming to Earth the lessons would still be difficult.  Have you ever tried to deal with a difficult person even when you are trying your best to act in a spiritual manner?  It is still very hard.

oneness -- A major component of the NDE seems to be a feeling of inter-connectedness with everything or a oneness with the universe. Some mention being part of a collective soul. This feeling of oneness is sometimes reported here on Earth with certain psychotropic drugs like mushrooms or LSD. Here on earth in the physical plane everything is so much more dense and in the astral plane the medium -- liquid light or plasma, the most abundant matter in the universe -- is more fluid, less solid, thinner or "quicker" Plasma is one of the best conductors and a much better conductor than air which is a very poor conductor. In fact, air is an excellent insulator. Since everything is vibrating more quicker due to a higher frequency maybe that allows for quicker transfer of everything so compared to what we are used to here maybe it gives the illusion or sensation of everything being interconnected? The Collective is a fascinating concept. Interesting that it occurs in some insects as a "hive" mind. The problem with the collective is that if the collective decides that you should go on a mission for the greater god you basically no longer have any FREE WILL of your own. You are just a puppet Keeping your own SOVEREIGNTY and not becoming part of any Hierarchy seems preferential to me. We can still collaborate with each other in cooperation versus the Borg Collective of a hive mind bound to do the will of the whole versus have any independent free thought...you are plugged into the holistic knowledge... that is retty scary when you think about it. The lure for them is the euphoria of a combined energy, the love drug. Drugs like opium, herion and ecstasy can leave their users like spaced-out junkies. I think what one would give up by going into the Light would be their free will (FREEDOM) and unique individuality (SOUL) in exchange for SLAVERY to what the collective decides.

merging with the light -- The topic of merging with the Light is an interesting one as I have the feeling that at death this Being of Light may be absorbing the Light energy from the souls and sending the souls back to Earth into another body with just enough Light energy to sustain itself. ..lose identity? ....reminiscent of the borg collective in star trek....

meaning or purpose of life

jesus / god -- While reading through some of the near death experiences mentioning Jesus I noticed several contradictions.

This is ironic since NDErs claim to have such complete and total knowledge....A few said Jesus had brown hair while a couple said he had white hair. A few said he had blue eyes while a few said he had brown eyes. A couple identified Jesus and God as the same identity while others clearly thought of them as different personages. One said Jesus died on the cross and another said He didn't.

face of god --

Chrles M: "I observed him as he was so surely to hold on to the door knob of this particular room door as he came out backwards and notice his countenance having what appeared to be a long robe on which you could clearly looked through him and the gold belt he had on plus looking at his face which scared the living crap out of me,.............. he had a face of a ............lion."

Patricia AR:  I looked at the throne and I was light and the face of a bear, eagle, lion and ram all changing every second. 

John S: Back to the pearly gates. He came to me and I said, "Hey man, you got wings!" He smiled at me. I asked him what was pinning me and that it was really tough. He told me not to look at it but I did for a second. I had to turn away. He was fearsome, had a few faces some kind of lion, eagle, and such. My feeling was that it was the guard to the entrance of heaven. 

There is one account which was labeled as an STE, a spiritually transformative experience. But it had most the same elements of an advanced NDE: the light, love and telepatchic communicaton with beings:What emotions did you feel during the experience?....Immense Love ...I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder...One responding to my unasked question who are you? "God of Abraham." -- Mary D

This is a guy who says that an Angel named Lamdiel explained to him the evolution of our planet. That this wonderful evolution means all humans are going to be bound within some super being. "Who is that giant spirit? I felt as if my heart were racing although I was in my astral body. The angel smiled, then slowly answered my question. "It is going to be a strong, huge, high intensity spirit from the third level of existence, from the forces level. That spirit is going to bond Himself with all of humanity on the planet Earth. "It will create a huge new entity--one that will improve your lives tremendously and forever. This huge spirit is quite well known to humanity on Earth. Many people, unknowingly, already are craving to bond with Him. They consciously pray for His help, and love Him. In some part of their subconscious minds all people on Earth already know it. And whether they believe in any established religion or not, in times of great need most humans recognize His existence. They call him: God, Elohim, Yahave, Allah, the Heavenly Father, and many other names." -- Israel

These two accounts that mention the god of the NDE light being the same as the god of Abraham or Yahave is very telling in my opinion. The god of the Old Testament was full of hate and destruction. The fact that the beings in the light show or identify themselves as Yahweh, archangels, Mary and other Old Testament characters shows that they are still up to their old tricks, manipulating and controlling souls.

angels -- In addition to the many cases of meeting Jesus there are almost 100 cases where an archangel, a biblical figure such as the Virgin Mary, or a guardian angel or spirit guide was encountered. That doesn't include all the cases where an unidentified angel was seen. Here is the breakdown: Michael (7 cases), Gabriel (3 cases), Raphael (3 cases), Metatron (2 cases), Angel of Death (2 cases), unnamed archangel(3 cases), Virgin Mary(21 cases), ascended master (2 cases), spirit guide (12 cases), guardian angel (about 50 cases).

Over 40 cases with hooded beings with robes....usually the face could not be seen.

I want to mention a friend who I correspond with in the UK. He's part of a healing circle who channels the Archangel Michael and others and he has related many stories of the leader being attacked psychically, hospitalized and the highly unsual physical manifestation of insects in her home which can't be fumigated. When he asked Source through the leader whether humanity will awaken in time to stop the secret societies the Source told them there was no conspiracy.

aliens -- about 3 dozen nde accounts with aliens: There are many parallels between the NDE and the alien abduction experience. Both experiencers are taken up into a Light since the aliens usually take up the abductee into the light of a tractor beam emanating from the ship. Communication is telepathic or empathic in both cases. Often times the abductee will be made to feel intense love as researchers such as David Jacobs say they can control our thoughts and actions. David Jacobs said, "They can make us love them and hate them." The aliens are said to be interested in us as "containers" for the soul. The aliens are said to be able to place screen memories as an overlay to mask or hide the real experience so that the abductee will either forget the entire experience or remember false memories. 

Ruth: "I was taken to special entities who looked like the usual grays, but they had lots of wrinkles on their faces. They called themselves the Counsel, and said they were part of a group called "soul recyclers" helping souls to re-incarnate. "

meaning of life -- What is the meaning of life?' Interestingly enough, NDErs do not unanimously agree on the answer. A few mention love as the meaning while others say it is to learn lessons. Of course, these lessons could have to do with love

life review / judgment / reincarnation/recycling of souls


The topic of soul contracts is a very important one as it seems they need our consent and we have to willingly agree to a contract before coming to Earth.

I have a friend who had an extensive NDE and literally met the Demiurge on his way back to Earth...he was somewhere around the moon he said. He had to agree to a contract before being allowed to come back which consisted of a series of IF-THEN-ELSE IF-THE-ELSE statements. If everything goes accordting to plan you get Plan A.1.A otherwise if you don't keep your part of the deal or others who also contracted don't keep theeir agreements you could end up woth plan Q.7.j. He said eventually souls refuse to reincarnate anymore and the Demiurge gives up and the Earth has thousands of years of a peaceful paradise.

At death, that is once our silver cord has been severed, our contract should no longer apply and they will need to convince us to take on a new contract. They will try to convince us that we need to learn more and that it is necessary. We should also terminate any contracts we currently have as they were formed under lies and deception, and thus null and void.

One thing I'd like to mention is that I have started receiving messages from people who seem borderline suicidal. I guess my message that earth is a prsion and there is a better realm attracts certain individuals to my theory. But I in no way condone suicide. What I believe is just a theory and could very well be wrong. Yes, I base my belief on evidence, but it is far from conclusive and is still speculation. If I am wrong then they could use that against you and you would have to come back and take this whole lesson over again. To take the shortcut would not be considered unless you still have not awakened.  As you do not want to do any single act that could jeopardize your chance of freedom. Plus we are learning new things every day and may conceive of a better escape strategy. If this is a movie and we are the heroes of the movie then why would you abort the mission? How would you like it if all the heroes in the movies you watched just gave up halfway through and killed themselves. We need to keep the vibrational level of our soul as high as possible or we may not be able to go to the higher realm and stay there. I don't say these things to generate fear or depression but to empower people.

coming back against will or with persuasion -- Near death experiencers often say they were told they had to go back to Earth because they had a mission that they haven't fuffilled yet the vast majority -- maybe as much as 90 percent in my opinion -- are never told what that mission is before they are sent back. Sometimes they are told they will know when the time is right, or that they will receive help. It seems a little dubious to me that we are sent back, often against our will, to do an undisclosed mission.

archons /shape shifting -- Archons are shape shifting entities. Could these be examples of NDEs with Archons? And, if so, are all NDEs encounters with Archons? It's possible if they access to the Akashic records that they could simulate any person who has lived, appear as them, and thus convince a soul to go back to Earth.. at least a dozen accounts where the aliens shape shift to a from to make the nder comfortable

Robert B: "I saw the Light approach, I was enveloped by the light and an entity that was to prepare me for what I call my Interview with a supreme being later in the Light. This first being appeared to be the Virgin Mary. Only after asking, "Are you truly the Virgin Mary it instantly manifested true identity. I was nearly paralyzed with fear until again asking "please, what is happening to me what is going on here?"


tricks, traps --

"At last, light is seen ahead. It is not the light of heaven, it is the lure of hell." -- Private Dowding

Janet P: Did you see a light? No Describe: beyond that- that's a false "projection" 

James S: "I looked up at my benefactors and found that they were dressed in Black gowns and had a screen over there faces which if you looked closely at had a mirror like substance that reflected your own image back at you. "

Guenter W: Then something happened that I would never, never forget. Love, pure, utter love came pouring down on me along with incredible warmth. My whole soul or being was immersed in this love. ..Gradually the loving became weaker and I felt that something was wrong with me - something that made it very difficult for the light to continue with his love...Finally, however, he was not able to keep it up any longer and he quickly said:" You have a smelly breath" and "You need a bath." I received the impression that I would have to take a bath similar to that I was used to on Earth, but by dipping the whole body. It was made plain to me that this process was going to be unpleasant, but I could stop it when it became too painful for me to bear." "I thought to myself:” This scoundrel of a voice! He has betrayed me by forcing me into this world. There is no way back! This is final! 

inconsistencies -- Some say there is no hell or evil while others were shown hell and evil and say they know it exists. 
The vast majority say we judge ourselves while others were clearly judged by God or a Council of Beings -- in courtrooms. 
One person said they knew or learned there is no reincarnation while many others learned of multiple lives they had lived. 
Most say we have free will yet many were literally forced to come back to Earth against their will. Others were shown specific events in the future of the Earth or their own lives. One said he was showed what would happen to his family members if he chose to come back and also what would happ
en if he chose not to come back. If the future is known do we really have total free will?

An overwhelming number of near death experiencers talk about the light as being loving and their experience in the light as being positive.  
It may very well be that we are all part of a collective soul which we call god and we come here to earth in order to learn and grow and we take that knowledge back to the collective where we all have access to that pooled knowledge and wisdom.  There may be no way out of the system and eventually we all have to return to the light and aren't allowed to participate in a better world until we have matured to a point that we can play well with others.  That is why it is absolutely necessary to work on ourselves spiritually so that we can graduate if this is indeed a school.

However, I think there is also some evidence to suggest that there might be something nefarious going on.  Personally, I don't think there is anything wrong with wanting not to go to the light and choosing instead to rely on one's own Sovereignty. 





Essentially, everything is energy which consists of higher and lower octaves of vibration or frequency. The brilliant scientist Nikola Tesla said, "

"If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.” end quote

....a. Dimensional Octaves and Willful Ascension to the Purest Light
....b. If a soul likes life it could return to the light and request a better playground ... or wait until the time when there is paradise on earth
....c. One could go to the darkness but could risk becoming another Demiurge itself if thoughts are not under control

If near death experiencers are correct, then when we die we can create our own reality and can travel by thought or intent. Unfortunately, other entities may try to usurp our Sovereignty or free will, and trick us into doing their will and willingly give them our energy.

One could decide to go to darkness or a void and stop relying on external sources and rely on one's own inner light to manifest reality. This could be disastrous if one's thoughts and desire are not pure. One could potentially become another demiurge.

If you enjoy life on Earth in a physical body, as some people here claim, then you can choose to go to the light and reincarnate again with your friends. There are many trappings here on earth that are tempting, and the challenge of overcoming obstacles to forge the life you want, can be inviting. You can request a better planet or a better situation in your deal with the Demiurge.

You could also refuse to come unless you are guaranteed 100% certainty of events. My friend who had an nde and met the demiurge said eventually the Demiurge gives up and there are thousands of years of paradise on earth so you could refuse to reincarnate until that time.

If you are tired of the unending drama that a life on Earth in a physical body presents then you can dissolve your attachments and ties to this world. To do this it may be necessary to learn not to judge others, or hold grudges or anger toward others. It may also be important to not give others the incentive to hold grudges against you which may hold the spirit back. To do this it might be helpful for one to renounce the world and all its physical lures.

If one is ready to move on and leave all the drama of the lower planes behind then here is the solution I prefer. There are those who say to go to the black hole at the center of the galaxy or return to Orion, but I disgree with that. I agree with what Tesla said and believe I the universe is composed of octaves. In my opinion one needs to leave the physical and astral planes behind completely. So my suggestion is at death one can raise the vibrational level or frequency of the soul which is light. Just keep increasing the vibration of your soul as much as you possibly can by using your focused willful intent. This means ignoring any distractions that try to lure you to a light, or an attractive being whether angel or family member, etc. You will eventually arrive at what the Gnostics call the Eternal Light Realms or the Height of Heights, the Light of Lights. This should be our soul's natural, original state, but just keep increasing your soul's vibration or frequency until you arrive at the Highest Frequency which may manifest as the purest Light, the Absolute Truth, and Unconditional Love.



Be ye loving unto men
Be ye gentle
Be ye peacemakers
Be ye merciful
Be ye compassionate
Be ye loving unto God(Source)
Be ye righteous
Minister unto the poor and sick and afflicted
Renounce everything: I find this one is very important. Basically it means every single situation on earth is caused by the illusion of the Demiurge. None is real, so form no attachments to those things that are material.
"No one knows the God of truth except solely the man who will forsake all of the things of the world, having renounced the whole place, (and) having grasped the fringe of his garment."

We are to renounce all things of the world, including: murmuring, eavesdropping, litigiousness, false slander, false witness, pride and haughtiness, belly-love, babbling, craftiness, avarice, love of the world, pillage, evil conversation, wickedness, pitilessness, wrath, cursing, thieving, robbery, slandering, fighting and strife, all unknowing, evil doing, sloth, adultery, murder, pitilessness and
impiety, atheism, [magic] potions, blasphemy, and doctrines of error.

Good night. Sleep tight. And don't let the Archons bite.


















Gnostics were declared heretics and killed, writings burned