Adam Crabb The Crazz Files Third Radio Interview -- 4/2/2017

Adam Crabb The Crazz Files Third Radio Interview -- 4/2/2017

First off, I'd like to say that I don't claim to know what the actual Truth is in absolute terms. The cosmos is a very big place and in reality what we think we know may be a very small slice. I will share with you what I think I have come to learn from many years of research. It's healthy to question things, but in the end we have to decide what resonates with us as true in our own souls. The information I cover is a very deep area and can be a bit overwhelming and disconcerting at times and can sometimes generate fear but I give this knowledge hoping to empower people. What I'd like everyone to keep in mind is that I believe ultimately this is all just a game or a role we choose to play in a movie or play like a reality TV show. In fact, 3 dozen near death experiencers say they got the distinct impression that life was some form of entertainment.
David J said, "I asked him what the meaning of life is. He told me "for the entertainment of the spirit realm." end quote
And Nanci D said, "It is my understanding that what transpired during my NDE is the “real” reality. Life as a human is more like a dream, role in a play, virtual reality game, character in a drama, etc. though these words fall far short of actual explanation." end quote
Mira S: "I realized that the real goal of the mind created ‘life game’ in life, was to remove the veil of delusion and ignorance and reach the Ultimate Truth of one's reality in life itself."

So my web site is named and I investigate the commonly held notion and oft repeated meme -- especially in Hollywood movies -- that the soul goes to the light when we die. Let me first give a quck overview of the website. I propose that the plot of this game, play, or show is that humans are imprisoned here on Earth by extradimensional entities that farm and harvest the energy of our souls for food. Since we are likely living in a holographic, fractal reality, like the hermetic principle of "as above, so below" that happens to be the very plot of many Hollywood movies. The heroes must save the people of Earth from the forces of evil which often take the form of a villainous mastermind and his minions such as aliens or scary monsters that wish to enslave mankind and feed off our life force. This is also seen in the very popular vampire and zombie archetypes. These archons harness the light power of our soul to sustain their worlds and existence. They do this by convincing us to willingly do this via our consent to give away our Sovereignty or power voluntarily. It is all illusion projected from the Consciousness of our own true inner light. Our Consciousness is like a movie projector. In order to end the game and be victorious the heroes must become enlightened enough to discover the truth, brave enough to accept that truth and strong enough to wake up the masses.

Since I last appeared on your show almost a year ago I have come across more corroborating evidence to support my theory and from leading experts in virtually every relevant area. This supporting evidence comes from many fields of research including the following: over 4000 near death experiences compiled by; the feedback of 16,000 out of body experiences compiled by author William Buhlmann; between 4000 and 6000 psychedelic experiences compiled by Stanislov Grof, DMT experiences; pre-birth experiences; the historic writings of the first human civilization we know of, the Sumerians; the writings of esoteric religious groups such as the Gnostics; the Tibetan Book of the Dead by buddhist monks; great philosophers such as Plato and Socrates; the psychologist Carl Jung; various researchers in the Ufological community such as David Jacobs, John Lear, Val Valerian, Karla Turner, Linda Moulton-Howe and others; the scientific research of Nikola Tesla, David Bohm, Karl Pribram and others; and last but not least dozens of emails I have received from readers and listeners around the world sharing their invaluable personal experiences.

I'm going to be reading a lot of quotes in an effort not to take things out of context and so that people know I am not just paraphrasing. Feel free to jump in and interrupt me if you have any questons or want to comment on something. [pause]

I'd like to talk some about the nature of our prison. Our souls are held artificially within our physical bodies which are bound to the Earth by gravity. We only have a limited amount of free will, if any at all. At this time we can't leave the Earth. If I wanted to go to explore the solar system or galaxy today I couldn't short of having an out of body or near death experience or perhaps through meditation or psychedelecis. I don't have a spaceship or the necessary energy required to achieve escape velocity. Furthermore, many things we experience on the Earth are what we would prefer not to do such as work at jobs most our life or suffer through ageing, disease, warfare and the lying, cheating and manipulation of others.

Nick Bostrom put forward an idea called the simulation theory in which he postulated the universe we live in is a simulation. More and more scientists these days are speaking out about the likelihood we are living in a virtual reality or computer simulation. Neil de Grusse Tyson gathered scientists at the 2016 Annual Isaac Asimov Memorial Debate where the topic was "Is the Universe A Simulation?" Tyson put the odds at 50-50 that our entire existence is a program on someone else’s hard drive.

The idea that we are living in a simulation has started gaining momentum. Elon Musk, CEO of Tesla Motorcars recently said: "

The strongest argument for us being in a simulation probably is the following. Forty years ago we had pong. Like, two rectangles and a dot. That was what games were.

Now, 40 years later, we have photorealistic, 3D simulations with millions of people playing simultaneously, and it's getting better every year. Soon we'll have virtual reality, augmented reality.

If you assume any rate of improvement at all, then the games will become indistinguishable from reality, even if that rate of advancement drops by a thousand from what it is now. Then you just say, okay, let's imagine it's 10,000 years in the future, which is nothing on the evolutionary scale.

So given that we're clearly on a trajectory to have games that are indistinguishable from would seem to follow that the odds that we're in base reality is one in billions." end quote

There is a reddit subforum called "Glitch" where people are reporting glitches in the matrix. One person wrote, "Twice this week I've woken up and there's these goldeny bronze perfect geometrical grid lines in my vision for like 20 seconds and then they disappear once I'm more awake but are there long enough for me to know I'm not dreaming.." Some of the replies: "You're experiencing ascension symptoms, waking up from the matrix, or seeing beyond the veil so to speak. "

"On LSD I saw grid lines everywhere, I would look at an object and see the grid lines of the object's shape. "
"I get the same thing occasionally. For me it starts as ones and zeroes, fades into the lines, then it fades into everything around me. "
"I've been seeing them for a few years. They kind of look like the light that comes in through window blinds. I've also noticed them recently while watching TV. "
"This is more common than you think. Considering this is a Computer Projected Universe, on occasion people can see through the illusion. Many young children have seen the "Frequency Fence/Energetic Membrane" that encircles the Earth. We are energetically locked into this Slave Reality."
"The aliens that are controlling the Simulation are called "The Archons". They pretend to be Angels,Guides, Ascended Masters, Lords Of Karma. Every human is judged by them and told they owe "Karmic debt" and must return to the "Earth School". The human then has their Memory Erased and are forced to Reincarnate. This has been going on for a long time now and is complete slavery. Humans are used as "Energy Slaves" and seen as nothing more. Whether or not you choose to believe all this does not matter, everyone is currently enslaved by The Archons."

People have started to wake up to the reality and agenda of the archons as can be seen by these quotes in thesame thread:

"I have remembered at least 4 or 5 past lives through my dreams and meditation. I strongly believe that most, if not all of us, have been here many times before. My brother has this theory on what happens in the afterlife to also be part of the simulation and is set up to trick us into staying in the cycle of being reborn onto this earth to simply produce more and more energy. That we are these powerful beings that don't even realize our own full potentials even in the immediate afterlife, that you get a chance to try and figure it out each time you come back, and that there are other beings controlling it all. So pretty much, aliens. We will never know".
and yet another: "It is absolutely a Computer Simulated Universe. Matter is actually Holographic. The Simulation is currently run by Parasitic Aliens called "The Archons". They are Parasites and are using humans as an energy source. To continue the enslavement they have set up a complete con job in the Astral Afterlife. People are told they "Owe Karmic Debt" and need "More Lessons". The humans memory is erased and they are forced to reincarnate over and over. This has kept humans from ever advancing. In fact most go backwards in development. The Archons see humans as cattle and nothing more. The entire Simulation is actually an Alien Farm for harvesting energy."

We are basically an experiment to our creators, like taking care of Sims characters in a virtual reality TV show for their entertainment. We are like pets to them. NDErs say earth is a school where we learn lessons and grow, but the very fact we have a food chain where creatures must kill and eat each other just to survive should serve as notice that there is something wrong in this design. I think the farming of humans is similar to the way we farm animals and harvest crops....when we farm animals like sheep and cattle we try to make them reasonably content and happy....we keep them well fed and breed them in order to produce more offspring... we care for our crops and ensure they get the right amount of water and sunlight.... we also recycle energy here on earth so it can be reused which may be similar to the concept of reincarnation or multiples lives. As humans, we like to think we are at the top of the food chain yet we only perceve a very thin sliver of the electromagnetic spectrum in the form of light and sound. There are countless reports of entities called shadow beings which people sometimes see at night and reports by shamen and hypnotherapists of spirit attachments that gain energy from people. In fact, we get drained of energy on a daily basis and have to recharge our batteries at night when we sleep. Also, throughout the course of our lives we lose energy. As a toddler we are bouncing off the walls and at the end of our lives we walk with canes, are bedridden or don't even have enough energy to stand on our own.

Gnostics put forth similar ideas about the universe being a holographic copy a couple thousand years ago. In the gnostic book "On the Origin of the World" it was written -- "likeness emanated became a product resembing the primeval light manifested as a likeness of heaven"end-quote

It says, "If you do not want him to be able to ruin our work, come let us create a man out of earth, according to the image of our body and according to the likeness of this being, to serve us; so that when he sees his likeness, he might become enamored of it. No longer will he ruin our work; rather,we shall make those who are born out of the light our servants for all the duration of this eternal realm."... "Now all of this came to pass according to the forethought of Pistis, in order that man should appear after his likeness, and should condemn them because of their modelled form. And their modelled form became an enclosure of the light.... And it is they who were taken captive, according to their destinies, by the prime parent. And thus they were shut into the prisons of the modelled forms until the consummation of the age."

I have previously mentioned how Gnostic texts say that the goddess of wisdom, Sophia, tried to create a likeness or image of the Eternal Light Realms, but made a mistake or error. This error resulted in what was termed Chaos and the creation of the demiurge, who is the false god or creator of this world we live in. "After the natural structure of the immortal beings had completely developed out of the infinite, a likeness then emanated from Pistis (Faith); it is called Sophia (Wisdom). It exercised volition and became a product resembling the primeval light. And immediately her will manifested itself as a likeness of heaven, having an unimaginable magnitude; it was between the immortal beings and those things that came into being after them, like [...]: she (Sophia) functioned as a veil dividing mankind from the things above."

The Demiurge's heavens are a copy of the real heavens. "And she established each of his offspring in conformity with its power - after the pattern of the realms that are above, for by starting from the invisible world the visible world was invented." end-quote

The texts say this was done without consulting her consort, the Ineffable Father. Thus the Demiurge was "without spirit", perhaps a way of saying it was an AI creation having consciousness but no soul. Maybe Sophia's error or mistake is a way of saying there was a loss of information or loss of coherence when she made a holographic copy of the Eternal Light Realms.

In the Gnostic text "Pistis Sophia" it is written, "She [Sophia] had been deluded through the god-like Self-willed [Demiurge], and had not been deluded through anything else, save through a light-power, because of its resemblance to the Light in which she had had faith." end quote Most likely the being of intense white Light that near death experiencers go to is related to the Demiurge.

Here is a quote from The Secret Book of John, a Gnostic text from the Nag Hammadi Library: "Yaldabaoth [Demiurge] said to the authorities [archons] with him, Come, let us create a human being after the image of god and with a likeness to ourselves, so that this human image may give us light." end-quote

This loss of information or incompleteness would be a form of ignorance and delusion because it was not an accurate or complete replica. This is sort of how the Demiurge is described -- as deluded and ignorant. And as Jung's allegory or metaphor of the shadow explains could result in envy, jealousy since those are qualities of someone who is insecure because they are lacking the knowledge or completeness if you understand what I am getting at. After all, what is Chaos but scrambled, disorganized incoherent information or disorder. "cha·os, noun: complete disorder and confusion". And maybe, just maybe, the Light being of the Near Death Experience (Demiurge related) does have missions for all us poor saps...the mission is for his sake....he is desperately trying to learn or gain that loss of knowledge when the holographic copy was he sends us to gather info via all kinds of experiences so we can report back the info for his collective "wisdom".... Pleroma is the Fullness or Completeness.... the holographic copy is not complete or full, has a loss of info or coherence..or is chaotic in a sense. Sophia means wisdom. She wasn't a "she" but an androgenous power. So indeed wisdom is the power that escaped. Notice that her thought produced a copy. Her thought, just as our consciousness intent produces things in the astral. I am Sophia, you are Sophia. When our wisdom came down to the material, we did not realize the demiurge would steal our power and keep us fettered in the material. About a third of our consciousness is shadowed by the Counterfeit Spirit. You lost some wisdom while here. You still won't have it all back until you go to a higher frequency. Just as Sophia was restored, so will we be . We created this on behalf of the demiurge without even knowing it. I'd like to read a couple of scientific quotes I pulled off the Internet. "For example, holograms appear three-dimensional (3D) because of the parallax that can be seen through the window of the hologram. Most holograms are recorded with coherent light, although some of the most commonly displayed holograms work in reflection (for instance, holograms on credit cards) and can be read out with incoherent, white light (6, 7)."

"The more pure the light the greater the coherence length." so they are saying white light in not coherent or is impure.

In the field of psychedelics Stanislov Grof who has research based on between 4000-6000 cases has a book called The Cosmic Game. In the book he relates a memory from one of his clients about four demiurges who helped co-create the world. He also wrote, "Since the divine play, the cosmic drama, is unimaginable without individual protagonists, without dictinct separate entities, the existence of evil is absolutely essential for the creation of the world as we know it. This understanding is in basic agreement with the notion found in some Christian mystical scriptures according to which the fallen angel Lucifer (literally, “Light-Bearer”), as a representative of polarities, is seen as ademiurgic figure. He takes humanity on a fantastic journey into the world of matter. Approaching this problem from another perspective we can say that, in the last analysis, evil and suffering are based on a false perception of reality, particularly the belief of sentient beings in their separate individual self. "

In his book "The Psychedelic Experience" Timothy Leary compares the psychedelic experience to the bardo stages of the Tibetan Book of the Dead. In it Leary keeps referring to an ego-based "game" of life. In fact, he uses the word "game" over 100 times.

So maybe our soul's light is broadcast like a signal is/was high frequency, still could be high frequency at its core or center ....could it be it was slowed down as it traveled outward and the EM was built to keep us out and from getting back to the central core (ELR?)... so it's like there is the ELR at the central core with a veil dividing it from chaotic astral realms and then there is an even longer signal here in the physical and the entrainment is keeping our signal long and slow. Icke is right in saying it is a vibrational prison. We think in terms of the soul being imprisoned inside of the EM field around it but maybe it is better to think in terms like we are being kept OUTSIDE and not able to go back inward. It is almost as if the ELR/soul signal transmission is getting jammed or interfered with by the EM field? "Another way to block a frequency is simply to encase it in a conductive substance. This is known as EMF shielding. " end-quote

What keeps us outside is our intent and attention. The power is in intent, so by bringing it back inside, your power is internal.

PBS did a three part series, "Natural Born Hustlers", on the most deceptive predators and the tricks they use to be successful. The narrator explains at the beginning of each episode: "Every day, animals face the single greatest challenge of their lives -- find food or die. With no guarantee of where the next meal is coming from the stakes couldn't be higher. So what can animals do to tip the balance in their favor? Would they lie, cheat, or steal from one another...just to get an advantage, just to survive? Come on, of course they would! Meet the planet's greatest animal hustlers. The con artists, impersonators, and thieves. Animals that will do whatever it takes to get a meal." end quote

NOVA special by National Geographic called "Creatures of Light" where they studied bioluminescent and biofluorescent creatures. When threatened, certain species shoot bright flashes of light to stun and confuse their enemies. Many fish use light to lure food in. Anglerfish dangle a light in the darkness to lure its prey. Cuttlefish hypnotize their prey with a dazzling light show. Glow worms in Antartica hang from the ceilings of caves and look like the night time sky, attracting prey who are lured by the lights.

The episode of Limitless I just watched was about a bacteria that feeds off of electricity/electrons based off a real life form here.

In the scientific book "the body electric" by robert o becker...he explains how the human body produces electricity ...he says."two separate currents one from bone and the other from nerves produce potential of opposite energies".

A New Scientist article "Meet the Electric Life Forms that Live on Pure Energy: Unlike any other life on Earth, these extraordinary bacteria use energy in its purest form – they eat and breathe electrons – and they are everywhere" hints toward there being some substance to that claim. The article appeared in print under the headline “The electricity eaters”.

If there is energy there is something consuming it. This points to Astral Parasites being absolutely logical.

According to a LiveScience article entitled "Stange! Humans Glow in Visible Light", "The human body literally glows, emitting a visible light in extremely small quantities at levels that rise and fall with the day, scientists now reveal. Past research has shown that the body emits visible light..."

According to another article "Biophotons: The Human Body Emits, Communicates with, and is Made from Light". "...Indeed, the human body emits biophotons, also known as ultraweak photon emissions (UPE), with a visibility 1,000 times lower than the sensitivity of our naked eye..."

It appears that this physcial reality and the astral one beyond it are thought constructs co-created as consensus realities. Out of body researcher and writer William Buhlmann wrote, "It's important to learn how to consciously move and lock your awareness within any individual energy environment. You unknowingly did this when you entered the first nonphysical reality immediately after your death. When you embraced this construct and accepted it as your own, you became one with it. In doing so, you unconsciously locked yourself in a structured consensus-thought matrix created by a group of like-minded souls."


Let me further explain how our soul and consciousness might be imprisoned here. When a baby develops a heart, it creates an extensive electromagnetic field around it. This field of the heart may be what keeps the soul imprisoned in the body in addition to the chakra system. It is electromagnetic forces not physical ones that hold the soul in the body. Our soul or consciousness is imprisoned because of the electromagnetic field of the heart. Electricity is generated when a magnet is rotated so the iron that circulates in our blood due to the heart's pumping keeps us imprisoned but also the spinning of the iron core of the Earth with a low frequency of 7.83 Hz. By chaining us to low frequency, we sit at a basically tranquilized state trying to wake up from it. It's a very low frequency but not completely dead.. We do produce electricity. When the heart stops the E-M field dissolves and so the soul is no longer bound within and is released. The Heart being a huge electrical producer and filled with iron makes it a bio-chemcial motor. The heart stops and then stops producing electricity which causes the fields to slowly fail until you can escape. So our soul fell in consciousness and is held within our electromagnetic field. It dawned on me that the symbol people draw for the heart -- this one, <3 , but turn it upright -- at least the top portion, is representing the toroidal field of the heart torus.

The European Fusion Network Information web site has an article entitled "Plasma Confinement by Magnetic Fields" which states "Left to itself, a plasma - like a gas - will occupy all the geometrical space available, because of the collisions between the particles. Magnetic fields can confine a plasma, because the ions and electrons of which it consists will follow helical paths around the magnetic field lines...Toroidal Configurations, in which the risk of losses is removed by curving the magnetic lines around to form a closed loop. "

Is it just a coincidence that both the heart and the Earth's electromagnetic fields form the shape of a torus? In my opinion, this plays a vital role in keeping our souls imprisoned here.

There are five categories of brain wave states ranging from Delta waves which are the slowest to Gamma waves which are the fastest, highest frequency. The lowest category are Delta waves which are between 0.1 and 3 HZ and are associated with detached awareness or deep sleep or deep hypnosis. Theta is the next class above that and ranges from 4 to 7 HZ. This is the state of meditation although this state can be used to reach the higher gamma state. Alpha state is the next one up from Theta and is 8 to 13 HZ. This is a state of relaxation or light hypnosis such as when one is driving a car and the brain is on autopilot. The next stage up is Beta and is 14 to 30 HZ. This is our normal everyday waking state of awareness. The highest state is Gamma and is 31 to 100 Hz. This is associated with peak focus or concentration, insight and expanded consciousness.

Our consciousness while in a physical body is being held in a lower state.

NDEs & Consciousness

I do believe near death experiencers are having a very real experience and faithfully reporting what happened during their glimpse into the other side. Although each experience is unique and perhaps filtered through each individual's own belief system and life's experiences there is enough commonality to draw important conclusions.

Reports suggest when one dies the soul is released from the physical body and floats up out of the body and into an astral dimension. The soul is made of a translucent, liquid light and one can travel by thought, intent or desire and instantly manifest objects into reality. Many near death experiencers report seeing and traveling through a tunnel towards a white light. It may just be a tunnel effect as one travels so fast through the astral realm. It seems as though some desired to go to the light while others reported just being sucked there beyond their control. But while traveling through this tunnel they hear beautiful, heavenly music and see irridecent colors of the rainbow, including some colors not known here on Earth. Some go to a park or meadow and some encounter a river of life. Others go to a crystal city where there are buildings, which include a dome-like structure and tower. Others find themselves in a greeting area where they may encounter relatives. It should be noted here that obviously none of the experiencers actually died, but came back to their earthly bodies to continue on with their life. Some said they were given a choice whether to return. Many others were told it was not yet their time or that they had a mission yet to fulfill although the mission is rarely ever told to them.

Some souls underwent a life review where they relived every moment of their lives and how their actions impacted other people and even beyond that in a ripple effect. While some were shown it on a screen some definitely do say they were fully immersed in their life again reliving it. Everything in our lives is recorded and while the Being of Light doesn't judge us for what we did we do tend to judge ourselves.

NDEs reveal that a soul sheds its physical body and lower animal everyday normal waking consciousness or ego and experiences the afterlife with the true expanded consciousness or awareness of its soul which is described as pure consciousness. Souls experience this state of superconsciousness whether they go to the light or not. I have talked to NDErs who felt the love and they never even went through the tunnel or entered the light. It is the natural state of our Soul and being free from the physical body which is yoked to an animal brain and Counterfeit Spirit. I'd like to read some examples of what NDERs had to say about Consciousness as a result of their NDE.

Mathilde M: "Consciousness remained, totally alert, linked to this luminous flow to such an extent that it dissolved in it. I was this refined, sublime consciousness. "
Bruce C: "It was a totally different type of consciousness, it was without any constraints."
Jeff C: " I know my identity is an eternal existence now. I would no longer call it consciousness, it is a self identity separate from consciousness...more like a super consciousness."
Nancy H: "Although my body looked unconscious, my mind/spirit was hyper-aware. "

Max Planck in 1931 said ,”I regard consciousness as fundamental. I regard matter as derivative from consciousness... All matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force which brings the particle of an atom to vibration and holds this most minute solar system of the atom together. We must assume behind this force the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind. This mind is the matrix of all matter.”

Robert Monroe was also a pioneer in out of body experiences. robert monroe loosh quote: He concluded man is an experiment of "Someone, Somewhere (requires likes, needs, values, collects, drinks, eats, or uses as a drug (sic) a substance ident Loosh. (Electricity, oil, etc) This is a rare substance in Somewhere and those who possess Loosh find it vital for whatever it is used for. Faced with this question of supply and demand Someone decided to produce it artificially, so to speak, rather than search for it in its natural form. He decided to build a Garden and grow Loosh. .." end quote

DMT experience: " The entity explained that it existed in another dimension so that it could feed off of human thought unhindered. (I got a feeling that the relationship wasn't symbiotic; perhaps these "thought drainers" somehow suck life energy from humans, along with the mental energy.) "
"Upon entering hyperspace I percieved myself falling through a tunnel in zero gravity at light speed then once again I penetrated a 'bubble/membrane' and was in what I refer to as 'The Dome' or 'The Control Panel' only this time instead of a percieved 'octopoid' redirecting my awareness to various structures there was this huge gelatinous-hexagonal-rubix-cube type machine..."

Another Experience with Aliens From the article "Aliens, Insects and Elves! Oh, My!" by Jon Hanna
"... The entity then initiated telepathic communication with me, explaining that it was quite surprised that I could see it, as this usually didn't occur. It said that it lived by extracting human thought/emotion. Human thoughts were both the currency of its species, as well as their sustenance/energy source. I was given the impression that--as the coin of its kind--different types of thought/emotion were valued differently; those with a more intense energy charge, such as fear or love, were worth more. The entity explained that it existed in another dimension so that it could feed off of human thought unhindered. (I got a feeling that the relationship wasn't symbiotic; perhaps these "thought drainers" somehow suck life energy from humans, along with the mental energy.)....Maybe these creatures had some influence on inciting wars or disasters in the human realm? "

DMT Experience Emailed to Me
A reader of mine wrote me and related an experience he had while using DMT. He wrote, "a while back I had some psychedelic experiences that depicted alien farmers who shadowed me around their planet. They showed me some inner workings of life and how we are used as vessels for higher meanings. Death was no different than life and I could see visual exchanges from one to the other. They were hands on in explaining and preparing me for my next stages of existence. Maybe that sounds a bit out there and maybe it was, but it felt profound. In fact at one point they drove a probe into my mind and said they removed something so that they could add another thing. When I asked what they installed, they simply told me that it was for 'long term'.

"The first one I met was standing in a field behind a fence. It was very tall and lanky. ... It took me in and brought me to some others that were equally tall and lanky, grey and emotionless. They put me in a bed that sort of felt like a bobsled. Pushed me down a track to where I met with some others who were identical to them but I was now in a lab. They shadowed me around, did the long term thing and then slid me down a track back to earth, and my consciousness, if you will."

"I remember specifically that I "stood off to the side" and watched "stars" shoot across the landscape from left to right in my vision and was told that those were "space travelers" trying to make the transition from earth to the farms... Death wasn't anything to be afraid of because basically it was the same as life. We were just assigned jobs. Life was a job on earth and after we "punch out" we end our shift and report back to these farms. No souls are ever lost after that, we are reassigned. ... "Im not sure what they were farming."


Next I'd like to share some relevant inforation from the area of alien abductions. I believe the aliens are astral based and are able to shape shift.

John Lear:
Ufologist researcher John Lear told Art Bell during their 9-02-94 interview, "Mankind is an experiment... according to the documents that Bob read [Bob Lazar], the experiment has been going on for several hundred thousand years. They made sixty-five separate corrections to a being that they made from whatever was on the earth at that time, made it or genetically engineered from something else they had to make us into what we are today, and what they refer to as 'containers'. Now what we contain wasn't specified. You can say it was blood, hormones, enzymes, -- that sort of thing. But also there's fairly good evidence that the experiment involved the soul and that they can experiment with the soul. They can remove it. They can put it in. They can save it, whatever they want. That's my best guess: it has to do with the soul."

In an 1-15-98 Art Bell interview with John Lear, Art Bell brought up a previous interview where John Lear told him not to go to the light.: "I recall you saying one thing to me, John, that has haunted me for years and haunts me today. We have had a number of guests on this radio program about life after death. Inevitably in every warm and fuzzy life after death story, people rush toward the warm, inviting Light: down the tunnel into the Light. And once you said to me, John: 'Don't go toward the light. It's a trick. Go toward the Darkness.' John replied, "Now remember I qualified that by saying that's what Whitley Strieber told. "... right now I'm going toward the Darkness." Later in the program Art asked John: "John, why the dark light? John said, "Because, according to Whitley, if you go to the bright light, you have made a conscious choice of which direction to go and, supposedly, according to him, at that point if you go to the white light, the Greys or whoever's in charge of this thing can decide what to do with you. Now they can either send you back into another body or they can put you into the black box... whereas if you go to the dark, you go right back into a terrestrial body and you continue on with whatever body you got into. " end-quote I know John later said he will go to the light as that is where all his friends will be.

Linda Moulton-Howe:
Linda then went on to relay the experience of Linda Porter from the years 1961-1963 that concerned a praying mantis entity. She said that the whole experience with this tall praying mantis involved a soul transfer from her human body that had a diseased heart to a healthier body container... The clone was preserved in a transparent tube top and bottom that she called a resurrection technology...this tall creature that guided her through this soul transfer..."the emotional aspect is relayed via carrier waves that resemble sound waves but are not part of the human sound spectrum. These waves can be felt, but not heard. "

On 01/14/2016 Linda appeared on Art Bell's "Midnight in the Desert" radio show and discussed the topic of mantis insectoids. She brought up the TV director's experience again and told the host Heather Wade, who was filling in for Art Bell, "You were raising this issue as you just did now that there could be something insidious about what the praying mantises, perhaps collaborating with some of the EBEns, are doing in relationship to life force itself and cloning containers, but at the beginning of the show we were hearing from the TV director in Toronto who was describing feeling an overwhelming -- the most love that he had ever felt in his life -- coming from the praying mantis to him and his extraordinary download as if the praying mantis was in the meditation-altered state making communication with his mind-soul about the fact that the TV director had some relationship to the praying mantises long ago and would again...but it's becoming clear to me that you can have players that are changing their outer form layer by layer. And unless you have technology that can access something about what they really are... we're on a planet in which almost every container could be a potential disguise or camouflage for something else. That is sort of as far as the implications of all this goes: that we can't rely on what we see with our eyes and the government may be using technology."

Heather started off the next segment asking, "... if these praying mantis beings are facilitating the transfer of souls, they are somehow trying to control us as a resource on planet earth and G.S., as we heard at the beginning of the program, felt a great sensation of love coming over him when he was faced with this being... now if they had evil intentions and they can control our minds with these waves -- these sound waves -- wouldn't they do that as a part of their control mechanism... wouldn't they make us think... wouldn't they control our minds to believe they are harmless when in fact they have evil intent?" Linda answered, "Yes, it is a possibility and it's also a possibility that whatever their program is it's so big, so huge, that we on the petri dish... we feel that every shadow is evil. We feel that every tremor is something bad... if this big picture were possible and true why would it not be clear to the people in the abduction syndrome who has which agenda and whether it is good or bad? Why do some people feel it is evil and malevolent, other people feel it is loving? That is one of the biggest confusions right now...

LMH said the preying mantis aliens claim to be in charge of our spiritual evolution. Linda also stated, "... "...if the recycling of souls is the machinery in this universe, one could argue philosophically that entropy in this universe was designed so that there would be a recycling of souls to grow and strengthen and evolve." Later she said, "One abductee told me in the 80s, 'Linda, I am convinced that the extraterrestrials are studying what happens to our soul at the moment of death, that we go to a dimension that they cannot enter'." ."

Dr. Karla Turner:
"Aliens show a mysterious interest in the human soul... a young girl whom the aliens asked if they could borrow her soul... Two different abductees, totally isolated from each other... it happened to both come from the St. Louis area, both shown at the age of five a gigantic, metallic, spherical object somewhere in space and were told in essence it was the soul recycling center... a man who watched as his young body was killed and his soul energy released, captured in a container and taken to a new replacement body where it was reintroduced to the body through the technology of the little black box you might have heard about in some of these cases."

During a 8-28-1994 appearance on Art Bell's Coast to Coast A.M. radio show she speculated on the nature of the aliens' purpose for interacting with humans: "My best opinion is that it is some form, metaphorically speaking, of farming, that we have some source for something, qualities of physical materials, our energetic energy patterns, I have no idea... We might find that they could be considered more correctly perhaps 'interloping farmers' in the way that we as a species has taken over wild animals time and again and domesticated them, and genetically altered them for our benefit..."

David Jacobs
I heard an Art Bell interview with Jacobs where Jacobs said he noticed a new recent development with a significant portion of his abductee clients and that is the clients were suddenly talking about their "new best friend". When asked what their friend's last name is they didn't know. In fact, they didn't know any details about them other than they really liked them a lot. This phenomenon of hubrids to me resembles the near death experiencers who met a beautiful, loving being of Light who loved them so much. Even though they were only in the Light for a short time they come back saying how they know the being is Loving. Jacobs also said these hubrid beings have the ability to control our minds.


Is there any connection between the alien abduction and the near-death experience phenomenon? I found this in hypnotist Edith Fiore's book "Encounters: A Psychiatrist Reveals Case Studies of Abduction By Extraterrestrials". One of her case studies, Sherry, was taken up into a craft in a beam of light and under hypnosis recalled: "It seems like I see a flash of light. I feel this pulsating pulling kind of sensation... It seems like there's some kind of form that seems to be mostly light. I feel kind of frightened... much taller than I am, maybe eight feet or so... Now I'm seeing something different. Seems almost like a... leathery, almost amphibian-type skin. It's kind of greenish-yellowish and wrinkly large eyes, but they were ohhhh! [Grimaces] I really don't want to remember. It's pretty scary. The one thing that I do see is that the eyes are very caring and loving. And I really sense that they are... they really don't want to scare and they worry about that. The caring is really evident in the eyes. [Pause] The face I saw is gone. It was more amphibian like than anything else... I feel like they're... it's like light, some kind of light that's making me calm. It's calming. It seems to be emanating from whoever's around me. There seems to be a kind of merging of forms or something. It's like seeing an aura around somebody. It's not like seeing an actual form, and so the colors merge. But it's mostly like gold. It's not like I'm actually seeing anything, but I feel like I'm being operated on... I just get feelings of love... it seems like they only want me to remember them as light."

This is from an abduction account of Betty Andreasson Luca from Raymond Fowler's book The Watchers II: "Oh, we're running toward the light now. Oh-h-h! [breathless] I can see . . . the Elder is changing to a white light being and . . . the grey is changing into a light blue one [blows out air] as we're running closer to the light. Oh, I'm starting to change into a golden-colored light! Oh, this is beautiful! Oh-h-h. [long sigh, exhales, sighs again] Oh, this is wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. Oh, there is such love. [Betty is in pure unadulterated ecstasy.] Oh, there is such peace. [long sigh] I'm just engulfed in light and blending into that light. Oh! [. . .] It is just fantastically beautiful. It's just so much love, so much peace and so wonderful. It's so wonderful. Oh, it's just wonderful. Oh. It is. It is. It is. [. . .] Oh, this is everything, everything, everything."

Val Valerian wrote this about the Greys being able to store energy: "The Greys are able to detect and perceive emotional responses from humans. Some of these responses (or the frequencies involved) the aliens find distasteful. In order to minimize their exposure to undesirable emotional wavelengths, the Greys will test humans and apply behavior modification techniques to block specific emotional states. Likewise, they will encourage emotional states in the child (and adult) that will result in emotional wavelengths that they can use. The Greys have the ability to "feed" on this energy. They have the ability to confine this emotional energy to containers that have internal fields that will "bottle" the energy, much like a magnetic bottle will hold a plasma. The effect of the use of this energy is like "vitamins" on the Greys. It gives them a boost in vitality. The Greys also have the ability to pickup and gather the energy emitted through the eyes (sometimes called eloptic energy, or biological energy). The Grey uppermost in the group hierarchy always takes the position in front of the abductee in order to absorb this energy, which is upgraded in quantity and quality by induction of emotional processes in the human."

After I was thoroughly inculcated in this WHITE LIGHT amnesia room, two insectoids approached me and told me that I was ready to begin my new life.

"This involves an alien, a bug-like one, a praying mantis-like alien. I have the impression of a voice, possibly programming. Something flashed in my head. I'm just going on impressions. I saw that foggy LIGHT. I hear a voice say 'Go to the LIGHT, ' and I go to the LIGHT.........The phrase "Go to the LIGHT. " It's an implant station. I see a big round sphere, like a space station maybe. "

" Okay. I'm going into a big, huge sphere, space station. I'm going through a tunnel of LIGHT. At the end of the tunnel is this room-and a body--with intense LIGHT& power that just presses and pushes on me, forces me into this body. I can feel the body now, as it (the force field) pushes me in. ..They tricked me. They put me in a capsule and shoot it out of the . . . uh, shoot it out to a planet......"

This LIGHT goes to this implant station that's just huge. Reminds me of a small planet or moon. It's just really huge. At the end of the tunnel of LIGHT in this room with glowing WHITE LIGHT, there's a body in the middle of the room. The LIGHT just pushes me into the body.......Don't go to the LIGHT. I was right about that... The New Age LIGHT. It's part of the trap. "

"... I can see why people are drawn to it. It's like taking a vacation, milling around in the WHITE LIGHT. There's no pain there. You're being programmed to be a sheep. You aren't exposed to stuff. There are other parts of the ship where you are rammed into bodies with force beams. "

"I leave my body and pulled into a tunnel of LIGHT. It just pulls you like a force you can't resist." (It's like a soul-sucking tractor beam.) "It just sucks you in. ... At first I thought they were LIGHT BEINGS. These are the praying mantis guys! They take me into the WHITE, misty LIGHT. I'm being programmed: .... 'ALWAYS RETURN TO THE LIGHT. ' I can see why people think going to the LIGHT is good, because it FEELS good. .... You feel like you're really loved, and you're really special. ", '...Their programming is very sweet, but very insincere and phony.... I get the impression that they are LIGHT BEINGS, but they're not! " ...They're the insect guys.

"It appears that electromagnetics plays a key role in this procedure. I suddenly realized that they were using the nervous system of the body-including the brain, of course-to implant beings into bodies. The nerves transmit electrical charges, which creates electromagnetic fields around the body. The chakras are simply nerve networks, which create electromagnetic fields."

They only "appeared" to be LIGHT beings, due to their uncanny ET ability to create illusions in the minds of abductees, whether out of body or in the body. This ability, as I have mentioned before, can be best described as "telepathic hypnosis; " other researchers use the term "screen memories. " Grays also possess this incredible ability to manipulate people's minds and emotions, and they often use this ability to create an illusion of benevolence and love."


The true Supraconsciousness of our Soul is artificially held down and regulated by the brain. There is a governor or regulator in our brain which keeps the frequency from going higher and helps to keep us dumbed down and asleep. Keep in mind the Sumerian texts say humans were scientifically engineered upgrades to the indiginous primitive man that already existed on Earth for the purpose of being worker slaves for the Anuna gods so they wanted us to be intelligent enough to take orders but not smart enough to overthrow them. The Gnostic text "On the Origin of the World" says, "Since that day, the seven rulers have fashioned man with his body resembling their body, but his likeness resembling the man that had appeared to them. His modelling took place by parts, one at a time. And their leader fashioned the brain and the nervous system."

Pre-Birth Memories & Reincarnation

Most of these were taken from

"At the end of all this I begged the powers to let me stay in the heavenly land. I told them I had been well behaved all those years and hadn't done anything wrong. They acknowledged this but stated that the people who stayed there permanently had had exemplary lives for their previous life but that I hadn't really! I knew then that they wanted me to have another life on earth. At this point I remembered that I had had many previous lives and felt dismayed I would have to have another one and be separated from my heavenly friends. Again I begged them and the voice asked whether or not I too wanted to have an exemplary last life. At this point I replied that I didn't particularly!!!! There was a moment of silence where I reflected a little and saw that another life was the most noble choice and that really there wasn't much choice anyway!" "My next realisation however was that I would lose my memory. I clearly remembering saying out aloud ' you're going to swipe my memory aren't you? At this point there was a moment of silence which I took as a yes before I remember my memory slipping away as a dream memory does upon waking..."

"So now, I am waiting. It seems like the stars or constellations must line up in a configuration that is the map or book of my journey. It’s not that it causes it, but rather out pictures it. At last everything clicks into place and I am ready. I am sinking/floating down. I may be slowly rotating, on my back, face up, arms spread. It is like lazily falling through clouds. This is the process where the “forgetting” takes place. It feels similar to what happens under anaesthesia, when you want to test or resist, but your mind keeps drifting and then you are asleep...”
"Arjan recalls there is a script for our earthly lives, which leaves a lot of room for individual freedom, but fixes certain events that simply need to happen. He remembers that a spiritual being ‘wrote’ specific things down for him."
"The gatekeeper said 'There is a life available that you would be acceptable (or suited) for. It will be very difficult and there will be much hardship. You do not have to accept it.' It sounded to me like I was being offered a part in a play. Overjoyed and enthusiastic beyond words, I snapped at it. 'Yes, I'll take it. I'll go.' 'You do not understand,' the gatekeeper said. 'This life will be so difficult that if you take it, you may not not be able to return here.' At this point I told him I still wanted to accept the life he had described."
"Despite my begrudging sense of duty and my knowledge that my time of rest was up, I defied these two beings and told them to stuff it and that I was going back to sleep. They became slightly agitated and told me that they knew, I knew that I had to comply. However I still was hesitant, remembering past lives spent on Earth, anguishing painful lives that I was still recovering from. They mentioned some kind of promise that I had made and that it was no use trying to back out now. I was still not convinced that I was needed as badly as they said I was and began drifting back to sleep, half hoping that these beings would leave me be. What happened instead was the cosmic equivalent of a scuffle as I felt my essence seized by these beings and heaved into a gently rotating blue portal that had opened up near us. I had never been as offended as I was when this happened. I sensed that the two blue beings were my old friends and that we had shared many adventures but this awakening of my spirit felt like betrayal. Like I had finally gotten out of the cage only to be forced back in... That the dream of me being forced to come back to Earth in this time of great strife was real and that I already had a body and would have to live through another physical life. Another wave of resentment came over me as a blast of unimaginable cold, and harsh artificial light hit my face. At this point the shock basically cut all thought and I became, for all intents and purposes, a human baby complete with memory wipe and material needs."

Although not technically a pre-birth memory this is from Patrick, a listener who emailed me: "....i actually exited this whole thing one night and found myself in a flat room with the whole universe contained within a white orbish thing sitting on a pedestal and a window that reached out into hyperspace..." re: exit - i was doing some meditations and realized the chakra system that the new age tells u to "tune into" is used by the higher self which is in fact the archon/demiurge to feed off of us - the personal anchoring system to be here and come back...i started to pulse the energy outwards one by one...and then when all seven of em were pulsing out, it spontaneously happened...

part of the challenge here is to go into the demiurge/higher self personal rep and merge with it, love it and grow through/out of it and enclose it within your being...i accomplished this...that night and popped out in that room...i busted out a giant buddha laugh....I came to see that the ultimate graduation test is growing more powerful than 'that' aspect of ourselves which is unconsious and out of touch with the whole...
.i've also been inside the "control room" if u will of the higher self/archon control system - its like the architect scene with neo in the matrix with all the incarnations on the screens...i traveled through the "silver cord" to get there...from there is how i popped out into that room i mentioned ties into the end of the 2001 space odyssey scene in the white was quite unique though b/c the room was two dimensional but its was expressed hyperdimensionally is the best way to explain it... i started out a "love and lighter" when i got into the channeled material...then realized they're actually the dark dudes masquerading...then found out there isn't really a love/light option b/c love/light are the two sides of the same problem, namely external authority...identifying with anything outside of one's self."

Some near death experiencers even saw aliens and stated the being of light could shapeshift and take any form desired, ostensibly for the purposes of making the soul feel more comfortable. But once the possibility of deception is possible even when they claim to have telepathy and access to all knowledge then how can we really be sure of anything? The last time I spoke with my friend who had a near death experience and met the Demiurge, the creator of ths world, he said he has been having a recurring dream in which once he agreed to come to earth he was in an egg shaped vessel or ship and he was trapped and couldn't get out. This container was connected to ones with others like himself.

I've received a couple emails of pre-birth experience memories recently which I haven't shared yet. One is from a man named Lars from Germany who remembers choosing a role before he came to Earth. He wrote, "So since i was born,you know phyisically prior to that,i can remember the state i was in...i remember a place,peopel,things,and most importantly a kind of "decision" that was requestet from everyone who came to this(earth) world,and that was to decide the "factors" by wich we start living,like parents,gender,and "what i want to be?" like a worksman a leader,a hero,a villain,whatever,eventually i said without hesitation: "i want to be a Hero" and the voice,said "fine you be the hero then",then i was born... I also know that my "Mission" is to tell peopel the "truth" and that i was warned that "resistance is big" and there will be alot of it...."

Another woman who wrote me from Seattle remembers being killed in her last life. She wrote, "I believe you are pretty much right on with your conclusions and wanted to share my pre-birth experience, which includes a memory of my most recent past life and my first memory from this one. I was murdered... After I "blacked out" or died, I remember waking up in a gray, metallic looking room with garish, hospital-like light coming from everywhere. I was lying on something like a steel slab and was surrounded by stereotypical grey aliens. I was mortified. I had just been murdered so I went from a nightmare to a hell. I remember putting up a strong fight, kicking, biting, throwing punches at everything, then blacking out again. The next thing I remember is being in a toddler's body and being carried by human looking entities. They were tall, blonde and very beautiful. I can only describe them as looking like the drawings people have made of Nordic aliens? When I first saw Game of Thrones I noticed they resembled the Targaryens. However, I was still afraid and knew intuitively that this was a disguise and these were the same beings. They seemed agitated with me, like I had caused problems, and were very stoic and quiet. I then remember being shown a panoramic view of the earth, like something you'd see at NASA's website. The very next thing I knew, someone was stuffing me into a frilly little yellow dress and white booties. I know that this was a memory from early infancy. I asked my mother how I was dressed when I was brought home from the hospital. She told me I was dressed in a lacy yellow dress and matching yellow and white booties that someone in my father's family had knitted for me before I was born. There is no way I could have known this as there weren't any photos taken of me that day (or none to my knowledge) and I was never told by anyone what I was wearing."

Shadow Beings

Hundreds and hundreds if not thousands of stories involving shadow beings can be read on websites like

There were over two dozen accounts of NDES involving shadow beings on There are thousands of people relating their experiences with shadow beings or shadow people, even shadow spiders. Some of the shadow beings wear different kinds of hats like top hats. They are often seen leaning over a bed, whispering to a sleeping person. You have to remember sleep paralysis is only half of the sightings. There are just as many of people who are awake. Some of these Shadow Creatures take the form of Astral or Etheric Spiders. There is also the Hat Man.

"last night a dark figure lay next to me and whispered in my ear: "my army as l lay"

"And I'd see a tall dark figure by my bed and I'd hear many things whispering things I couldn't understand in my ears. "
"There was one that it looked like a shadow spider that crawled into my pillow and started whispering things I couldn't understand but the voice sounded demonic. Every time I'm having this episode my body feels a tingling sensation and I used to compare it more as electricity running through my body. "
"I was at the point of falling asleep when I heard the most evil voice whisper in my left ear, something in another language which I did not understand. I opened my eyes and above me was this dark shadow looking figure. It was blacker than black and once it saw me see it, it started to 'attack' me..."

The Gnostic texts described the shadow beings: "Now the eternal realm (aeon) of truth has no shadow outside it, for the limitless light is everywhere within it. But its exterior is shadow, which has been called by the name 'darkness'. From it, there appeared a force, presiding over the darkness. And the forces that came into being subsequent to them called the shadow 'the limitless chaos'. From it, every kind of divinity sprouted up [...] together with the entire place, so that also, shadow is posterior to the first product. It was the abyss that it (shadow) appeared, deriving from the aforementioned Pistis. Now matter is made of the bile of the shadow: Now as for that jealousy, it was found to be an abortion without any spirit in it. " " end-quote

The Shadow Archetype
The great Swiss psychologist Carl Jung wrote a great deal about archetypes of which he identified twelve.

Shadow (psychology) In Jungian psychology, "shadow" or "shadow aspect" may refer to (1) an unconscious aspect of the personality which the conscious ego does not identify in itself. ... "Everyone carries a shadow," Jung wrote, "and the less it is embodied in the individual's conscious life, the blacker and denser it is." "It may be (in part) one's link to more primitive animal instincts,[3] which are superseded during early childhood by the conscious mind." According to Wikipedia, "Carl Jung stated the shadow to be the unknown dark side of the personality.[4][5] According to Jung, the shadow, in being instinctive and irrational, is prone to psychological projection, in which a perceived personal inferiority is recognised as a perceived moral deficiency in someone else. Jung writes that if these projections remain hidden, "The projection-making factor (the Shadow archetype) then has a free hand and can realize its object--if it has one--or bring about some other situation characteristic of its power."[6] These projections insulate and harm individuals by acting as a constantly thickening veil of illusion between the ego and the real world." Jung wrote, "'it must be Jekyll, the conscious personality, who integrates the shadow ... and not vice versa. Otherwise the conscious becomes the slave of the autonomous shadow'."

The shadow is different than Shadow People but they are related...because if the shadow is your dark side that could include fear, doubt, hate, anger, envy, greed, etc which is part of what the Shadow Beings feed off of.

"The trickster is a primitive "cosmic" being of divine-animal nature, on the one hand superior to man because of his superhuman qualities, and on the other hand inferior to him because of his unreason and unconsciousness."

"What actually happens is that the conscious mind is then able to free itself from the fascination of evil and is no longer obliged to live it compulsively. The darkness and the evil have not gone up in smoke, they have merely withdrawn into the unconscious owing to loss of energy, where they remain unconscious so long as all is well with the conscious. But if the conscious should find itself in a critical or doubtful situation, then it soon becomes apparent that the shadow has not dissolved into nothing but is only waiting for a favourable opportunity to reappear as a projection upon one's neighbour. If this trick is successful, there is immediately created between them that world of primordial darkness where everything that is characteristic of the trickster can happen-even on the highest plane of civilization."

Some other quotes: " "The creator of the world did not fashion these things directly from himself but copied them from archetypes outside himself." 4 In the Corpus Hermeticum,5 God is called T6 apXfTV7rov cpw, (archetypal light)."

"With her cunning play of illusions the soul lures into life the inertness of matter that does not want to live. She makes us believe incredible things, that life may be lived. She is full of snares and traps, in order that man should fall, should reach the earth, entangle himself there, and stay caught, so that life should be lived..." "But to have soul is the whole venture of life, for soul is a life-giving daemon who plays his elfin game above and below human existence, for which reason-in the realm of dogma" 'We begin to travel [up] through the healing spirals...straight up'.[29] Here the struggle is to retain awareness of the shadow, but not identification with it. 'Non-identification demands considerable moral effort...prevents a descent into that darkness'; but though 'the conscious mind is liable to be submerged at any moment in the unconscious... understanding acts like a life-saver. It integrates the unconscious'[30]—reincorporates the shadow into the personality, producing a stronger, wider consciousness than before.

Jung wrote, "One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious." He also concluded, "If, at the end of the trickster myth, the saviour is hinted at, this comforting premonition or hope means that some calamity or other has happened and been consciously understood. Only out of disaster can the longing for the saviour arise—in other words, the recognition and unavoidable integration of the shadow create such a harrowing situation that nobody but a saviour can undo the tangled web of fate. "

So sometimes our greatest points of realization are at the points of our greatest struggles. It is as if the energy is oscillating back and forth maybe....with higher peaks and lower valleys... one can tune in to the low troughs which is what most choose to do or one can rise above that lower primitive urge and draw intuition from the peaks.

"These mythological features extend even to the highest regions of man’s spiritual development. If we consider, for example, the daemonic features exhibited by Yahweh in the Old Testament, we shall find in them not a few reminders of the unpredictable behaviour of the trickster, of his senseless orgies of destruction and his self· imposed sufferings, together with the same gradual development into a saviour and his simultaneous humanization. "

You could say the Sophia mythos is pretty similar also. She went through suffering until she realized her wrongs and repented. I do think we need to acknowledge the shadow beings and accept they are a part of reality. We should also take ownership that we, as the collective Sophia, contributed to their reality. I don't think we necessarily need to integrate/assimilate the shadow but rather to be able to understand it and forgive it. It seems that as you become aware of your own impulses and signals, you put intent on them observing them which figuratively is shining light on what was dark, assimilating the shadow. Assimilating your shadow is supposed to be a metaphor for enlightening your consciousness, ridding it of shadow which is different than shadow people. I think transmuting the shadow into light as the Emerald Tablets says is a better way of putting it. Assimilating would mean making the shadow part of you or you part of it.

Accepting and Understanding The Shadow

I have been thinking about how we are Sophia and have fallen in consciousness or frequency. We might actually be Lucifer too in the same sense as Lucifer was said to have been with God in heaven but fell. Lucifer has also been said to be Venus or Inana who has been a shadow / dark side of Sophia. The word lucifer actually means light-bearer...well, our souls -- we -- are the light-bearers or bearers of the light. Adam may be seen as the lower nature of man and so it is Lucifer (serpent) who is telling man that Demiurge/God was lying to him, So in one sense Lucifer represents the fall of man just as Sophia does. I remember Manly Hall saying Lucifer represented the" intellectual mind without the illumination of the spiritual mind" (enlightenment) and is therefore a false light. I think that parallels Sophia who represents wisdom and knowledge falling into Chaos because she copied this realm without consulting or integrating the spiritual knowledge of the Ineffable Father.

And, of course, Chaos is the attribute of Pan or the Devil/Satan/Demiurge (Darkness/Shadow) the opposer or opposite of the True God, Ineffable father. When we go externally outside ourselves we are going into shadow or darkness and when when we keep the Intent of our Supraconsciousness internally within us we are returning back to our true Light Power Source I think perhaps the "intellectual mind" may be analogous to the counterfeit spirit (Lucifer deceiving us) and maybe the "spiritual mind" is another way of naming the SupraConscious.(Jesus / Christ redeeming us). It is really more a metaphor for me to understand and accept our shadow side. So in its negative context it can represent a false light or deception. I guess it all depends upon the "light" it is bearing. If lucifer is used to be associated with a fall then that is the incoherent light or impure light....

I guess right now in our fallen state of consciousness it is not a pure light or currently in a pure form....but we bear the pure light inside us if we just go within and ignore all the external BS. To try and understand our shadow side I see it as a tool used to better understand or know ourselves. For some reason this divine drama or cosmic play has a villain and conflict in it .I don't think it is really their choice necessarily. They are just playing their role or serving their function. It is what they are and it is not their fault per se, but is a consequence of Sophia's error. Here in this dualistic polarity you can't have a dawn without the night and you can't have light without the shadow or a point of perspective. I think it is perception and perspective. The shadow is there but people need to change their perspective to focus on the light within not on the shadow or darkness externally.

Are the archons and shadow beings a necessary evil that exist as obstacles for us to overcome in order to learn and grow? are the archons volunteering to help us evolve by placing obstacles in our path to overcome?

I asked a question at iands group about billions of collective souls reincarnating here for thousands of years and still not learned our lessons or enough about love...they said we are almost there and that the schumann resonance of the earth doubled or tripled in the last week to 35 and that there is an energy coming from deep space...gregg braden talked about the schumann resonance over 15 years ago and the energy from deep space whether the photon belt of the pleiadian channelings or the superwave from the galactic core of Paul Laviolette was also 15-20 years ago.....I hope it is true and maybe it is but all I can think is promises, promises

How to resolve suffering and pain of life with the message of NDErs that love is the glue that holds everything together..everything and everybody is one and we are connected together by love....."love is the fabric of life" Why would a true god want to be worshipped and prayed to? Why would a caring creator not create a better system, one where all creatures could gain sustenance from the air they breathe or from the directly from the light of the sun?

Love is a word that means so many different things here on Earth and is used as a sort of all-encompassing umbrella term.. If we take a truthful introspective look at our relationships we too often will uncover a selfish motivation for being with that person... We are told it is wrong for us to cause suffering for another human being, right? But is it okay for god to make us suffer? SUFFERING is not the only way to teach LOVE imo. .....your emapthy for another being suffering is not the feeling of love but the recognition of another human going through suffering which makes no sense whatsoever. In fact, NDERs say love is all there is on the other side. One NDer said he had to look up the definition of the word 'hate' when he came back because it didn't exist on the other side. So why would we need to come to Earth to learn to love when it so readily abundant is our soul's natural state!

Euphoria -- If you think about it there would naturally be a heightened sense of relief or euphoria just be being free of our heavy physical bodies which keep us weighed down and uncomfortable. Perhaps part of this feeling of love and estasy is from our new heightened state of frequency or consciousness. EUPHORIA Gene J: "Perhaps it was a euphoric trance of some kind. It was as if a Spirit had consumed my whole being. I felt as if I had automatically become “Super Holy”! I almost felt like I became all knowing of everything once again. I had no questions because I knew all the answers. I was feeling God-like, and powerful. I felt like I had a direct connection to the powers that heal. I couldn’t even believe the way I was feeling, but for some reason, it all seemed to come together."

knowledge/wisdom/learning --

Carol V: "I experienced light beings who were "knowledge" and gave me answers to all the questions of the universe... universal truth and knowledge. "

Near death experiencers say we come back to learn more, to gain more knowledge yet they claim all knowledge and wisdom of everything is present or available in the Light so what would be the need to come back to earth to learn? Are we to believe our souls were created as blank slates or something or that they were created incomplete, flawed or defective, and the only way to gain wisdom is by incarnating here? I think that is preposterous.

If we are to learn through pain and suffering then why is it often times so random and if we have no memory of a past discretion from a previous life then how can we know what we are being punished for and therefore how can we learn? It seems any lessons learned here for life on Earth would not be relevant once in the Light where the environment is completely different and void of pain and suffering, and is reputed to be all positive, loving where access to all knowledge in the universe is instantaneously available.

Granted, perhaps the soul will remember once we die, but while we are here on Earth it really seems like an inefficient and crappy situation.... in an efficient learning environment it would seem there would be an undo button in order to compare and contrast the results of different actions. I don't understand why we don't have any innate memory or knowing whatsoever that this is a school or a test for us to grow and learn. After all, we are fully aware when we enroll at a university here that we are to learn and will be tested.

oneness -- A major component of the NDE seems to be a feeling of inter-connectedness with everything or a oneness with the universe. Some mention being part of a collective soul. The Collective is a fascinating concept. Interesting that it occurs in some insects as a "hive" mind. The problem with the collective is that if the collective decides that you should go on a mission for the greater good you basically no longer have any FREE WILL of your own. You are just a puppet Keeping your own SOVEREIGNTY and not becoming part of any Hierarchy seems preferential to me. We can still collaborate with each other in cooperation versus the Borg Collective of a hive mind bound to do the will of the whole versus have any independent free are plugged into the holistic knowledge... that is pretty scary when you think about it. I think what one would give up by going into the Light and merging would be one'sfree will (FREEDOM) and unique individuality (SOUL) in exchange for SLAVERY to what the collective decides.

I have the feeling that at death this Being of Light may be absorbing the Light energy from the souls and sending the souls back to Earth into another body with just enough Light energy to sustain itself. ..

Dalai Lama: "We can say, therefore, that this ultimate source, clear light, is close to the notion of a Creator, since all phenomena, whether they belong to samsara or nirvana, originate therein. But we must be careful in speaking of this source, we must not be led into error. I do not mean that there exists somewhere, there, a sort of collective clear light, analogous to the non-Buddhist concept of Brahma as a substratum. We must not be inclined to deify this luminous space. We must understand that when we speak of ultimate or inherent clear light, we are speaking on an individual level."

They say our life is like a blink of an eye there but it feels like forever when we're here.

My friend said they dont feel our pain over there. They say we are all connected as one but my friend said the light being doesn't feel it during our life reviews. So how is that a collective soul?

Every part of our life is somehow recorded maybe by the temporal lobe and then uploaded to akashic records when we sleep at night.

Why are born as babies so helpless and indoctrinated into a system that is designed to keep us ignorant and enslaved as workers. Why is the truth not more readily available to us?

It seems we are all too willing to believe in a beautiful lie vs an ugly truth as it is too painful to face so we choose a form of denial over reality.

Were we created as blank ignorant souls and if so and we collectively are God then that would mean god was ignorant and learning or evolving too? Are we collectively as God evolving? 50 incarnations = nders say we come here on missions to gain knowledge and collect data so that we all have access to the knowledge and wisdom.....that'ssuch a slow development and then we graduate to another planet where we are low man on totem pole again....etc, ad nauseum and then we start it all over again

Receivers of the Light

In chapter 25 of the first book of Pistis Sophia, a gnostic book, it talks about the receivers of the light.

Of the fashioning of the souls of men.
"And Melchisedec, the Receiver of the Light; purifieth those powers and carrieth their light into the Treasury of the Light, while the servitors of all the rulers gather together all matter from them all; and the servitors of all the rulers of the Fate and the servitors of the sphere which is below the ćons, take it and fashion it into souls of men and cattle and reptiles and wild-beasts and birds, and send them down into the world of mankind. And further the receivers of the sun and the receivers of the moon, if they look above and see the configurations of the paths of the ćons and the configurations of the Fate and those of the sphere, then they take from them the light-power; and the |36. receivers of the sun get it ready and deposit it, until they hand it over to the receivers of Melchisedec, the Light-purifier. "

Of the in-breathing of the power.
"And the five great rulers of the great Fate of the ćons and the ruler of the disk of the sun and the ruler of the disk of the moon inbreathe within into that soul, and there cometh forth out of them a portion out of my power which the p. 280 last Helper hath cast into the Mixture. "

"...if it is an old soul, then the ruler who is in the head of the ćons, himself mixeth the cup of forgetfulness with the seed of wickedness, and he mixeth it with every one of the new souls at the time when he is in the region of the head. And that cup of forgetfulness becometh the counterfeiting spirit for that soul, and bideth outside the soul, being a vesture for it and resembling it in every way, being envelope as vesture outside it.

Different types of souls and soulless beings.

Soul Contracts

The NDEr I interviewed who met the Demiurge had to agree to a contract before coming to earth and also the man who wrote me who has had dreams about the Demiurge since he was a child remembers a contract as well. Do we have sovereignty which we can claim? Do we and can we revoke the soul contracts we have made once an agreement has already been made? I think the contracts are terminated upon death and they would need our consent to get us to enter into another life contract..... Here are a few other NDErs who mention soul contracts as well:

"That was the contract I took on when coming into this life." - Jacqueline HW
"We had to go to the council meeting. I was allowed to be in the room, but not allowed to speak or interfere in any way. During the meeting the Masters asked for a decision to be over turned. ... They turned to me and told me that if I would agree to take on this new contract, I had to understand that I had been dead a long time by earth time and had already ascended. ..'hey told me, 'I will suffer as any human woman who had my degree of traumatic death would suffer, but my healing would be greatly aided and accelerated through them if I would agree to the terms.' Many discussions went around the council, the Masters. Then they turned to me. Ultimately, I agreed." - Marie W
"We ask to be born and we enter into a contract. We come to earth with a purpose. On the other side, it is all that matters: did we accomplish that mission or not? We are not judged by anyone but we feel like a failure if we realize we did not accomplish the mission we incarnated for." -- Chantal L
"I was made aware that there were things that I had contracted to do, that were still undone...confirmation to me of reincarnation and contract-incarnation (we pick our lives)" -- Matt S
According to the Gnostic texts there are different types of souls.
'The retributive servitors follow the soul, being witnesses to it for all the sins which it committeth, that they may convict it in the judgments..... "...."When then the time is completed through the sphere, the receivers of Yaldabaoth come after their soul..." "And the retributive receivers assign the servitors to follow them and be witnesses of all the sins which they commit, with a view to the manner and method how they will chastize them in the judgments.... "

"When, therefore, the time of the chastisements of that soul in the judgments of the rulers of the midst shall be completed, the counterfeiting spirit leadeth the soul up out of all the regions of the rulers of the midst and bringeth it before the light of the sun according to the commandment of the First Man, Yew, and bringeth it before the judge, the Virgin of Light. And she proveth that soul and findeth that it is a sinning soul, and ceaseth her light-power into it for its standing-upright and because of the body and the community of sense,--the type of which I will tell you at the expansion of the universe. And the Virgin of Light sealeth that soul and handeth it over to one of her receivers |286. and will have it cast into a body which is suitable to the sins which it hath committed. "

They have no jurisdiction over the souls which come from the Eternal Light Realms: "And the Saviour answered and said unto Mary: "Finely hast thou spoken. The servitors indeed are they who bear witness to all sins; but they abide in the judgments, seizing the souls and convicting all the souls of sinners who have received no mysteries; and they keep them fast in the chaos, chastizing them. And those retributive receivers cannot overstep the chaos to reach to the orders which are above the chaos, and convict the souls which come forth out of those regions. Now then it is not lawful to use force on the souls which receive mysteries, "

Emerald Tablets of Thoth

The original source of the Emerald Tablets is unknown. Although Hermes Trismegistus is the author named in the text, its first known appearance is in a book written in Arabic between the sixth and eighth centuries. The text was first translated into Latin in the twelfth century. Numerous translations, interpretations and commentaries followed. "

Here they come to earth and want to free man from their bondage. :
"Far in a past time, lost in the space time, the Children of Light looked down on the world. Seeing the children of men in their bondage, bound by the force that came from beyond. Knew they that only by freedom from bondage could man ever rise from the Earth to the Sun. Down they descended and created bodies, taking the semblance of men as their own. The Masters of everything said after their forming: "We are they who were formed from the space-dust, partaking of life from the infinite ALL; living in the world as children of men, like and yet unlike the children of men."

This almost sounds like the VR game of avatars incarnating from pods:
"There in the circle from aeon to aeon, sit the Great Masters, living a life not known among men. There in the Halls of Life they lie sleeping; free flows their Soul through the bodies of men. Time after time, while their bodies lie sleeping, incarnate they in the bodies of men. Teaching and guiding onward and upward, out of the darkness into the light. "

The Nine and the Lords of Karma:
"Custodians and watchers of the force of man's bondage, ready to loose when the light has been reached. First and most mighty, sits the Veiled Presence, Lord of Lords, the infinite Nine, over the other from each the Lords of the Cycles; ...each with his mission, each with his powers, guiding, directing the destiny of man."

On the fire within:
"He who knows the fire that is within himself shall ascend unto the eternal fire and dwell in it eternally. Fire, the inner fire, is the most potent of all force, for it overcometh all things and penetrates to all things of the Earth... Found I that man is but living in darkness, light of the great fire is hidden within."

[Note: Within the demiurge's system are these things not possibly true? This is definitely laying out the system of the Demiurge...lords of karma,judgment, reincarnation,, growing toward the light... Pistis Sophia speaks of breaking the bonds and no longer having to complete the circuits. So this is the goal ultimately in the system of the Demiurge, although I doubt they really gift it to very many. They rule the afterlife and during the afterlife, those who do not have enough knowledge they become the stumbling block. ]

The veil is the body. What our consciousness sees is the darkness of our own prison.
"Formed forth ye, from the primal ether, filled with the brilliance that flows from the source, bound by the ether coalesced around, yet ever it flames until at last it is free. Lift up your flame from out of the darkness, fly from the night and ye shall be free."

Bound by the matter that imprisons us:
"List ye again, O man, to my wisdom, that hearing, ye too, might live and be free. Not of the earth are ye -- earthy, but child of the Infinite Cosmic Light. Know ye not, O man, of your heritage? Know ye not ye are truly the Light?"

"Deep in the silence, first ye must linger until at last ye are free from desire, free from the longing to speak in the silence. Conquer by silence, the bondage of words. Abstaining from eating until we have conquered desire for food, that is bondage of soul. Then lie ye down in the darkness. Close ye your eyes from the rays of the Light. Centre thy soul-force in the place of thine consciousness, shaking it free from the bonds of the night. Place in thy mind-place the image thou desireth. Picture the place thou desireth to see. Vibrate back and forth with thy power. Loosen the soul from out of its night. Fiercely must thou shake with all of thy power until at last thy soul shall be free."

I think it does lay out alot of the system including perhaps how to be free. At night our consciousness falls into a dream state from which we wake in the morning. Some are able to become aware they are dreaming and control the dream. We call this lucid dreaming. It could be that what we call this everyday normal waking state is just another dream albeit at a slightly higher level and when we sleep at night it is a dream within a dream. If so, it could be that we need to wake up from this lower state of consciousness and become aware of the true reality. Perhaps that is what the previous passage from the Emerald Tablets was alluding to.

"When unto thee comes a feeling,
drawing thee nearer to the darker gate,
examine thine heart and find if the feeling
thou hast has come from within.
If thou shalt find the darkness thine own thoughts,
banish them forth from the place in thy mind.

Send through thy body a wave of vibration,
irregular first and regular second,
repeating time after time until free.
Direct it in waves from thine head to thy foot.
But if thou findest thine heart is not darkened,
be sure that a force is directed to thee.
Only by knowing can thou overcome it.
Only be wisdom can thou hope to be free.
Knowledge brings wisdom and wisdom is power.
Attain and ye shall have power o'er all."

"Look to the LIGHT! O my brother. Open and ye shall receive. Press on through the valley of darkness. Overcome the dweller of night. Keep ever thine eyes of the LIGHT-PLANE, and thou shalt be One with the LIGHT. Man is in process of changing to forms that are not of this world. Grows he is time to the formless, a plane on the cycle above. Know ye, ye must become formless before ye are with the LIGHT,"

The question is what light is he referring to....the astral light of the NDE or the Eternal Light Realms?

Here he does acknowledge the light within is the great light and that the body is shadow/darkness:

"Thy LIGHT, O man, is the great LIGHT, shining through the shadow of flesh. Free must thou rise from the darkness before thou art One with the LIGHT."

"Aye, know, though hidden in darkness, your Soul, a spark of the true flame, exists. Be ye One with the greatest of all Lights. Find at the SOURCE, the END of thy goal. "

"Darkness and light are both of one nature, different only in seeming, for each arose from the source of all. Darkness is disorder. Light is Order. Darkness transmuted is light of the Light. This, my children, your purpose in being; transmutation of darkness to light. "

"Know ye, ye are threefold in nature, physical, astral and mental in one. "

"On Earth, man is in bondage, bound by space and time to the earth plane. Encircling each planet, a wave of vibration, binds him to his plane of unfoldment. Yet within man is the Key to releasement, within man may freedom be found. "


The Gnostic text "On the Origin of the World" lays out an end times scenario similar to the one my guest Interviewee experienced. During his NDE he met the Demiurge who resembled the being described in Revelations. My guest was shown a future Earth after a time of darkness where everyone lived in harmony.

The Gnostic text states, "Before the consummation of the age, the whole place will be shaken by great thunder. Then the rulers will lament, crying out on account of their death. The angels will mourn for their human beings, and the demons will weep for their times and seasons, and their people will mourn and cry out on account of their death. Then the age will begin, and they will be disturbed. Their kings will be drunk from the flaming sword and will make war against one another, so that the earth will be drunk from the blood that is poured out. And the seas will be troubled by that war. Then the sun will darken and the moon will lose its light. The stars of the heaven will disregard their course, and great thunder will come out of great power that is above all the powers of chaos, the place where the firmament of the woman is situated. When she has created the first work, she will take off her wise flame of afterthought and will put on irrational wrath. Then she will drive out the gods of chaos, whom she had created together with the chief creator. She will cast them down to the abyss. They will be wiped out by their own injustice. For they will become like the mountains that blaze out fire, and they will consume one another until they are destroyed by their chief creator.(They will feed off of each other) When he destroys them, he will turn against himself and destroy himself until he ceases to be. And their heavens will fall upon one another and their powers will burn. Their realms will also be overthrown. And the chief creator’s heaven will fall and split in two. Likewise, his stars in their sphere will fall down to the earth, and the earth will not be able to support them. They will fall down to the abyss, and the abyss will be overthrown.


"The light will cover the darkness and obliterate it. It will become like something that never existed. And the source of the darkness will be dissolved."

Frequency, Octaves of Spirit and Dimensional Planes

Probably the greatest most brilliant scientist who ever lived was Nikola Tesla, Tesla said, “If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.” And I think he was correct about this.

We know there is an electromagnetic spectrum of energy that is classified by wavelength into radio waves, microwaves, infrared, the visible region that is perceived as light, ultraviolet, X-rays and gamma rays.

There are theorized to be about 81 octaves in the EM spectrum. In Chemistry, the Law of Octaves is about the patterns of elements in the Periodic Table, stating that when elements are aligned according to their atomic weight, every eighth element shares similar properties.

Of course, evidence of octaves can be heard in our musical scales. This helps to show that reality is frequency based.

To Wake Up or become Awake

The importance of frequency with respect to Consciousness can be seen when we go to sleep at night. During normal everyday activity our brain waves are mostly in beta state which is considered waking consciousness. As one becomes groggy or drowsy and tired we start to operate and perform at a lower level. We become less focused and are forgetful and make mistakes. Then we go to sleep we go into lower levels such as alpha, theta and delta which are a lower frequency. At this point we are almost unconscious. This is proof that we operate on consciousness and frequency.

The average person probably has several dreams every night which they usually don't remember.... but then whenever we decide that we have had enough dreams or have slept enough or the alarm rings and we decide we have to go to work, we wake up or raise our consciousness to where we are aware or conscious. we dream at night and then wake up to a more real reality.

It is interesting that the word "wake" as a verb means to rouse from lethargy, apathy or IGNORANCE. It is also interesting that the word "wake" also describes the ceremony for presiding over a dead person. It is even more interesting that the word "wake" are WAVES left behind by a vehicle traveling though water... or in this scenario, the waves are brain waves, the vehicle is the soul and the water is the firmament or above the firmament.... we wake "up" when the frequency of the brain waves go UP or increase to a higher frequency. So whenever we have decided that we are through living enough lives (dreams) we can decide to wake UP and go to a higher level of consciousness, a more real or true reality, by raising the frequency of the waves our soul leaves as it travels through the astral or etheric raise the frequency is to shorten the wave lengths or to actually not move outward at all, but to move back inward to our source.

Luminous Mind

Buddhists refer to the Superconsciousness as the Luminous Mind. Those who reach the higher gamma states of consciousness through meditation tehcniques combined with silence and compassion -- such as the Tibetan buddhist monks -- talk of the luminous mind. It is how to access a pure state of consciousness or awareness beyond even thought. The Buddha states: "Luminous, monks, is the mind. And it is defiled by incoming defilements."

Victor C: "What I believe is that while we are in this body, we are equipped with the consciousness that comes with it. The difference between how I view what this consciousness is, in relation to my view of what awareness is it is two different things. Awareness for me is what is behind the consciousness that comes with the functioning of mind and body. The awareness behind it however is of a much broader, infinite nature. The thoughts that we all have in our consciousness appear to be a constant stream that is continuous and linear in nature. However, upon intense concentration on what is an iota of time between our thoughts, I believe that what I have experienced was a gateway leading out of consciousness and into the hidden spectrum of pure awareness that lies beyond. ..."

"The best way that I can describe it is that this state was beyond the need for thoughts or senses. Thoughts and senses are things that in my view pertain to consciousness. Where I was, it was a state of pure awareness-beyond consciousness and therefore the need of thoughts or senses... what I experienced was the passing through of the space between my thoughts, which led me from the state of consciousness that comes with being in my body to the state of infinite awareness that lies behind consciousness, a state in which the body, consciousness, and all other attachments are surrendered and seemingly left behind. "

Also, I have discovered out of body researcher William Buhlmann has come to similar conclusions in his books. He has had many out of body experiences himself and conducted a survey of over 16,000 people who have experienced astral travel. I would like to read some quotes from him which are extraordinary.

From "Adventures in the Afterlife"
: "To become an effective spiritual traveler, it's vital to develop your flexibility of consciousness. You must learn how to shift your state of awareness without becoming attached to the energies that dominate a given reality."

"This is basic soul travel, lateral motion of consciousness in a structured consensus reality. You can use the energy signature of any familiar location as your target. The key is to completely focus, know and flow. It's essential to lock your awareness into a specific energy environment or your perception will become unstable. This skill is critical when you are attempting multiple reality jumps."
"Yes, all of these things are your projections. Now can see how easy it is for untrained souls to become completely trapped within their own thought forms. This is a common problem for billions of souls dwelling in the physical and astral projections. Few souls are aware of the creative power of their own thoughts. The self-created manifestations of forms make for convincing illusions in all dimensions; many humans remain imprisoned in this labyrinth of the mind"
From "The Secret of The Soul":
"Many people are relieved and overjoyed to discover that they really do continue to exist after death and, as a result, gladly accept the first nonphysical reality they experience as their 'new spiritual home'... However there is one very serious problem with this comforting scenario that few are aware of and no one addresses. You have just accepted and adapted to a thought-consensus environment on the astral plane. You have just accepted a reflection of spirit instead of the true essence of it. You have done what billions have done before you. You have merged your consciousness with a nonphysical reality far from your true spiritual home. By doing so you essentially guarantee the continuation of your form-based existence and your reincarnation. The end result is that most people accept the denser spiritual realities of the astral plane as their new home. They settle for and adapt to the physical-like areas of the astral plane because these environments are familiar and comfortable. Thus they chain themselves to the astral realms of form and substance, and the ancient cycle of rebirth is maintained and assured."
"I am often asked what I will do when I take my final breath. This is a critically important question that too few people ask themselves these days. My answer is this: 'I will demand to experience my higher self, my spiritual essence!' I am not content to simply 'go to the light'. I am not content to accept past acquaintances and comfortable surroundings as my new reality. In fact, I am not content to settle for any form-based reality as my spiritual home. I absolutely know there is so much more available beyond the realms of form. There exist dimensions of magnificent living light simply waiting for us; all we need do is awaken and accept their reality. Two powerful truths are apparent. First, all form is but a reflection of pure spirit. Second, we are not helpless victims of an external force that dictates or directs our reality and our lives; we are bestowed with the power of free will and the ability to take spiritual action. Why would you settle for a pale reflection of reality when the pure realms of spirit are always present?
"All dimensions occupy the same time and space. They are separated by their individual frequency and resulting density. As we move in toward the energy source, each heaven becomes progressively more thought-responsive. Multiple heavens exist within each dimension created by the group consciousness of the inhabitants."
"The sooner we awaken to and experience in the inner dimensional path within us, the sooner we will evolve beyond our animal bodies and embrace our unlimited abilities to fully experience our spiritual essence. Our spiritual growth and evolution are directly related to our ability to navigate the multidimensional path within us."
"Everything seen and unseen is a form of energy, and there is no escaping the subtle energy creations of our own mind. We must conquer our personal addictions and attachments, for these are the anchors that hold us to the destiny of form and matter."


If near death experiencers are correct, then when we die we could potentially create our own reality and can travel by thought or intent. Unfortunately, other entities may try to usurp our Sovereignty or free will, and trick us into doing their will and willingly give them our energy. One could decide to go to darkness or a void and stop relying on external sources and rely on one's own inner light to manifest reality. This could be disastrous if one's thoughts and desires are not pure. One could potentially become another demiurge.

The worst case scenario is go back to "loving" light and get another shot at making your life better; one can negotiate to go to a better planet or a world where there is telepathy and no secrets? The key is to let go of emotional and mental attachments to Earth that keep causing us to come back -- we need to be through and done with the game and the drama. I have heard time and time again where NDErs intention is directed back to earth and, boom, back they go. According to the life between lives research of hypnotherapist Michael Newton soul groups review their lives and then eventually are convinced they need to reincarnate again to learn more lessons. A new family is chosen and a life plan is selected. Once one is back in the light it would be extremely hard to not be influenced into coming back to earth again.

most souls when they die will be thrilled at the prospects of being able to have another shot at life, a do getting the girl, keeping the girl.

Many of the listeners of your show, however, have probably reached the point where they are not easily amused with all the shiny, glittery objects here anymore and are ready to return to true source

"are you through?"

If you enjoy life on Earth in a physical body, as some people here claim, then you can choose to go to the light and reincarnate again with your friends. There are many trappings here on earth that are tempting, and the challenge of overcoming obstacles to forge the life you want, can be inviting. You can request a better planet or a better situation in your deal with the Demiurge. You could also refuse to come unless you are guaranteed 100% certainty of events. My friend who had an nde and met the demiurge said eventually the Demiurge gives up and there are thousands of years of paradise on earth so you could refuse to reincarnate until that time. If we refuse to go to the light or at least to reincarnate there are no souls to power their system. We could wait for the script to progress, but that seems like a passive attitude to me. I prefer being proactive. Perhaps all we need a is critical mass to be reached? It could be as low as 3-5 percent.

If you are tired of the unending drama that a life on Earth in a physical body presents then you can dissolve your attachments and ties to this world. To do this it may be necessary to learn not to judge others, or hold grudges or anger toward others. It may also be important to not give others the incentive to hold grudges against you which may hold the spirit back. To do this it might be helpful for one to renounce the world and all its physical lures.

One must be very careful to not fall for the trap of agreeing to come back to earth to save the world as a hero or savior figure. For you to agree to come here to be a hero requires a great number of souls to agree to come here in need of being saved and must suffer. It is all a pretty sick, twisted game in my opinion... just so that we can be a savior or hero. One can't live a life of 75 years or more in a world where we are prodded and provoked without making mistakes so forgiveness of oneself is critically must be content with leaving this world behind forever knowing that there are higher realms which are far better where there is no suffering. Each soul must come to that realization on their own in due time.

Try to raise your frequency and ascending within to the ELR as there are higher planes and should not be content with going to the first external light we see. Nder David who went through seven planes where each light was a million times brighter than the previous ones. During ascension one will likely go through what may seem like a series of wormholes as there are multiple planes or dimensions. No pun intended but one must have tunnel vision and ignore any enticing or frightening distractions that are just manipulated illusions or projections. consciousness is a projector which the archons can hack.

Yeah, we are temporarily trapped here on Earth by the electromagnetic prison, but at death (and possibly even now as well) it is a matter of redirecting our attention back inwards toward our true divine light source within which is back at the Eternal Light Realms. It is analogous to a rubber band being extended or stretched outward but then snapping back to its original natural resting position. Or a balloon being held under water. As this happens it will probably feel like shooting through a wormhole or tunnel because the vibrations are getting shorter and shorter, faster and faster from the outside in to a shorter radius / diameter as well.

We are everywhere at once. It is simply an issue of where we choose to focus our attention. We can focus it on the illusions and projections of the archons/shadow beings and the denser, darker physical plane or we can ignore the illusions and focus our attention on our true divine light source which is at the Eternal Light Realms and where the Ineffable Father or Source is at.

There is an emotional plane, a mental plane, a plane where we can exist as a point of consciousness or maybe even planes above that where we can exist as pure energy or awareness beyond the need for thought?

If one is ready to move on and leave all the drama of the lower planes behind then here is the solution I prefer. There are those who say to go to the black hole at the center of the galaxy or return to Orion, but I disagree with that. I agree with what Tesla said and believe I the universe is composed of octaves. In my opinion one needs to leave the physical and astral planes behind completely. So my suggestion is at death one can raise the vibrational level or frequency of the soul which is light. The key seems to be that energy flows where attention goes so keep focusing your Consciousness and Attention on increasing your frequency back to the center. Just keep increasing the vibration of your soul as much as you possibly can by using your focused willful intent. This means ignoring any distractions that try to lure you to a light, or an attractive being whether angel or family member, etc. You could use a sort of mantra at death: "higher frequency now, higher frequency now... move inward"....You will eventually arrive at what the Gnostics call the Eternal Light Realms or the Height of Heights, the Light of Lights. This should be our spirit's natural, original state, but just keep increasing your soul's vibration or frequency until you arrive at the Highest Frequency which may manifest as the purest Light, the Absolute Truth, and Unconditional Love.


I know life is hard for many of you listening. It is difficult for me also. I try to keep in mind that it is only a temporary situation. I worked as a computer programer for 27 years and retired last year. After I worked that last day it seemed so surreal. I could hardly believe it. I finally did retire even though it seemed to take forever. I thought retirement would never arrive but one day it did.

In the same way although life can at times seem to take forever, but one day we will take our last breath and die.

So each day we are one day closer to freedom and liberation and going home.... it is important to be ready for that day. Practice love and kindness. Keep raising your frequency as high as possible..... it is important to practice spiritual alchemy to keep attachments and residue from weighing our souls down. Be loving, gentle, peacemakers, merciful, and compassionate. Minister unto the poor and sick and afflicted. Renounce all things of the world. We should be IN the world but not OF the world.

This is part of the eulogy I wrote for my brother's burial. I had a few discussions with him near the end of his life. I explained how the soul is a translucent liquid light and how at death one can travel by thought or intent in the astral realms and manifest reality instantly. I also mentioned how at death the consciousness becomes expanded and is in truth a superconsciousness which is hyper aware and alert.

I hope that he is able to shift his state of awareness and ignore any illusions or projections that might imprison him within thought forms which are just a reflection of pure spirit.

"May he shed any personal addictions and attachments that could anchor or hold him to form and matter.

I hope he transcends any form based denser spiritual realities thereby avoiding the cycle of rebirth.

May he he exercise the Sovereignty of his free will and refuse to be a helpless victim of an external force or settle for a pale reflection of reality. I hope he opts for the purest realms of spirit.

May he raise his frequency, navigate the multidimensional path within himself and return to his true spiritual home in the Eternal Light realms and experience his true spiritual self with the Ineffable Father.

But most of all I hope he is happy and doing what makes him happy whatever that may be.

Positive thoughts and higher frequency until he is home."

I would really like to hear from people about their experiences, whether they believe we are learning and growing here through suffering, whether they believe God is evolving... whether or not our souls are Sovereign.

My email address is

Thanks for having me on your show, Adam. Always a pleasure.

Goodnight. Positive thoughts and higher frequency until we get home.